Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Chapter 2268

If we can do it all over again, we won't miss it again.

Zhang Nai looked at Zhang Yichen's face, which was already full of tears. He knew his father, and thought of his mother again, but his mother was nowhere, and he didn't know if his mother wanted to However, to be by his father's side, ten years have passed, and deep down in his heart, why doesn't he blame his mother for leaving without saying goodbye.

"In fact, everyone will encounter small ups and downs in the process of life, and will spend every day in quarrels. If people spend their whole life smoothly, they will never know that they have been What kind of road have you been through?"

Although Zhang Zhentian knew that his son cared about his father very much, he never thought that even if he cared so much, for the sake of his father, he would not even consider himself, his biological father, in the eyes of his son. What kind of father is he? In his eyes, is he really so worthless?Is it really so unworthy of forgiveness for the mistakes I have made?I really knew that I was wrong, and I made so many mistakes. I reflected on myself again and again in the depths of my heart, and I never thought about how I should bear it for everything I did.

All the mistakes I made time and time again, eventually made everyone heartbroken along with me. Is my heart and my actions really so unforgivable?What I want is only very simple, but I never get the ending I want most in my life. Instead, I get hurt again and again and bring sadness to my family.

"It's not that I don't know about all the injuries you have committed, but I chose to keep silent. I just want to stop having any quarrels with each other, and don't quarrel because of the unpleasant things in the past, but What kind of stimulation did your final ending give me again and again!"

"Yichen, can you tell Dad, what is it in your heart that I am a father? Can you scold me casually? Have you never regarded me as your father in your heart? Do you know how hurtful the words you said today are?

My sincerity to you, I really don't want much, you are my son, no matter what, I just want my child to be happy and safe, but what is the purpose of all I do?In your eyes, don't you even get the most basic benefits?I really don't want too much, but what about you?Why do you suspect again and again that I, as a father, come back home with ulterior motives?

Back at this home, did you say that I asked you for any unreasonable demands?Did I say to fight over anything in the house, any property so you guys apologize to me?I already sincerely want to return to this home, I have put down all my dignity and knelt down to you, you are my son, I have already knelt down, what do you want me to do?

I know that you should think twice before doing things, but you are so aggressive to me, what are the benefits to you? You have driven my family to a dead end, and you really will not blame yourself deep in your heart. Really not sad, really not painful?It’s also the same family that persecutes me time and time again. You know that your heart is very painful and uncomfortable, but what about me, you give me difficult problems time and time again, and keep me out of the house. At that time, my heart Isn't it sad at all deep down?I'm not a saint, I can't be indifferent to the harm my family has caused me, and still say what I said to you with a hippie smile, I really can't do that.

You have read books for so many years, and you should also understand that people are not grass and trees, but are ruthless. Is it true that all the things I do are of no benefit in your eyes, but instead I have brought you a lot of pain And hurt, I really don't understand what should be done to make your son truly recognize him deep in his heart. As a father, he really treats me as a family, and don't reject me again and again.

"I have to say that I still repel your grandparents until now. I don't want them to get close to me, because they never have me in their hearts. Every time they get close to me, it makes me feel very painful in my heart. I don't want this kind of pain to spread on my body!"

It's not too much for me to say those things to your grandfather today, and all I want is a stable life. Am I bullying him by doing that?What does your bullying interview mean?I do not understand! "

Looking back on all the things I have experienced, everyone used to want to let myself let go of everything, but I can't forget the hurt I have suffered, and I have thought about how I should make my life better. Live a perfect life, unlike this unbearable unacceptable, unbearable pain.

But when I found that all this was not the ending I wanted at all, I had already forgotten what kind of path I should take in my life so that the people around me would not be affected by me.

Zhang Zhentian knew that some words would be painful for his son.

But no matter what happens here, I absolutely cannot let my own son be hurt because of my own affairs. I have never given her any love for myself in my life. This father has never done what a father should do. I have hurt her so much and abandoned him so much, how can I continue like this, if I treat my son like before, what is the difference between myself and a beast.

"Yichen, Dad never intends to hurt you anymore. I just hope you can let go of your prejudices and don't hold yourself back so painfully. Do you think you are happy and happy like this? You are walking on eggshells every day. I am afraid that one day I will treat you like before. You simply don’t have the freedom and happiness you used to have. My presence will only bring you burdens, make you feel miserable again and again, and suffer mental torture , you know that when you close your eyes and your mind is full of other people's shadows, do you know how bad that feeling is? I'm scared, and I don't want you to suffer that kind of pain, because you are my son, I I can't bear it, and I don't want you to suffer the pain that you shouldn't have to bear!

