ASTNovels 【330】One Thought and Deep Love: Love in Recognition (Update yesterday's update)
【330】One Thought and Deep Love: Love in Recognition (Update yesterday's update)
【330】Love in one thought: love after knowing (updating yesterday's update) He didn't expect that after four years, dear still likes to use such a stupid way to deal with him.
Besides thinking he was stupid, Chu Han also felt very angry.
In his life, he hated people who calculated him the most.
Although dear is very simple, she can even think of drugging herself.
Thinking about it, Chu Han felt a faint pain between his brows, and he raised his hand to press the center of his brows.
Suddenly, a smear of red on the bed sheet broke into his sight.As a man, I understand what that means.
Chu Han was disappointed with dear in his heart, he suppressed the anger in his heart, and said to dear coldly: "Get out, and don't appear in front of me again.
His face was determined, as if he really didn't want to see dear again.
Dear didn't know why, just now he was still immersed in his sweet fantasy, but was suddenly awakened by Chu Han's stern voice.
"What's wrong with you?" Dear asked cautiously.
Because, Chu Han's complexion is very bad, not only very gloomy, but even the temperature radiating from his body can make dear feel cold.
Obviously...he was so enthusiastic about him last night...
What's going on?
Chu coldly glanced at dear, but didn't answer her.
Seeing that she still didn't make any movement, he yelled at dear again: "Didn't you hear me telling you to get out?!" After speaking, he stroked his forehead weakly, and furrowed his brows deeply.
His chest heaved up and down with anger.
Dear was startled by Chu Han's attitude again, she bit her lip, lowered her head slowly, her face full of grievances.
She obviously didn't do anything, why did Chu Han treat him like this?
Besides, it's her who suffers from this kind of thing, okay?
She didn't say anything, Chu Han blamed her first.
Dear didn't even know that the reason why Chu Han was so enthusiastic about her yesterday was because he was drugged...
She just felt very wronged, and there were faint tears in her eyes, like crystal teardrops.
Since Chu Han told him to get out, isn't she being too ignorant to stay here now?
Enduring tears, dear picked up the messy clothes on the ground and put them on, and fled in a hurry.
There were traces of what Chu Han did last night all over her body. Dear didn't dare to go home now, she didn't want her elder brother to know what happened to her and Chu Han yesterday.
She didn't want her elder brother to worry about herself anymore.
Suddenly, what Chu Han said just now sounded in his mind.
He said, told himself not to appear in front of him again...
My heart ached, and tears finally flowed out.
That night, dear didn't go home, she still had some savings on her body, so she went to the hotel for one night and made plans for the future.
It was also from this day that she turned off her mobile phone and did not contact anyone again.
In the end, she chose to travel abroad to relax.
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After dear left, Chu Han's mind was in turmoil.
In fact, apart from being angry that dear drugged himself, he was also particularly angry that dear didn't cherish his body.
She gave herself to him like this, what if she meets someone she likes again in the future?
In my mind, the appearance of dear just now with his head down suddenly appeared.He could see all the grievance in her eyes.
He couldn't figure it out, she was the one who did those things, how could she still act like that?
However, he did not forget that dear's character has always been pure and kind.If you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it. Dear's expression will be directly expressed on his face every time.
Suddenly, he felt that some concepts collapsed in his mind.
Because of the things dear did to him four years ago, he preconceived that she did the things this time too.
But if dear really has nothing to do with this matter, then what he just said...is it too cruel for a girl?
Chu Han just felt his head hurt suddenly, and he slightly frowned.
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Chu Han got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower, and cleaned up the house again.
Then, he went to the place where he socialized with the boss yesterday.
He remembered that he held back a glass of wine for Gu Jingzhen last night, and later, he found out that it was that glass of wine that was drugged.
Those people originally wanted to send a woman to Gu Jingzhen's room, and hit him hard when he was not conscious.Unexpectedly, he drank that glass of wine just like that.
But Chu Han didn't know that there was something wrong with that glass of wine at the time, and he realized that something was wrong with his body when he got home.
