Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Chapter 2267 Do you remember what you said?

"At that time, I was begging your grandma all the time. I asked him if he could not leave me, but he didn't say a word. He broke my hand. Anyone can understand what it means at that moment, right? "

There was a time when I thought about why I became what I am now. I thought that no matter when and where what I did, even in the eyes of everyone, I would become something else, but in my own eyes The eyes of relatives will never change, but when I finally find out that all this is actually too far from what I imagined, and what I want most will never be the same as what I got deep in my heart. I always think that as long as I love myself sincerely and everything I want to love, then I can accept all things regardless of everything, but for myself, when I am hurt by others time and time again, I will completely lose my love. Awakening, knowing that all this is not human hearts can be exchanged for human hearts. Too many feelings will only make the relationship between each other worse and worse, and become more and more untrustworthy.

"You said at the beginning that you should live for yourself, and you will never change your attitude because of other people's affairs and ideas. Now you have forgotten the experiment you had in school, and you have said what you said before. Forget it completely, you are no longer able to remember the ending you want most in your heart like before, you have come to the present step by step, in fact, what you want most is nothing more than a peaceful and stable life. "

Zhang Zhentian has already said it himself. As a father, what else can he say now?

My son has already made such a decision, so I, as a father, can no longer continue to intervene in the middle of the matter anyway.

Perhaps it is only by letting them experience this pain for themselves that they will understand that some things cannot be forgiven by what they have done, and the mistakes they have made will ultimately depend on Take the cost of the decisions you make.

"Do whatever you want, everything is your own decision, anyway, you can't listen to every word we elders say, in your eyes, we elders are dispensable, You only have your wife in your eyes, so why do you have to come back to this family to let me continue to be angry with you? You came back only to let me be admitted to the hospital again, right?

You can't be a little filial to your biological father in your heart, so what if you obey me a little bit?

I am your biological father, every word I say and every thing I do, will it hurt you?

Why are you so ignorant, you have to hurt those who love you the most again and again before you give up? "

"At the beginning, you were able to stand up and stand on my side, and I was really grateful to say a fair word. In fact, I never thought of blaming anyone, even if you have done so many things that hurt me. , but I have never hated you, in my eyes no matter how you treat me, I still treat you as my own family, that is a relationship that will never change."

I really can't bear the torment of broken love, I have been praying to him in exchange for his silence, I don't want such a result, I asked him repeatedly if he could not leave me, but he let me alone People become more and more lonely, maybe all this should have been lost long ago, this is a matter of time, all my true feelings for him are squandered by your Nana, and when the soul is panicked, it is possessed.

Once I encountered some difficulties, I was able to let my favorite things return to the original model. Is that the result Teacher Sun wants?When I watched the person I love the most, leave me again and again, so that I can see what I care about, everything completely runs counter to my original intention, and I realize that everything is really not what I want. .

"No matter what you tell me or what you say, I will never let go of your hand in my whole life, and you can't even think about getting rid of you completely. Don't you just want to live happily? Very happy Simple, you are with me, I can give you the life you want, give you everything you want, why do you treat me like this, abandon me cruelly, it is really so happy for you Is it? Then you see me in pain, do you feel good?" Zhang Zhentian once again opened up his entanglement.

Xia Jing also felt speechless towards Zhang Zhentian. How can there be such a person, because he has already said so absolutely, so there is no room for him to leave, but why does he still choose to do this? Is it really so important in his eyes? ?What kind of person I am, I can't even figure it out, so why do others figure it out? In many cases, maybe my own requirements are too high, so that everyone who loves me Go away from yourself, and where are your mistakes?

"Hey, why can't you listen to a word I have said so much? You should know that I don't really want to abandon you, and it hurts me to abandon you, but you know? Whenever I make I don't feel good about the decision to leave you, but I understand better, if I don't make up my mind to leave you, then we will only hurt each other more in the future, because you have long since lost me in your heart. Everything you did once was aimed at me. You didn't consider my feelings. This time is the same. I have to accept your questioning for no reason. Why did I do something? Why do you keep doing it again and again? I think over and over again that all the bad things are done by me, so in your eyes, am I such a person who loves to do bad things?" Xia Jing said to Zhang Zhentian: "Actually, sometimes I don't even know What kind of person am I? Even though I have done a lot of bad things in the past, I still hope to be a good person now. I want to be able to live the life I want frankly, instead of hiding every day. I always want to cover up the mistakes I made. The things I did before are the things I regret the most. I have never regretted doing one thing in the past like that, but now I really understand that everything is nothing. Family affection is important, but it's too late now, there is no room to go, let's leave a retreat for each other, don't push each other to a dead end, okay?"