I always think that the most perfect ending is to let go of everything. Can some things really be let go?He obviously pretends not to care deep down in his heart, but deep down in his heart, he still has no way to ignore and care. A person is always like this, living with duplicity, saying that he doesn't care, but deep down he cares more than anyone else. Why do you always have to be so hypocritical?Wouldn't it be nice to live a down-to-earth life?

I have never thought about living a down-to-earth life. Bad people will always have a day of hypocrisy. No matter how down-to-earth he used to be, but one day he will choose for some other reasons. Hypocrisy and hypocrisy are No one can escape a stage that a person must go through, and no one can never go through it once in a lifetime. 33 Novel Network

My whole life is really tiring and tiring. All the tiredness is caused by myself. I can’t blame anyone else. It’s only when I do everything by myself that it becomes what it is now. In the end, who can I blame?

Child, do you know how sad your father has been in his life?I have never smiled happily, no matter what I do, I am always under all the pressure, no one cares about me, everything they do is right, only what I do is in their eyes It's all wrong, do you know how heavy the pressure of public opinion is on me?No one has considered my feelings, everyone just knows how to impose all the responsibilities on me, and who knows how much my heart hurts?

Maybe in your eyes, you think I'm a saint, but I'm really not a saint. I can't be indifferent. You all think that I don't care about many things, but who knows the pain in my heart? How painful is my heart? You put all the responsibilities and sins on my head, what about me?I was born born, should I blame you or what?

No matter what I do, you will never feel the slightest bit of satisfaction with me. In your eyes, I am a sinner through the ages. What I do is wrong. No matter what I do, it is wrong. You don’t think about it at all. Live my feelings.

If you really treat me as a family member, if you really treat me as a family, you will not treat me in this way. You have thought that it may be nothing to you without such a way, but how much it is to me How heavy, how many blows, have you considered how I feel in my heart, how entangled and painful I am?Time and time again, deep down in your heart, you can only see what you think you are right from a distance, but you forget that some things are not like that at all, and you only use your own eyes to judge whether everything is right or not. Wrong, but you didn't worry about whether it was true or not at all. You just looked at things blindly with your own eyes. Could it be that everything you saw with your eyes was true?

You see me and then wishful thinking, waiting for him to completely eliminate the hatred for them in his heart, but now it is becoming more and more difficult for me to control the pain in my heart, every time I see them, I will think of the fact that they abandoned me .

You didn't pay attention to the essence of your heart, what you see is always false, you don't understand how entangled deep in a person who has been wronged, he can't speak, all her wishes, all her wishes Suffering can only be endured silently by one person. Do you know how much pain and shock that kind of pain will bring to this person? "

Zhang Yichen didn't expect his father to have so much suffering and tiredness in his heart. He always thought that his father was very chic outside and lived happily and comfortably. He never cared about his family. How much he cared about him, but now that he saw his father like this, he realized that his father was not as comfortable as he imagined, and his life was very tangled and painful in the depths of his heart. She is showing her strong face and smile to everyone, but who knows how she got through it?

My father is right, he is not a saint, he can’t face all things indifferently like everyone else, it’s not that he won’t love her when someone hurts him, he’s not a hard-hearted person, he also wants to not care , but it is really impossible not to care about some things, all things are being pressed on the head again and again, how painful my father must be deep in his heart, what is it that he, a son, gave to his father? There was no consolation, and he sent his father to hell time and time again. He lived in such pain, so sad, and never saw her results happily. What happened, time and time again to help him abandon it, it was my own father, how did I get so cruel to treat him like this?

"Dad, is it true that you are the only one who is tired of living alone? Am I not tired of living? I have expressed all the pain in my heart time and time again. All I want is that my family can be safe and sound." , all I want is to be with the one I love, but why do I end up with this kind of ending again and again? Who cares how much pain I have in my heart?

You are tired of living, and I am also tired of living. I have no less time than you. I have been tired for many years. I have worked hard and tired for more than [-] years alone. Xiaoguo from my heart, I saw my grandpa making a living there time and time again, when I saw my grandpa silently sad again and again, I couldn't do anything, I could only watch from afar, because he was me Grandpa, I have nothing to say, I can't help it! "

Perhaps in the eyes of others, there is always a way to make people think of it, not just talking about it, but no matter what, I can't understand what kind of life path I once wanted, and what kind of life path I want. Only by doing it can we return all this to the most correct direction, and I don't know what I should do!

Zhang Yichen doesn't want to say so many things to her father, no matter whether her father understands what these words mean, but in any case, she can't bully Mr. Zhang, bullying her grandfather is more uncomfortable than bullying herself, bullying I can act as if I have nothing, because I am his son, and I can let him beat and scold me at will, but my grandfather can't, my grandfather is his father, not to mention my grandfather is the benefactor who worked so hard to bring me up.

