Chapter 2266 You don't understand the darkness of the night
Chapter 2266 You don't understand the darkness of the night
I don't want your mother and I to let go because we love so lowly. I know that everyone loves the new and dislikes the old. Some people say that love never needs a reason, and he also said that feelings can't be forced.
No one is willing to ask you again and again. From now on, it will only be love. You will let go when you are humble, and your heart will be broken when you are hurt. You will never continue to be friends after separation, because there is no one. can accept.
Everyone is experiencing what they should experience all the time, and everyone is growing up slowly on the way of dissatisfaction with the experience. Only when you think about what you will become, who can decide what you should be? What will it be like in the future, only if you can determine whether the path you will take in the future is right or wrong. Everything that a person experiences in the depths of his heart is experienced in the depths of his heart. Some people think that only the daytime Bright, the dark night is always dark, the dark night is only suitable for those who live in the dark to live, but a person does not know that they used to live in the light, their kind of me will become as if they are always in the dark They are the same as people who live in darkness, but because they don't know what kind of pain they have experienced, they have experienced pain that ordinary people may not necessarily experience. Every step they take is step by step, making their life become It's even more difficult. They never thought that one day they would become that terrifying appearance, let alone that they would never be able to become the kind of person they once wanted to be the most.
At this moment, Mr. Zhang found that he really had no way to communicate with his daughter-in-law about this matter. Maybe such an ending would make them feel that it was a difficult decision. No parent can really do it to their children. Turn a blind eye.
"I know I'm talking too much now, and you don't necessarily think this is the best result in your heart, but please think about it from the perspective of your own children, if he is willing to be trampled by others, if he is willing In the future, you will be trampled under the feet of others, and you have no right to fight back. If he is willing to be a subordinate instead of a superior all his life, then you have the right to be the master of his life, and if he does not choose this If there is no way, then as parents, you cannot deprive him of his right to choose freely, let alone let your children resent you after many years. The only thing you can do is to let your children appreciate you and know that your parents are her most important. Solid backing, no matter what decision he makes, his parents will always support him behind his back!"
"Grandpa, I understand, don't worry, but I want to make an agreement with you. If my child chooses to take a different life path, then none of us will put the responsibility of the Zhang family on him. Let her do whatever she wants. I don't want my child to accept the pressure from his family as soon as he is born and slowly growing up. That kind of pressure can suffocate a person. I don't want My child grows up slowly and has to bear all the pain, I really can't bear it!
But if my child finally chooses to go this way, then I will support him without hesitation, and I will let him know that even if the whole world abandons her, I, a mother, will never abandon her , I will always be by her side, silently pay for her, praise him forever, I will let him know that one day he can still become a master, and the results of all these efforts come from him Your hard work! "
The life path I have walked, who can stand on my point of view and think about it for me, how painful I have been, and who knows, seeing everything that I care about the most, Leaving my side, wishing to really see all the things I love the most run counter to each other, see everything I once wanted the most, and never let myself get that feeling of loss, who can understand.
When I have accepted all the trials again and again, I have a clear conscience again and again and feel that I have done the best, but what am I in your hearts?
I lost the thing I loved the most, the woman I loved the most, and the family I loved the most was broken. I never thought that I would become like this one day. Why did it become what it is now?How much I wish I could live a happy life, this kind of possibility is just my extravagant wish.
"Since you have figured it out now, I don't know what to say. During this time, let's calm down and think about it. Why did we want to be together in the first place? It was because of a temporary scalp fever. I love each other because I really love each other. If the result we get makes each other unsatisfied, then we will temporarily separate for a while, let each other think clearly, and then face this kind of problem, or It is a lifetime, and what you have to join hands is your lifelong partner. If a couple is full of doubts and mistrust of each other, then they will not be happy together. I don’t want my wife and I to be together Together, we will become tit for tat!"
"I've said it all, I already know what to do, and I admit it, I won't bother you for a while, so why do you bother to worry about this matter and say these things to me? Aren't you Do you want to fly outside alone for a period of time? Yes, I will give you this time so that you will not be allowed to fly outside alone. You can fly however you want. Flying in the sky against the sky or becoming a landlubber on the ground has nothing to do with me. You are free for a while, but after this period of time, you have to come back to me, and you don't want to escape from my side anymore." After finishing speaking, Ran Zhihan hung up the phone, not giving Zhang Yichen a chance to refute .
