ASTNovels Chapter 2269 Desires without desires are the most terrifying
Chapter 2269 Desires without desires are the most terrifying
"I don't want my love for him to turn into hurting him. Our love is about to suffocate. I can only say that I didn't mean it. It's just because I love you too much, because I'm really afraid of losing him. , I will never meet her again in the next life.”
Everyone is going to be apathetic after something that makes them sad and miserable while running today.
Everyone will never experience things that make them unhappy in their whole life. No one in this life will go through smoothly, and people who have passed through Shuanglong delivering water have never seen it in their own world. However, I have never forgotten what kind of person I want most in my heart.
Perhaps deep down in my heart, I never thought that one day I would become what I am today, but who can imagine all the things I have experienced, what kind of situation is it?I used to think about what kind of person I would become if one day I had no hatred for all the world and no love for all things, and now thinking about that kind of thought is horrible, I I have never dared to imagine that I am such a person, and I have no way to imagine what kind of things and turmoil I have experienced. Every road I walk is for my own life, but in the end I find that everything has nothing to do with what I want. It's not the same at all, how selfish I am, I can really understand now, what kind of situation it is, I have now experienced all the pain I have brought to others, and now I finally Understand what a heavy blow to those who care about themselves and love themselves when they made those decisions.
"Grandpa, do you remember what I asked you back then? You told me to repay grievances with kindness. I can still vaguely remember every word I said to you at that time. How terrible I was at that time, I myself I know it clearly in my heart, but I never forget it.”
"Grandpa, actually, I don't really understand what you mean? I just want to know, if it is according to what you mean, we should not complain about anyone, because the sky is fair, and don't complain about what the sky has done to you. Injustice, let alone complain about the injustice that humans treat you, but do you know, grandpa? Many things cannot be solved without complaining!"
"Then tell me, what are the things you said?"
"Grandpa, let's be honest, even though my parents chose to abandon me, I never thought of complaining to them, because I think no matter how much they hurt me, it is justifiable. Yes, especially after I heard the girl in my dream remonstrate again and again, I strengthened my mind, but I really don't understand why the final result turned out like this, grandpa, he has hurt me So many times, even my parents, I can no longer choose to continue to repay grievances with virtue, because it is really difficult for me, I abandon my principles for them again and again, and I clean up the mess for them again and again , but not only did they not repay their kindness, but they also repeatedly hurt my lifelong happiness, Grandpa, do you think this is fair to me as a grandson?" Zhang Yichen asked. 33 Novel Network
Mr. Zhang didn't know how to answer his grandson. No matter how he answered, the other party would be hurt. Will the loved ones not suffer any harm because of what they have done?
"Son, you also know that you have understood everything for so many years, but you chose not to say it. Grandpa understands your suffering, but many things are not as simple as you imagined. This world is cruel. You If you don’t harm others, they will come to harm you, but will there really be good results if you do harm like this?”
"Grandpa, tell me, what should I do so that neither of them will be hurt?"
"I was swallowed up by loneliness and the joy of my love for him, because I really don't know whether I will meet him in the next life, so I think that's why I work so hard to give him all the best things, but I I never thought that my love for him would turn into hurt in the end."
"Son, these things are not useful when grandpa just says them out, but you have to act on your own, as you said, for so many years, you have been repaying grievances with kindness, and you have forgotten so much repaying grievances with kindness, don't you just Is it so bad once or twice? You can get through the difficulties again and again, so what about this time? Why can’t you get through it?"
"Grandpa, it's not that I don't want to get through this difficulty from my heart, but that I really can't do it. My parents have done so many things, don't you know? Everyone in the world has a pair of eyes, don't they Don't they look gossip?
Grandpa, please think about it for me, I am really tired, this will not have a good result for you or me!You all think that I am amnesiac, so I should forget all the previous things, but have you ever thought that I am not completely amnesiac, I have the opportunity to restore my previous memory, and I am already slowly The previous memory has been restored, but why all the scenes in my mind are my biological parents, how to mutilate my beloved woman?
Grandpa, do you know that this kind of picture will only make my heart hurt even more. I thought I lost my memory, so I don't have to look for my previous memories, and I don't have to think about what my parents have done to me. Things hurt me, but God is so unfair, I still let myself gradually recover my memory, and it is precisely because of this that I have received such a huge blow, Grandpa, I know, every time you teach me, They all hope that I can be a kind and upright gentleman. I have been striving towards the goal you set for me. Grandpa, please, sometimes stand on my side and think about it for me!They can hurt their son's life-long happiness because of their selfish interests, so there is nothing they can't do, hurt again and again, don't I want to, choose to endure humiliation and steal their lives to endure the harm they caused me? ?
