ASTNovels Chapter 329 Hate Is Easier To Let Go Than Love
Chapter 329 Hate Is Easier To Let Go Than Love
Chapter 329 Hate Is Easier Than Love Are you sorry?"
The man tilted his head and looked aside dodgingly.
"I've thought about your reasons, but I can't figure out what reasons I have for you to do that." She smiled, but felt the desolation in her heart, " Tell me, let me hear how hard it is."
He still didn't speak or look at her.
But Duan Zijin was very close to him, so close that he could see the muscles and outlines of his body stiffen a little bit.
The emotions of resistance and resistance are especially obvious at this moment.
Duan Zijin didn't speak again, just looked at him for a while.
The light in his eyes was deep and shallow, and finally solidified, and he didn't move a single bit.
She turned her head and walked back to Mi Lan, "You saw it, but he didn't want to say it."
Hearing the faint tiredness in her words, Mi Lan couldn't be sure what Zijin was thinking for a while.Just when she was about to speak, she found that she turned her head and stared at herself again, and asked with a half-smile, "Do you already know the so-called difficulty?"
Mi Lan pursed her lower lip, hesitated for a moment, and then said "hmm".
"It turns out that I'm the only one in the whole world who doesn't know." Duan Zijin smiled, and looked at Fu Yan with meaningful eyes.
She herself couldn't tell how she was feeling right now.
I just feel that my heart is covered with a layer of mist, very empty, very dazed.
And when she really stretched out her hand to clear the layer of fog, she found that her heart was actually empty at all.
She still has a bit of resentment, a very slight resentment, so slight that she can't even notice it unless she feels it carefully.
——It turns out that in the whole world, she is really the only one who doesn't know.
Mu Nianci glanced at Jiang Lin, and winked at Shao Yucheng and Shang Boyang. The two understood, and carried the struggling man to the guest room on the second floor, and Mu Nianci followed.
After the four of them left, the atmosphere in the living room suddenly became quieter.
Duan Zijin was a little tired, so she sat down on the sofa, and Ah Qing brought her a cup of tea, and she lowered her head and blew on the floating tea leaves, without lifting her eyelids from the beginning to the end, and said warmly: "I want to say Just say what, who will say it?"
Mi Lan glanced at Fu Yan, and the latter's eyes deepened.
No one spoke, Duan Zijin smiled and said: "Didn't you want to say it? Didn't you have a problem?" She spoke, suddenly raised her voice, and knocked the cup in her hand on the table, "Who will tell me? What kind of grievances can make him send his wife and unborn child to an unjust prison, what kind of grievances can make him turn a blind eye to my life and death, what kind of grievances can make him hand over the divorce agreement to Yao Belle, say it!"
Mi Lan's tears fell down in a flash, and she sat next to her, holding her hand helplessly, "Zijin, don't be like this..."
She could see the woman beside her sitting there, her shoulders were steady and not trembling, but her chest was constantly heaving.
Duan Zijin closed his eyes for a while, and regained the emotions that had collapsed due to loss of control, but his tone was still suppressed and excited, "He made such a choice at the time, how can I pretend that nothing happened? You all think Am I only getting older but not my brain? Isn’t such a big slap enough for me to remember it for the rest of my life?”
In the quiet air, Fu Yan's cold voice suddenly came, like a bolt of lightning, hitting her heart through the mist, "Two years ago, when he made that choice, he never thought about it. One day I can start over with you."
The woman on the sofa froze and lost her voice for a moment. She looked up at Fu Yan and couldn't find her voice for a long time.
"Do you remember the day you were sentenced?" Fu Yan asked.
Following his tepid words, the solemn courtroom immediately appeared in front of Duan Zijin's eyes, and the scene of her being pressed on the trial seat was vividly remembered.
The man got up from the witness stand and sent her to the eighteenth level of hell with just a few words.
The hands clenched tighter and tighter, and the nails dug into the palms, deeply embedded in them.
"Which one of the people sitting on the jury that day did you know?" Fu Yan asked again.
Duan Zijin was taken aback.
When she first entered the court two years ago, she discovered that she didn't know any of the people on the jury who were dressed in formal clothes and sat upright.
It's just that she didn't think much about it at the time, and now that Fu Yan mentioned it, she slowly realized something was wrong.
"They didn't come to listen to your case." Fu Yan paused and said, "Just half an hour after you closed the case, another big case was accepted at the same place."
