Lu Yao Zhi Han Yi

169. Life experience

Lu Yao guessed right, the reason why Lu Han chose to leave was indeed for Lu Yao.

Ling Li went back to City B, and found Lu Han at the first time--Ling Li received news not long ago that someone seemed to have found Lu Han in City B, and it happened that he returned to City B this time for development, so he found it by the way. A disobedient cheap son.

yes son.

Speaking of Lu Han's life experience, it's more than a tragic word.His real name is indeed Han, but his surname is Bian. (For the convenience of reading, it will be written as Lu Han later).

Lu Han was born in a high-class Chinese wealthy businessman family in Italy. He received top-notch education and training since he was a child. Because he is talented and intelligent, he has learned all the things that celebrities would do, such as piano, ballroom dancing, etc. .

But the good times didn't last long, and the Bian family encountered a catastrophe. A battle between the mafia took away the lives of the innocent parents of the Bian family, leaving only a little Bian Han.He was too young, and could only watch helplessly as his huge family property was divided by various forces, leaving him alone.

The idea of ​​revenge propped up this rich boy to beg and wander, and fight wild dogs for food on the street. He desperately tried to survive, because he knew that only by being alive could he avenge his parents.

Then Ling Li picked up Lu Han.In fact, he also adopted many vagrants and orphans like Lu Han, gave them good food and drink, and cultivated the various skills they needed to be in the underworld.

More than 20 children, in the end only Lu Han survived all the tests and survived.Moreover, in the last round of the test, he personally killed the other two children who had survived until now like him

From that moment on, Lu Han knew that his life was completely unclean.

Ling Li was very satisfied with this heir, and spared no effort to teach him many things, almost teaching him everything he had learned in his life.But what he didn't know was that this impossibly good godson would choose to run away.How dare he?! Ling Li was furious.

Of course Lu Han wanted to escape.

With Ling Li, his daily homework is either to kill or to plot, or to learn how to kill and plot, with a smile on his face and MMP in his heart, he can hardly tell whether he is himself in the daytime or not.Too fake.

And the more important reason is that Lu Han accidentally learned that the group of people who killed his parents all died in a war not long ago.Now it's all right, the enemy is dead, and he doesn't have to do it himself. What kind of thing is this?

Tired of this kind of life and unable to find the meaning of living, Lu Han desperately escaped from the gangsters, fled back to China, and came to the strange city B.Then on that desperate New Year's Eve morning, he met the light in his life.

He was picked up by Lu Yao.

The first time he saw Lu Yao, Lu Han's dark heart beat alive again.He suddenly had a desire to live on and see her more.From this point of view, it has been many years.

That time, when Lu Han comforted Lu Yao with his own experience, he didn't mention his experience in gangsters.

"Yaoyao, do you know that my original life was really a mess. I was tortured in a very unpleasant place for many years, and I escaped with the belief that I would die. It was dark. I made enough preparations to let my life end at that New Year, but it didn’t count from the moment I met you. From that day on, I had a family and my life had meaning.”

All the good and bad experiences in life seem to be waiting for me to meet you.

It was only a few years since I met Lu Yao, but Lu Han has already changed.He couldn't bear to die.

He gives up.In the long years to come, everything he does will be for the two of them to survive.

If all the suffering is meaningful, then Lu Han's ten years of tossing and turning is probably to accumulate enough luck for him to meet his light.

"I would have endured darkness if I had never seen the light."

But Ling Li's reappearance broke Lu Han's supposedly happy life.

He worked hard to get a chance - a chance to make Ling Li forgive him.So he bid farewell to Lu Yao, and returned to the gangster and Ling Li's side full of wind and frost, helping him with things, and continuing to do those activities of killing people and stealing goods.

He can't let Ling Li know how important Lu Yao is to him, otherwise Lu Yao will be in a very dangerous situation.So all the ruthlessness and indifference were just for Ling Li to show him the way he suppressed the pain in his heart.

He knew that Lu Yao would be very sad. But he couldn't help it, he really couldn't help it.He wouldn't do it whenever there was a chance, but he had no other choice, he couldn't let Lu Yao take risks.

As for taking drugs, Ling Li forced Lu Han to do it when he wanted to get angry again.He said that if Lu Han didn't do it, he would go to Lu Yao and find a way to make her addicted to drugs.

So Lu Han compromised again.For Lu Yao, he has almost no principles and bottom line.