I have walked a long, long way. I didn't know how long that part of the road was. I still kept a clear head, but as I walked, I forgot who I am!
"Grandpa, actually, I don't really understand what you mean? I just want to know, if it is according to what you mean, we should not complain about anyone, because the sky is fair, and don't complain about what the sky has done to you. Injustice, let alone complain about the injustice that humans treat you, but do you know, grandpa? Many things cannot be solved without complaining!"
"Then tell me, what are the things you said?"
"Grandpa, let's be honest, even though my parents chose to abandon me, I never thought of complaining to them, because I think no matter how much they hurt me, it is justifiable. Yes, especially after I heard the girl in my dream remonstrate again and again, I strengthened my mind, but I really don't understand why the final result turned out like this, grandpa, he has hurt me So many times, even my parents, I can no longer choose to continue to repay grievances with virtue, because it is really difficult for me, I abandon my principles for them again and again, and I clean up the mess for them again and again , but not only did they not repay their kindness, but they also repeatedly hurt my lifelong happiness, Grandpa, do you think this is fair to me as a grandson?" Zhang Yichen asked.
Mr. Zhang didn't know how to answer his grandson. No matter how he answered, the other party would be hurt. Will the loved ones not suffer any harm because of what they have done?
"Son, you also know that you have understood everything for so many years, but you chose not to say it. Grandpa understands your suffering, but many things are not as simple as you imagined. This world is cruel. You If you don’t harm others, they will come to harm you, but will there really be good results if you do harm like this?”
"Grandpa, tell me, what should I do so that neither of them will be hurt?"
"Son, these things are not useful when grandpa just says them out, but you have to act on your own, as you said, for so many years, you have been repaying grievances with kindness, and you have forgotten so much repaying grievances with kindness, don't you just Is it so bad once or twice? You can get through the difficulties again and again, so what about this time? Why can’t you get through it?"
"Grandpa, it's not that I don't want to get through this difficulty from my heart, but that I really can't do it. My parents have done so many things, don't you know? Everyone in the world has a pair of eyes, don't they Don't they look gossip?
Grandpa, please think about it for me, I am really tired, this will not have a good result for you or me!You all think that I am amnesiac, so I should forget all the previous things, but have you ever thought that I am not completely amnesiac, I have the opportunity to restore my previous memory, and I am already slowly The previous memory has been restored, but why all the scenes in my mind are my biological parents, how to mutilate my beloved woman?Grandpa, do you know that this kind of picture will only make my heart hurt even more. I thought I lost my memory, so I don't have to look for my previous memories, and I don't have to think about what my parents have done to me. Things hurt me, but God is so unfair, I still let myself gradually recover my memory, and it is precisely because of this that I have received such a huge blow, Grandpa, I know, every time you teach me, They all hope that I can be a kind and upright gentleman. I have been striving towards the goal you set for me. Grandpa, please, sometimes stand on my side and think about it for me!They can hurt their son's life-long happiness because of their selfish interests, so there is nothing they can't do, hurt again and again, don't I want to, choose to endure humiliation and steal their lives to endure the harm they caused me? ?
Can't I stand up and fight back against them, Grandpa, I am human, not wood, they hurt me, I feel that I can know the pain, I also know the sadness, but I still choose not to say it, because the family He is happy with everything, but in their eyes, this is not the case. What they feel is only the interests they need, and only to make their own interests safe and sound. He is willing to pay whatever price it costs, even if it is his own. life! "
Mr. Zhang heard his grandson say such words. He knew that this matter had been described more and more darkly by him, but he didn't mean it. How should he resolve the hatred between these two people?
"Son, when did Grandpa think about your problems from your perspective? Once, twice or thrice, I always think about your safety for you, but what about you? Do you have a little gratitude for me? ?As you said yourself, you are a human being, and you also feel heartache. Doesn’t grandpa feel heartache and sadness? In fact, many times, you always feel that your parents are not on your side. You have considered any problem, but you yourself have never thought about the reason why they did this, what is the reason?