"You told me not to drive you to a dead end, then do you know that every word you said to me today, everything you did was to drive me to a dead end, how afraid I am of you Will leave me, don't you know how powerful this fear is?

I never dare to ask for anything else, because every time you leave, I feel very sad in my heart, but time has passed for so long, and finally time has slowly healed my pain, why do you You have to come again to open my wounds again. You have to open my wounds again and again, and then sprinkle salt on them fiercely, so that I can't bear the pain, can you be happy?Everyone has to pay all the responsibilities for everything you do. Since you have chosen to take this path, then don’t regret it, because once you choose this path, there is no room for regret. Life is like this, no matter what you do What degree of education, then you can only go on this path in your life, even if you choose the wrong path at the beginning, you will be miserable on this path, without any taste, but what can you do, not just choose to go Go on, when you were at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, you were the one who pulled me in and asked me to sign the divorce agreement. If you want to abandon you or something, because then don't you feel that you have no distinction between black and white? "

"It turns out that what you have been struggling with is the fact that I dragged you into the Civil Affairs Bureau to sign the divorce at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau. I know that this matter has hit you hard, but at that time, I was also stunned by your anger. I care about you so much, I can't accept any of your lies, even if I can accept your lies, but I can't accept my own wife, using my health as a bet, it's just because I care about you, That's why I did that, how I wish you could beg me hard at that time, and promise that you will never lie again, but you said so at the time, you should not forget that you Every word I said. In fact, people’s hearts are stubborn most of the time, thinking that they can’t be abandoned for those they love. How much I long for you to be with me, do you understand? , I have paid so much to be with you, is it really so dismissive and worthless in your eyes?

The time I was with you was the happiest time in my life. I know that I shouldn’t put all the responsibility on you for those things. It’s obviously my fault. Why don’t I dare to stand up? I am also afraid of bearing the consequences of my own mistakes. I am afraid that my relatives will drive me out of the house again, so I will be so selfish. Don’t be selfish because of me. You are going to leave me completely, this is the biggest punishment for me, isn't it?It's been so many years, we should be reconciled as before! "

"Are you afraid that your family will drive you out of the house? Have you ever thought that your family will drive me out of the house because of these things? You are really selfish when you do things, and you have already admitted that you do things When I was selfish, now why do I want to be with you and benefit, and then let you hurt me again, do you know that this will only make me feel very painful, very painful every time I feel so bad I really care about being able to live with you, but what about you? Do you treat me as a family in every decision you make?

You treat me so well, I tolerate you again and again, I tolerate all your faults again and again, but what about you?This is how you treat me, you put all the mistakes you let go on my head, let your family think it was my fault to kick me out of the house, now you are satisfied, we will never go back , You can go back home with peace of mind!Why did you come to me?Time and time again, you just make me feel sore and sore inside! "

"Who has never experienced pain deep in his heart, who is always happy deep in his heart, and has never been calm, who has thought about what his life will be like, what he most hopes It is often what you want the most, but in the end it is the hardest thing you can get!

Now I have finally learned not to be entangled endlessly. Entanglement may be a kind of benefit to myself, but it is a kind of harm to others. At the same time, when I hurt others, I will suffer from bruises all over my body. This is not what I want. . "

Mr. Zhang is really angry now. He never thought that he would persuade his son for so long, but his son was still indifferent.

No matter how much I say as a father, in the eyes of my son, every word I say as a father is wrong. Is it true that I am a father who has failed like this?

Is everything wrong in the eyes of my son?

Is it really so abnormal to do a little bit of the right thing?