Liu Zhiyan was also shocked and angry when he found out about this: "Lu Han, are you crazy? How can you take drugs?!"

Lu Han closed his eyes, his face full of pain: "I have nothing to do, really, just for once. I really have nothing to do. If I don't obey them, they will give Yaoyao an injection."

Liu Zhiyan: "!!!" She opened her mouth, unable to utter a word.Liu Zhiyan suddenly felt overwhelming despair.

Lu Han let himself fall into the mud, but wanted to give her a clean life.

"Yaoyao, you don't know how desperate I was when those people pressed me to the ground and watched the liquid in the needle slowly pour into my body. I know you hate drug addicts the most, but I really can't help it Yaoyao, it doesn't matter if you hate me or hate me, I just beg you... don't forgive me." --From Lu Han's diary.

After listening to everything Liu Zhiyan said one after another, Lu Yao had already burst into tears.She shivered and closed her eyes.Xiaolu

The reason we can't see the dark is because someone has gone to great lengths to keep it out of your sight.

During the time when Lu Han was in the operating room, Lu Yao sat in the waiting area outside with no expression on his face. He didn't say a word and didn't move at all. It was scary.

Liu Zhiyan didn't dare to disturb her, so he could only go outside and call Lu Yihanzhi and the others first.They have been looking for Lu Yao's whereabouts for the past few days, and finally got the news tonight, and they should be working with the people from Ji Yanhen to wipe out the remnants of the gang.

Yi Hanzhi hadn't closed his eyes for several days. When he received Liu Zhiyan's call, he was taken aback for a moment, then said "I'll be right there" and hung up.

Liu Zhiyan: "." I don't know why I feel panicked.

When Yi Hanzhi rushed to the hospital, he saw a Lu Yao who seemed to have not changed and who seemed to have changed.His heart skipped a beat for no reason.

Gathering his mind, Yi Hanzhi still walked over, knelt down in front of Lu Yao, looked into her eyes tenderly, and called out tentatively: "... Lu Yao?"

Lu Yao's eyes gradually gained focus, and she looked into Yi Hanzhi's with red and swollen eyes, without answering.

Yi Hanzhi's heart slowly cooled down, but he didn't want to admit or believe it, his eyes were heartbreaking: "Lu Yao, it's okay, you come home with me, okay?"

Lu Yao froze for a while, then slowly but firmly shook his head.She looked into Yi Hanzhi's eyes, tears filled her eyes: "I'm sorry"

Yi Hanzhi's heart sank completely.He knew it, when Liu Zhiyan told him the specific situation, he had a vague premonition-some things seemed to be about to change.

Self-confident as a Yi male god, he never doubted his own charm, and never firmly believed that Lu Yao liked him.But...but he wasn't sure whether love was the most important thing in Lu Yao's heart.

Lu Yao, who lacked love since childhood, actually needs love, and Lu Han is the family member who has been by her side for several years before him.Even if it's not a relationship between a man and a woman, Lu Yao has always regarded him as the most important person.Yi Hanzhi has always known.

Later, Lu Han left her and did something excessive, so slowly, Lu Yao finally let him go, and only regarded himself as the most important person in his life.But now. They told him that everything Lu Han did was for Lu Yao, and all the suffering he suffered was also for Lu Yao.

Yi Hanzhi suddenly became flustered, he felt as if he was about to lose Lu Yao.

He knew that Lu Yao didn't like to owe others, not to mention that she didn't necessarily have family affection for Lu Han.Now that he owes Lu Han so much, Yi Hanzhi is really not sure that he can snatch her back.He is confident that Lu Yao loves him, but he is not confident that Lu Yao will choose him because of love.

He watched Lu Yao's eyes gradually turn cold, and said in a hoarse voice, "Have you thought it through?"

Lu Yao's heart trembled violently, she ignored the panic and anxiety in her heart, and forced herself to nod, ruthlessly.

Instead, Yi Hanzhi gradually calmed down. He nodded, stood up slowly, and looked down at Lu Yao.Lu Yao looked up at Yi Hanzhi, thinking that he saw his cold and emotionless face and extremely cold eyes when he first met him.

Her heart suddenly ached.

Yi Hanzhi just looked at her quietly for a while, and then left as if disappointed, without looking back once, without any hesitation in his steps.

Lu Yao closed his eyes and stopped looking at his back.