"You are my father, and I also know that there are some things that as a junior, I really shouldn't say to you those things that make you sad, those things that make you ugly, I am still here to say sorry to you, I apologize to you , but no matter what, grandpa is innocent, he has paid too much over the years, he has endured all the pressure of public opinion, in order to be able to let the affairs of the family go, so that you can return to this home happily, But now he has let go of everything he owns, forgives you, and lets you return to this home, not just for me, but because deep down in his heart he also hopes that you can return home, but what you have done is too much. Hurt her too much, I heard every word you said to her, I have never seen him cry so sadly, but what about you, you came back this time and brought him such an ending, you let me How can I believe that you came back sincerely?

If your so-called sincere return to this family is to hurt grandpa and make grandpa cry, then I'm sorry, I will never allow such a thing to happen to my grandpa, I have the right to protect my grandpa, I want to let My grandpa was not harmed in any way, he had paid so much, but where were you when I needed help and protection the most, where were you?You are happy and happy outside, you are living a chic and unrestrained life, but what about my grandpa, what a sad life he is living.

"Don't use any fantasies you shouldn't have. When he made up lies full of good intentions, I knew he was going to start again. My expectations for him once again deceived all my feelings for him."

He gave up everything he had for me. He gave up his company and his best partner for me. He just wanted to make me happy, but what about you? Didn't take my feelings into account.

That's right, because in your eyes, I may not be your son at all, because everything you do doesn't treat me as your son at all, and the things you do are really impressive. It's chilling, no matter what, I never thought about how my father would treat me and grandpa like this. We don't owe you anything. All we do is to let everyone live a better life. But what about you, once you came back, everything was disrupted, all the rhythms have been completely reversed, we are no longer as free as before, although we missed you when you were away, but we had a very happy time, We don't have any pressure. We only feel pressure when you come back. Even though we have eliminated our longing, the pressure is so overwhelming that we can't breathe.

If you feel a little bit reluctant and unbearable towards us deep in your heart, then please don't hurt me in this way?Hurting us may not be a good thing for you, pain again and again, tears again and again, I think I have had enough! "

"Son, did you just say that your grandpa is crying? How is it possible? I have never seen her cry when I grow up. Every time he gets angry, he will only beat and scold me, and he will not easily I shed tears, is it possible that you are bluffing me by saying this?

You should know better than me what kind of person grandpa is. How could she shed tears over such a small matter? He has done so many things that went too far, and he has never seen her cry. He drove us away. When we went out of the house, we were in pain outside. When we were wandering, we begged her again and again to let us go back home, but she drove us out of the house again and again. Did he feel sorry for him at that time?He didn't!

But now you tell me that your grandpa shed tears and cried because of our affairs, no matter how you make us believe, no matter what the reason is or what the reason is, I really don’t believe it He will really cry, unless I completely leave this house one day, maybe he will shed a tear for me at that time, but will I still see it at that time?Not at all. "

"You are hopeless. Don't you understand how disgusting the mistakes you have made? Why do you still not know how to repent of your mistakes? Is it in your eyes? Is it really that difficult to do it once? You have to think of your relatives when you have nowhere to go, don’t think about going back to this home and back to your family when you have no choice again and again, let your family choose to forgive you again, What are you on earth? What kind of qualifications do you have, and what reason do you have to allow others to take the blame for you again and again? To deal with the aftermath of everything you do?

Dad, I have never looked down on anyone in all these years, even the companies that failed to compete with me, they are already facing bankruptcy, and they are not like you, you know?Your appearance really makes me look down on you, anyway, they would never think of hurting their family members, but what about you?You take pleasure in hurting your own family, do you think you are really happy?You hurt your family and your family but live there in pain. You feel that you have got what you want now, but you yourself have lost the most important thing that you should cherish the most.

You should understand that the person who can feel sad and shed tears because of a word you said must love you very much, otherwise he will never let go of his dignity as a man and shed tears for a little thing. Tears don't flick easily, why are you still stubborn, why don't you know how much your father loves you?You are hopeless, are you really my grandfather's biological son? "

"I used to think that everyone in the family could live here with peace of mind, no one would pursue the past because of the past, and no one would hurt everyone around them because of the past happiness, but in the end I found out that all this It's just my imagination...!"

I know that I shouldn't be like this and I know that he will be hurt because of it, but I just don't want to let myself be too dependent on him.

I understand that the love he gave me is actually a real existence. It is because I don't know how to repay him that the love for me makes him want to leave here again and again.