Marriage in Troubled Times

Chapter 197 What is the truth

After a lot of ideological struggle, he thought that he could go to that woman to discuss it first. He must want to talk about everything after seeing his son. He didn't want his son to know that there was such a ridiculous father.

After living for so many years, it was the first time that he felt that his identity was embarrassing to his son. He never thought that he would have a son in this world after living most of his life. Knowing what he should say, he actually wanted to recognize his son, but how should he explain the things he had done? Everyone was young and ignorant, but his youth and ignorance made his own The child pays for himself.

If it was me, I would never be able to forgive myself, after all, after living for so long, I did such absurd things without thinking about going to remedy it.

"Governor, Madam, someone outside wants to see you."

Although Pei Zhou's name has spread in Beicheng, there are really not many people who have seen him. He doesn't know what to say?But it's already downstairs, and it's not good if you don't go in.

"It's so late, let him come back tomorrow!"

"It's not too late. People who can come to us at this time must have important matters to discuss with you. How can important matters be delayed until tomorrow?"

Li Sisi held Tang Youchen's arm. He vaguely felt that something was wrong, but he didn't say anything. After all, you can't talk nonsense about things without evidence.

When Pei Zhou came in, neither of them expected it. It was so late, what was he going to do in his home?

He didn't know how to speak, he saw the woman lying on that bed with nothing on, and his eyes couldn't see, how should he tell this well-dressed man about his mother's current situation , as if praying for mercy, but no mother wishes not to recognize her son, so he still wants to tell the truth about this matter.

"I heard you were an orphan, and unfortunately I found your mother."

He didn't even change his shoes, and he didn't even sit down. He said this sentence easily, but it shocked the two people on the opposite side, as if they were discussing how much the dishes are for this afternoon. The same catty.

"Where is he?"

The time seems to have spanned a century, so long, Tang Youchen let go of Sisi's hand, he seemed to muster up the courage, for such a sentence, she didn't know what kind of parents she was abandoned by, but she longed for it Hope to have parents. After so many years, his hatred for them has gradually weakened, because she knows that no mother is willing to give up their children. They must have difficulties, but what kind of difficulties are they?He still needs to listen to what his mother says.

"In the most desolate village in the north of the city, his house is easy to find, and he never closes the house."

"What about my father?"

"I do not know."

His eyes dodged when he spoke, but the excited person didn't feel that it was abnormal, he just wanted to rush to that place to meet his mother, he had put down his hatred, all he thought was nothing but You can see your mother, that's all.

If she is not doing well, he will take her home to raise her for a long time. If she is doing well, then he will not disturb his life, but he always wants to ask why he was so cruel to abandon him at the beginning. ?

But he also thanked the man in front of him, at least he took his own affairs to heart, but how did he find his mother?For so many years, I have been looking for him, but at the same time I am afraid to find him. I don't know what I should tell my parents, and he doesn't know what to do after seeing my parents, but all in all, the result is good.

"I'll go with you!"

"You are my wife, so naturally you want to go with me. How can I say this? This is also considered to be meeting your mother-in-law."

He dressed neatly, for fear of leaving a bad impression on his mother-in-law. He had never been to that desolate village in the north of the city, but he had heard of how brutal and violent the people there were. It's ruthless.

But when I go now, I always have to bring something to my mother.

"She's not doing well. If you can accept the reason he gave you, you can bring it back and raise it for a lifetime. But if you can't accept the reason he abandoned you, you can pretend you never found it Your mother, I don't know if I should make the decision for you, so I give you the right to make the decision. "

Pei Zhou finished speaking, the last sentence, he didn't know if the woman would confess herself, but she thought he might want to give his son the most perfect explanation and ending, so he left this place cutely, if he If he said it, the relationship between the two would break down. If he didn't say it, he would still enshrine himself as a grateful person.

But he wanted to base on what he knew about that woman, he would never say that he was the father of the child. In this case, he would rather say that he was a bandit on the mountain or a fish swimming in the river, and he would never say that it was him. .

One or two embarrassing things are enough. The woman's later life makes her feel extremely sad, but what else can be done?The mistakes I made when I was young, I always have to bear it alone when I get old. He wanted to say that he was his father just now, but he held back. He didn't say big. Now such a relationship.

Some of them are working hard towards love, and some are working hard towards career, but when he saw this child working hard towards his mood, he was clumsy and ridiculous.

It took half an hour for the car to arrive at this place, and it was almost dark. He parked the car outside the village, and the people in the village said that he knew that he was also here to find that woman, but he didn't expect to get out of the car again. Yes, another woman, people in the village laughed, young people are indeed different from ordinary people.

"Young man, are you here to find that woman too?"

"I'm coming to see my mother."

When they are idle and bored, people always gather together and talk irresponsibly, so the woman's previous affairs have been wiped out, including that he has a child, but they only care about her husband's affairs. Keep silent, because that person is Shura from Beicheng.

"Your mother? You can eat food indiscriminately, but you can't misidentify your mother. If you are sure it is him, I will take you there. If you are not sure, then please go back. This is not a good place? Look at what you are wearing So decent, and the woman behind her is also so decent, you shouldn't be in this place."

The village head tried to drive the two of them out with a cane, but he just stood there, looking in the direction of his mother's house persistently, as if he didn't know what was pulling him, he seemed to know that his mother's house belonged there Home, he didn't listen to what the village chief said, and went straight to the house with the open door.

"I said, young man, why are you still trying to break into it?"

An old lady in the village stopped the village head, she knew this child, this child was just the child who was abandoned by that woman on the street back then, and now she came back, maybe it was for repayment, or for reward, but Not something they should be thinking about.

Walking towards that place again, the more uneasy it feels psychologically. It is a happy thing to see his mother soon, but the more he thinks about it, the more uneasy he feels, because he has never Having met his mother, he was nervous and afraid.

But he didn't know what he was afraid of. Obviously his mother was sorry for him, but he was also afraid one day. He held Li Sisi's hand and kept sweating and shaking.

"It's okay, isn't your wish coming true after all these years?"

In fact, when Tang Youchen saw this dilapidated house, half of Tang Youchen's hatred for his parents had faded. Living in such a place, it made sense that he couldn't raise a child.

He tried hard to find a reason for them, because she wanted to make herself feel that her parents had never made any effort for her.

But when he opened the door, she felt that all of this was powerless. His mother's current appearance made him feel that abandoning himself at the beginning might have been a good choice. Otherwise, if he wanted to raise her, he probably would It is rare.

"Who is here?"

"it's me."

There is no need to go through any means, his mother's big eyes are already full of tears, making him unable to see, and he also knows that it is the son he has never met before, it is too easy to see, and when he grows up, he also knows that he is now There is nothing more important to a mother than to start a family and start a career and live a good life.

She only wants her children to live a good life, but in fact, it doesn't matter if she lives a good life.

"I have no children, I'm just a lowly person."

Because he couldn't see, he didn't know how many people were in this room. He thought that his son was just looking for him, but he didn't expect that he brought his own part. He admitted himself from the heart.

"I'm staying. The woman I love the most in my life is here to see you. If you're having a bad time, you can go back with me. I've heard about you and know that your life has not been easy these years."

The hatred he had for his parents in the past dissipated at this moment. He knew that he was not doing well, so he didn't want to admit that he still had a child living in this world. It seems that Pei Zhou told Zhang Zhang that he was coming. this woman.