As soon as the phone was hung up, Xia Jing called Zhang Yichen again.
When I saw everyone's hypocritical tenderness, I realized tenderness. Since it is already so hypocritical, what should I do?
It is true that love does not need a reason, and it is true that money cannot be forced, but whoever can do it like this will never ask him again. In the future, he will silently pay attention to his every move, and he will still be unable to forget it deep in his heart?
"Hey, mom, did you call me for something? It's already so late, haven't you rested yet?" Zhang Yichen said to Xia Jing.
"Yichen, mom has something to ask you, did you quarrel with your wife, and then your family ran away, now your grandfather is looking for you all over the world, and your father has already found me here , and said that I abducted you."
"Mom, I don't know how to explain it to you now. I am living abroad alone. I will go back after a while. I just had a little awkwardness with my wife. I just don’t know how to face him, it will be fine after a while, you and Dad don’t quarrel again because of me, if she comes to you to find me again, just say that I am abroad with you It doesn't matter at all!"
Xia Jing finally understood, but Zhang Zhentian would not believe him.
"You silly boy, do you think your dad would believe what I said? If he believed what I said, he wouldn't come to me to find someone. He doesn't have any trust in me now. You ran away from home, He always felt that it was because of me that I was sowing discord in the middle and talking right and wrong, but how could he know that your running away from home had nothing to do with me, and you didn't talk to me during the time you ran away from home? I took the initiative to contact you, but he didn't think so, he always felt that I was deliberately concealing your whereabouts and didn't want to tell him."
"In this case, why don't you just get back together with Dad? He must have you in his heart. She doesn't know how to talk to you, so she can only use me as a cover to talk to you. "
"I've said it a long time ago. Ever since he proposed to divorce me, it is impossible for me to be with him in my life. Now that he has made such a decision, don't think about regretting it. There is no regret medicine in the world. He I filed for divorce more than once, but I chose to forgive him every time. I will not forgive him this time. He has done more and more things every time. Why should I always forgive aimlessly? He, is it really just because he is my husband?
Is it because of my love for him that I have to understand him again and again and take the blame for him?I always thought that as long as he did something wrong, he would have the courage to take his own responsibility, and would not push all the responsibilities on me, a woman, but it was not until that time that I realized that he was just a man who dared to do something but dared not be a woman. What a coward, he made me take the blame for every wrong thing he did, where did he put me, I valued him so much, but he wanted me to take the blame for all his sins When I got down, I really didn't understand. Since I had made a choice at the beginning, why should I regret it now?Isn't it good to get together and get together?
Do you have to get both sides hurt and then become strangers?Every word he says to me now, I just feel disgusted, and everything he does only makes me feel too disgusting and unforgivable. Now I don’t have the same feeling for him now, that feeling Once it disappears, the love is gone. My dad’s love for him has already buried his love deeply. It was gone when he abandoned me. My love for him will never be renewed. The day of the resurrection. "
Zhang Yichen didn't know how to tell his mother, did things really have nothing to do with him when things turned into what they are today?If it weren't for the fact that I had hurt my parents' hearts again and again, how could they have become what they are today. After all, the culprit is still my own son...
"Actually, the two of you are not at fault for this matter. The reason why you have made such a fuss today is because my culprit should be all my sins, which should be borne by my elder son. You shouldn't lose yours because of me." Lifelong happiness, you used to be so in love with each other, this is recognized by the world, I am so envious seeing you at the beginning for the sake of mutual love, but because of me, you can only choose this result now, which makes me How can it be embarrassing?"
"I can't blame you for this matter. It was Mom and Dad who abandoned you cruelly. It was because Mom and Dad didn't fulfill their responsibilities as a parent to you. It was our abandonment that made you hate us, but now you choose to forgive We are the greatest repayment to us! I don’t think about anything now, I just want to live the rest of my life in peace, I just want to see my son and grandchildren, it’s enough for me Now, I will never think about continuing to create the world together with him. That feeling is really tiring. I have given up a lot for him. Now I should live a good life for myself. Maybe wait for your father When we figure it out, we will have our own place. I hope you can persuade him when you have time, and hope that he can understand that the best result is to let us get together and relax. Don't make trouble for any reason. !"
