ASTNovels [321] 1 thought deeply: Disappointment
[321] 1 thought deeply: Disappointment
【321】One thought with deep love: The first ray of sunshine in the morning of disappointment refracts into a room with exquisite decoration through the gaps in the gauze curtain.
The person on the bed moved, raised his little hand and rubbed his sleepy eyes.Then, slowly sat up from the bed.
After getting dressed, dear stepped on cotton slippers and walked to the window and opened the gauze curtain.The warm sunlight outside the window took advantage of the situation and wantonly poured in, coating the room with a beautiful luster again.
Dear was about to go to the bathroom to wash up, looking at himself in the mirror, he suddenly remembered what happened yesterday.
Because her elder brother asked Chu Han to bring Tang Feifei to his house, she went to his company to discuss with him, but she was blown away by his unclear attitude.She ran out of his company angrily, and saw a video game city around his company.
She wanted to vent her anger, so she went into the video game city and danced with others.In the end, she lost, and the man who danced with her wanted to drag her to open a room.
Just when she was feeling hopeless, Chu Han descended from the sky and rescued her from danger.
In his mind, what Chu Han said at that time still vaguely resurfaced. He said, I won't show up every time.
But Chu Han didn't know how handsome he was in her heart at that time.
He was like a world-class hero with colorful flying clouds, walking towards her step by step.
And the relationship between her and Chu Han seemed to be no longer as rigid as before.
After dear finished brushing his teeth, he always had a bright smile on his face.
She chased Chu Han for a long time, and even Chu Han didn't know why she liked him.Everyone thought it was her falling in love with Chu Han at first sight, but it was not...
In order to be with Chu Han, she did not hesitate to humiliate herself, but she still failed to get any attention from him.Finally, she got herself into a mess.
The result of her unsuccessful dedication was that she didn't know how to face Chu Han in the future.
So, she decided to go away.
With the help of her eldest brother, she fled to England.This walk is four years.
During the period, it was not that she hadn't thought about whether Chu Han would have found his beloved during the four years she had been away, married and had children with her.Countless nightmares, she couldn't escape him.
In the end, I still couldn't bear the longing.
After four years and more than 400 days and nights, she finally returned to this familiar place.
When they met again, she couldn't dodge in time, and Chu Han was still the man who treated her extremely coldly.It's just that she has become extremely cautious.
She thought that the relationship between the two of them would remain so stale until yesterday, but Chu Han actually cared about her, right?
Although dear felt that she was a little self-righteous, even if it was really her own self-righteousness, she felt that it was nothing.
As long as Chu Han is no longer indifferent to herself like before, even if it is another moth to the flame, she is willing.
Dear feels that the old self seems to be back.
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After breakfast, dear called Chu Han, saying that he wanted to thank him for what happened yesterday, and that he was going to invite him to dinner.
At this time, Chu Han was working in the company.
Originally, he wanted to reject dear, but the words came to his lips, but he still couldn't speak them out.
Hearing Dear's anticipation that he couldn't hide on the phone, he agreed unexpectedly.
Seeing that Chu Han agreed to himself, dear immediately beamed with joy.The corners of her mouth rose slightly, and she jumped happily in the room a few times, then jumped and lay on the bed.
Looking at the ceiling above his head, dear's mind has been echoing what Chu Han just said on the phone.
He really said yes...
In the following time, dear chooses the clothes to wear for dinner in his closet.
After all, it was her and Chu Han's first date tonight, so why don't you dress up a bit more grandly?
But, it's just an ordinary meal, if he dresses up grandly, will Chu Han feel disgusted with him?
Dear felt very distressed, she bit her lip, stood in front of her closet, and took out all the clothes in the closet.
Spread it flat on the dreamy princess bed, dear began to try on one by one.
Facing the mirror, look at the effect of those clothes on yourself.In the end, dear just chose a pure white dress.
Because, she thinks this dress is the only one that is big enough, and it is simple yet elegant when worn on her body.
After choosing the clothes, dear sat at the dressing table and put on a light makeup.Originally, she had good facial features, but she looked even more naturally beautiful.