As Fu Yan spoke, he seemed to be able to restore the scene at that time through Lu Junhao's description afterwards.
The man who was still sitting on the witness stand walked into the trial seat step by step.
He stood like that in the cage where Duan Zijin stood half an hour ago.
From witness to criminal.
"You stood there and got sentenced to two years. Brother, standing in the same place as you, was sentenced to death."
When Duan Zijin heard this sentence, he felt a "boom" in his mind, and it went blank.
When these words were spoken, even Fu Yan felt that each word was like a blade scraping through the bones.
After the sentencing, the central court gave Jiang Lin one month to handle the handover matters between his company and the research institute.
That day, Fu Yan came to his office ahead of time, and as soon as he entered, he saw him leaning on the chair, like a towering mountain about to collapse, indescribably decayed.
Later, Fu Yan asked him, why didn't he tell her his difficulties?Just let her hate you like this for the rest of her life?
He clearly remembered Jiang Lin's answer at that time: "Hate will always come out. But love... If she knows that I love her, then she will keep searching for my whereabouts all her life. One day, I will come out. The news of the matter will not be hidden from her. At that time... what should she do?"
Seeing that Fu Yan didn't answer, Jiang Lin said again: "You don't know how much she gave to keep me alive, you don't know that she almost risked her own life to keep me alive. If she knows that I love her, Fu Yan... have you ever experienced the feeling of watching someone you love die unexpectedly?"
Jiang Lin closed his eyes, and remembered the scene of seeing his mother lying in a pool of blood with his own eyes a few years ago, "That is a shadow that I will never get out of."
"Tang Jichi is a good man. If it were him, I would..."
Speaking of this, Jiang Lin suddenly clenched his fists tightly, and felt as if a mountain was pressed against his heart while he was breathing. The three words "rest assured" seemed to be stuck in his throat, and he couldn't say it.
Hate is easier to let go than love.
"If she doesn't let me go, then she will never be able to accept others, will always live in the shadow of the past, and will not be able to continue to live a good life."
Fu Yan's heart ached, but he still didn't understand, "Could it be that if she hates you, she can live well?"
"You don't understand her." Jiang Lindao, "Youyou has a serious heart, she will not waste her youth for a heartless man, but she will guard her life for a man she loves and loves her - this is still the best result .The worst...I'm afraid she will do something stupid. Maybe it's very unlikely that she won't think about it, but even the slightest risk must be avoided, do you understand? She's still young, and her life is still beautiful, She can't go on like this, I can't watch her go on like this."
"I can't bear her, Fu Yan." The man buried his face in his palm, choked up as he spoke, "I can't bear her."
……
Even after two years, even if he was as ruthless as Fu Yan, when he recalled the scene at that time, he still felt sour on the tip of his nose, so he had to frown to cover it up.
And the woman on the sofa was even more dumbstruck.
"Duan You, Jiang Lin two years ago, never thought that he could live to this day." He coughed out a faint smile from his throat, I don't know if it was ridicule or something, "He sent you to prison not only because At that time, it was hard to protect yourself, and he wanted Lu Junhao to take care of you in prison and keep your mother and child safe. More importantly, he wanted you to hate him, so he said those unfeeling words in court. Because hate is easier to let go than love, Because he doesn't want you to see him die in front of you!"
It was rare for Mi Lan to hear a man like Fu Yan who cherishes words like gold utter so many words at once. She lowered her head and did not interrupt.
"I have to say, big brother really understands you." Fu Yan looked at Duan Zijin's pale and bloodless face, and his mocking smile deepened, "You are doing well without him, because you hate him, so Can let him go. If you return to Yucheng this time and you don’t see big brother, don’t hear from him, or if this person no longer exists in the world, will you look for him?”
will not.
Under his persecution, Duan Zijin clenched his teacup tightly, his joints turning white.
Duan Zipei recovered from the shock, looked at the woman's stiff profile, unable to say a word.
After she woke up, no one knew better than him what had happened during the year.As Jiang Lin expected, she never mentioned him once.
After returning to Yucheng, he was afraid that Jiang Lin would find out her whereabouts, but she still said - why bother with a stranger?If he knows it, he knows it, and if he doesn't know it, he doesn't know it. It doesn't make any difference to me.
It took a long time for Duan Zijin to recover from his stiffness, his lips parted, and his voice was as pale as her face, "Why was he sentenced to death?"