Who can be sure that I have not worked hard in my life? On the road of my hardest life, who would have thought about the hard work I have put in before, how much do you have?Who ever thought about what I left when I put in all my efforts, what I got in exchange, and what I got in the end?
Mr. Zhang did not expect his granddaughter-in-law to say such words suddenly. He was a little unresponsive. If such an agreement had been made long ago, then things would not have become so difficult, let alone so complicated. Everyone The path of life you choose is really different. Maybe this path will become the glorious road of your life, or it may become the abyss of pain for you. No one can control your life, and no one can take this path without hesitation. Everything becomes the same as I imagined. The only thing that can change is that my efforts will eventually be rewarded. Otherwise, no matter how much I give, I will still get nothing in the end.
"Since you have already said that, then I have to make this agreement with you. I hope you can remember what you said today. I also believe in your child. He will definitely choose to continue to say this As the road continues, no matter how many thorns and difficulties lie ahead, and no matter what will happen ahead, I believe he will continue with this decision.
Because none of the descendants of the Zhang family is Luo Fu, because anyone in the Zhang family is arrogant and arrogant, and can give up everything because of their own ideals, because everyone in the Zhang family has a pride that can never be changed , he can give up everything because of his self-esteem for his own dignity, and I believe he is no exception, because he is the authentic descendant of our Zhang family!
If time goes back, I would rather never have it, because this hypocritical tenderness finally made me really have to let go.
No matter what our children do, we shouldn't bet on it, but today we have to do it, maybe doing so will really make our children feel that we adults are just using him for profit It’s just an exchange, but our decision today may make our own children feel grateful to us, and may make him feel that we just use him as a tool and never care about her true thoughts, no matter the result is good or not. Whether it is bad or not, it can't change the children's impression of us! "
"Grandpa, I don't do anything to make my son change. My impression of being a mother in his heart is that all I want is for him to have a chance to choose his own life. And regret, if this kind of life is what he wants wholeheartedly, then how can I, as a mother, interfere with his life and destroy her happy life? I just want him to know that I have made The choice, no matter what the future result is, must be completed step by step, even if it is a bloody footprint, you must never shrink back, let alone give up halfway!
It may also be that everyone has different ways of educating children, but I really didn't expect that one day we will still have differences on this road of educating children. We actually treat our children with the same mentality, but there is no difference. One thinks that we will finally use this method to decide which path our child should take, and which path to choose will be the best result for him! "
In fact, how can Mr. Zhang think of his granddaughter-in-law in his heart? Today, he will make such an agreement with himself. Such an agreement is not necessarily a good thing for anyone, nor is it a bad thing. One person can decide what will happen in the future. No one can prevent unknown dangers and difficulties in advance. They can only take one step at a time, but none of them will know.When Zhang Na knew that his grandfather and his mother had made such a bet, he chose the path he was taking without hesitation. He never regretted choosing this path. On the contrary, he felt that Choosing this path by himself is the most correct path. He wants to have his own life. This kind of life will not be given up because of anyone's interference, let alone changed by anyone's decision.
Who knows that his future life path will be more brilliant and exciting than his biological father, and no one knows how lively his family will be in the future, he doesn't know how many brothers he will have in the future Sister, I don't know what kind of path he will face in the end, but he always insists on walking the path he chose!
Even though the road ahead for him is too difficult, he still chooses to finish his life...
"It wasn't until later that I discovered that it's not just the light that is the brightest. All the roads that everyone goes through may be things that they will never go through in their lifetime. Who would have thought that they would always be in the day or night In life, the road that everyone walks is so difficult and warm. Who can walk step by step like me forever to the life path that he wants to take the most, and who can be sure that every step of his journey will be smooth? It is what I hope.
Not only during the day, but also the brightest, maybe one day the night can still be colorful..."
"Nail, I hope you will never experience the darkness in the middle of the night. That darkness will make you unforgettable forever. Every moment of your breath is related to it. How painful it would be!"
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