After dressing himself up, dear sat in the room and waited for the evening to come soon.
She feels like a little girl who is just in love, and she is especially looking forward to showing her beautiful side to the one she loves.Although after four years of loneliness, dear does not deny that she has not changed much from before.
Aside from her growing numbers with age, she's still the same person she used to be.
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The last ray of sunset in the sky has faded, and the night is gradually falling.
Dear picked up his handbag and happily walked out of the room.
When I was going downstairs, I happened to meet Tang Feifei. Seeing how beautifully dressed Dear was, Tang Feifei couldn't help joking: "Your sister is so beautifully dressed, is she going out on a date?"
Dear was in a good mood at first, but when he saw this unappetizing person, he immediately suppressed the joy on his face.
She glared at Tang Feifei, and said angrily, "I dress up so beautifully, it's none of your business?"
Originally, she was full of resentment when her elder brother brought Tang Feifei into his home. She always disliked Tang Feifei.
Tang Feifei knew that dear didn't like her, and originally wanted to take the initiative to get close to her, but she didn't expect to be pissed off by her again.
So, she shook her hand, glared back at dear and turned to leave.
Dear didn't want to waste any more time, stepped on the flat shoes under his feet, and left quickly.
She had already chosen the restaurant to eat with Chu Han. It was a western restaurant in the city center called Deepin Space.
She checked it on the Internet, and it is said that the dishes and cuisines of that restaurant are very good, and the environment is also very elegant, which is very suitable for couples to date.
Thinking of the word couple, the corner of dear's mouth inadvertently raised a wanton arc again.
That's right, she decided on the restaurant only after seeing the word couple.
Although she and Chu Han are not yet a couple, it should feel good to be treated as a couple by others.
Thinking about it, dear looked forward to it even more.
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Dear arrived in Deepin Space early, and the waiter took her to a small box.Sitting in the box, she quietly waited for Chu Han's arrival.
It was still early than the time she had agreed with Chu Han, and dear came at least half an hour early.
She thought, when the time came, Chu Han would definitely come.
So she waited for half an hour.
I don't know how many times the water in the glass was changed by the waiter.
Dear continued to wait, she thought again, maybe Chu Han was stuck in traffic on the way here.
Fifteen minutes passed, and the familiar figure still hadn't arrived.
The waiter came up to ask her if she wanted to order food, dear waved her hand and said that the person she was waiting for hadn't come yet.
So she waited another 15 minutes.
The joy on dear's face gradually faded, she took out her mobile phone from her handbag, and finally decided to call Chu Han.
At first, she was afraid that Chu Han would think she was urging him, so she didn't make any calls and sat here quietly waiting for him to come.
Even if he never came, she would find a reason to convince herself that maybe he would come soon.
The phone rang for a long time while holding it in my hand, before a familiar voice sounded over there.
"Hello?" I don't know what Chu Han is doing, but I can hear a trace of exhaustion from his voice dearly.
"Where are you now?" Dear asked softly, with a very calm tone.
"I'm in the company, and there are still some things that haven't been finished. Do you have anything to do?" Chu Han is now buried in the unfinished documents on his desk.
He probably forgot to promise dear about having dinner at night, he thought dear was looking for him because of other things.
After dear heard this, his eyes were gradually stained with a look of despair.
It turned out that he forgot.
Yes, to him, I was originally an irrelevant person.
It's not necessary for him to take everything he said to her to heart, and forget about having dinner with her, isn't it normal?
Besides, doesn't he still have work to deal with?
Dear was silent for a few seconds, there was no sound from the phone for a while, Chu Han thought the phone had been hung up.
But the picture displayed on the phone screen let him know that dear hadn't hung up the phone yet.
"If you have anything to say, just talk about it. If not, I'll hang up." Chu Han still had some things to do, and he didn't want to waste time making such a call, just listening to dear's breathing on the phone.
At this time, Chu Han never imagined that in the future, he would feel how luxurious this period of time was.
Dear opened his mouth, but in the end he still couldn't say the sentence about inviting him to dinner.
"It's nothing." Dear said lonely, and dear hung up the phone.