They hope you can live a good life, child, please don't hate your parents at any time, because they are not wrong, their love for you is true love, but it is expressed in the wrong way, this sentence It's not just that I told you this time, I said it twice, three times and four times, I don't know if you took it to heart, but grandpa understands that as long as grandpa said to you, you will always let go In your mind, you just choose to do it or not to do it, you don’t know whether you should do what grandpa said, and you don’t know whether you should listen to what grandpa said here..."
Zhang Yichen felt a little embarrassed, he had never seen his grandfather shed a single tear, but just now, he saw a flickering tear dripping from the corner of his grandfather's eye, he knew that his grandfather was crying sadly, And this sadness is still because of himself, he feels a little unable to forgive his fault.
Now that he thought about it in reverse, he found that he still had many things against his grandfather's wishes and did not follow what his grandfather said, so he evolved step by step to where he is today.
"I once said that when I turned all my love for him into the most beautiful Lu Bai in my heart, at that moment, I would know how much I loved him, but in the end it can only be In the past, even if your mother comes back now, I will love him as much as before, and even double to make up for him, but the fact that he left will still exist, and I can't erase it from the bottom of my heart!"
"Grandpa, thank you for your teaching. I understand everything now. Faithful words are beneficial to deeds. If you didn't teach me again and again, I would not have achieved what I am today. Grandpa, I still say the same thing. Now that things have happened Yes, I will choose to let them pass by like this from now on, and I will never choose to mention them again, because for you and for me, it is no different from uncovering my own scars, I don’t want this The incident happened between our grandpa and grandson, grandpa, let's live a happy life as a family in the future!"
Maybe life is like this, gradually lost oneself in the process of growing up!
Can't I stand up and fight back against them, Grandpa, I am human, not wood, they hurt me, I feel that I can know the pain, I also know the sadness, but I still choose not to say it, because the family He is happy with everything, but in their eyes, this is not the case. What they feel is only the interests they need, and only to make their own interests safe and sound. He is willing to pay whatever price it costs, even if it is his own. life! "
Mr. Zhang heard his grandson say such words. He knew that this matter had been described more and more darkly by him, but he didn't mean it. How should he resolve the hatred between these two people?
"Son, when did Grandpa think about your problems from your perspective? Once, twice or thrice, I always think about your safety for you, but what about you? Do you have a little gratitude for me? ?As you said yourself, you are a human being, and you also feel heartache. Doesn’t grandpa feel heartache and sadness? In fact, many times, you always feel that your parents are not on your side. You have considered any problems, but you have never thought about the reason why they did this, what is the reason? They hope you can live a good life, child, please don't hate your parents at any time, Because they are not wrong, their love for you is true love, but they express it in the wrong way, this sentence is no longer just, this time I said it to you, I said it twice, three times and four times, I don’t know Did you take it to heart, but grandpa understands that as long as grandpa said to you, you always keep it in your mind. You just choose to do it or not, you don’t know whether you should do what grandpa said, I don't even know if I should listen to what Grandpa said here..."
Zhang Yichen felt a little embarrassed, he had never seen his grandfather shed a single tear, but just now, he saw a flickering tear dripping from the corner of his grandfather's eye, he knew that his grandfather was crying sadly, And this sadness is still because of himself, he feels a little unable to forgive his fault.
Now that he thought about it in reverse, he found that he still had many things against his grandfather's wishes and did not follow what his grandfather said, so he evolved step by step to where he is today.
"Grandpa, thank you for your teaching. I understand everything now. Faithful words are beneficial to deeds. If you didn't teach me again and again, I would not have achieved what I am today. Grandpa, I still say the same thing. Now that things have happened Yes, I will choose to let them pass by like this from now on, and I will never choose to mention them again, because for you and for me, it is no different from uncovering my own scars, I don’t want this The incident happened between our grandpa and grandson, grandpa, let's live a happy life as a family in the future!"
"Did you never think that my grandpa would choose to persuade me in that way at the beginning, how much he longed for his child to return to his side, but you took him for something, time and time again object of harm.
Now I don’t love or hate you, I don’t know what kind of situation I should use to face you, and I don’t know what kind of mentality I should use to accept you, but the only thing I can know is that you once hurt me The person who loves me the most is my grandfather. Now I have the same attitude towards you as you did to my grandfather, but I will not treat my grandfather like you, because I know that you will always be mine parents! "
Everyone will experience what they least want to experience in their hearts. Everyone will gradually become what they hate the most. No one can understand the step by step. What is the reason for becoming a person? That look.