Xia Jing knew that Mr. Zhang was angry, and now he really didn't want to see her husband discord with anyone in the family because of her own reasons. She felt that her sins had become more and more serious. Every lie I told ended up hurting everyone in this family who treats me sincerely, because my lies hurt everyone who really loves me time and time again, how much more wrong did I have to do in my life? Only when things can be let go, can these people who love them the most no longer suffer any harm because of themselves.

"How can you talk to your father like this? What he said is not unreasonable. It was my fault first. He said these things to you and did these things for your own good. Why can't you understand?" What about the hard work of being a father?

We abandoned our child, and she worked so hard to bring up our son alone, how difficult it is for him, have you never considered it?

As a human being, you must learn to be grateful. Although I have taken you by my side all these years to wander the world, I have done many wrong things, but I still have gratitude in my heart, because I thank him and thank him for his hard work. His son was brought up.

How much did my son pay for my decision?How much did you lose?Who can understand? "

"Your grandma thinks I'm very free and easy, but I'm really not as free and easy as he imagined. Now I'm getting more and more vulnerable. I believed your mother's promise and fell into the vortex without him. I'm missing him so much now. Tortured, but he didn't know where he was laughing."

In the eyes of Mr. Zhang, every word Xia Jing said now was just playing on the occasion. She didn't want to hear her daughter-in-law standing in front of her and acting. She felt that looking at this woman like this was harmless to humans and animals. But in the end?

Wasn't it not enough that the woman in front of her made her family mess up again and again?Do you want to suffer greater harm time and time again in your own family because of his appearance?

"Okay, you don't have to continue acting in front of me.

Every trouble between our father and son and that time was not because of you. Since you appeared, we have never spoken every word calmly between our father and son. Time and time again because of her, I was sick and admitted to the hospital. What do you have? Once came back to my side to see me and accompanied me that time. Over the years, although you said thank you for raising the child for you, but I don’t need you, thank you because he is my Zhang family offspring.

No matter what, I will do whatever it takes to bring him up, because he is the only child in my family. No matter what you have done, I can ignore it, but I really have nothing to do with it. No intervention, no matter what kind of agreement you have reached with each other, it doesn't make any sense to me.

All I want is a promise between you, that you will never do anything outrageous in your life, can you consider our feelings as relatives when you do things? "

Mr. Zhang found it really tiring to be with his relatives. Why did everything he said mean that he wanted to hurt them in their eyes?Why can't they stand on their own point of view and think for themselves?I also want to live a peaceful and stable life. I never thought of disturbing the sexual life of their husband and wife for no reason, but they do such things time and time again, so that they really are It was unbearable.

Isn't the biggest thing between husband and wife is loyalty?In addition to loyalty is trust, even loyalty and trust can not be achieved, so what is the meaning of being together?

The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't understand it, the more he thought about it, the more confused he became, why every decision he made would never be forgiven in the eyes of his relatives, how much he had paid, how much he had lost, and what he had gained in return Such results.

Now that I think about it, my heart is really chilling. I used to do anything for my family, but in the end I only got my family to misunderstand me again and again.

"I don't want to say anything now. I just hope that you two will think about it carefully. Do you want to live for others or for yourself? If you live for others, then You lose all meaning when you live. If you live for yourself, please live your own style. Don’t give up everything you originally wanted to pursue again and again for the consideration of others. That kind of life is not for oneself, but for a blind goal!"

Xia Jing knew very well in her heart that she would never live for herself in this life, but for the man she loved the most in her heart.

"Maybe I should also take a look at my own life path, and see whether every step I have taken is right or wrong. Now that I am old, I should look back at what I have done. What kind of life is every step of the way, and what kind of benefits or harm does it bring to the people around you..."

I have lived a life of injustice and injustice. I don’t know who I am living for after living for so many years, and I don’t even know what I am doing all this for. Let myself look back again and again, only once Once again, he awakened himself, but what did he get in the end?

The rain fell, and at the place where I was separated from him, I was missing him but growing crazily. I also knew that when the wind blew past the direction of departure, it brought the tears of his forgiveness. He was no longer I tried harder to resist him filling my eye sockets, but I was secretly pretending, I thought I could forget him, but my face became more and more serious.