He seems to remember who he called in a daze, and thinking of the dear who appeared in front of him this morning, he guessed that he probably called her.
Thinking of this, he was suddenly a little annoyed.
How could he have forgotten that she would take every word he said to dear in mind.
If it wasn't for his phone call, dear wouldn't have come to him...
In the end, it was all his own fault, but he blamed all the responsibility on a little girl.
When this kind of thing happened, he was the one who suffered. God, what did he do in the morning?
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Chu Han thought about it for a long time at home, and felt that it was necessary for him to apologize to dear when things developed like this.
However, he cannot be responsible for dear.
Although, it is irresponsible for a man to say such a thing.However, it would not be too safe for dear to follow him.
Chu Han called dear and found that her cell phone was turned off.
So, he approached Gu Jingzhen, hoping to get in touch with dear through him.
However, Gu Jingzhen told him that dear left without saying goodbye, and he didn't know where he went...
When he heard this sentence, he already understood.
Dear probably took his words seriously, and that's right, when he said those words, his tone was so decisive...
Then, the boss told him not to look for dear.
He probably knew that Dear left because of him, and he also felt that he was not worthy of looking for Dear again.
Four years ago, he let such a girl leave this place for four years.Now, he left her alone again.
And this time, I don't know how long dear will be away, or will he never come back for the rest of his life?
He originally thought that he would feel very comfortable when dear left and no one pestered him anymore.
However, every time he thinks of dear's eyes full of grievances and those decisive words he said to dear that day, for some reason, his heart will suddenly start to feel painful.
He didn't know what happened to him, so that for a while later, he missed her like crazy...
No one knew where dear went, dear seemed to really evaporate in Chu Han's world.
Later, Chu Han didn't think about her anymore, because the work in hand gradually became busy.
Later, when Rinko Ono came to S city, dear gradually faded from his mind.
He thought that he would never see dear again in the future, but he never thought that he would see her goodbye in that way...
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It was one day after four months, the boss asked him to attend a dinner.
At first, he thought it was very strange, because the boss looked at him with a trace of inquisitive eyes.
Chu Han didn't know what the boss was thinking, and finally agreed to him.
It wasn't until night that he understood what the boss's eyes meant when he looked at him.
It turned out that it was Dear who came back, and the boss probably wanted to know his current attitude towards Dear.
However, what he didn't expect was that when dear came back this time, there was still a man standing beside him.
Through the boss, he found out that that person is dear's current boyfriend.
I don't know why, seeing dear being intimate with that man, he actually feels a little uncomfortable in his heart.Stuffy, sour.
He knew that this might be jealousy, or jealousy.
Halfway through dear got up to go to the bathroom, he also made excuses to leave.
He stood outside the bathroom door, waiting for dear to come out.
Dear finally came out, he watched her from afar outside the door.
Under the dim light, Chu Han couldn't really see the appearance of dear.But one thing he knows very well, dear has become more beautiful than before.It's just...she seems to be thinner than before.
Where the hell has she been these four months?What happened to her again?
He was suddenly curious, he really wanted to know everything about those four months dear.
When Dear walked to the door, he found him, but Dear didn't speak, just looked at him in a daze.
Instead, he asked first, "Why don't you ask me why I'm here?"
Dear didn't speak, but he saw the forbearance in Dear's eyes.For some reason, he felt very uncomfortable.
After a long time, dear said, "This is the women's restroom."
This sentence was simple but full of alienation, Chu Han knew clearly in his heart that dear wanted to draw a clear line with himself.
Hearing this sentence, Chu Han was suddenly sullen, and replied, "Of course I know this is the women's toilet!"
He slowly approached dear, with an extremely deep expression on his face.Then, he put the dear wall on the cold wall.
Dear seems to have been frightened a little bit, yes, he also knows that the way he wants to look like now is very scary.
Dear asked him a little scared what he was going to do?He almost burst out wanting to fuck her at that time, but he changed his way and said an answer.
He said, "Lonely man and widow, living in the same room, what do you think I want to do?"
Until, dear said those words that made him regret and hurt for a long time.
She said: "Although I don't know why you are doing this now, I always remember the indifference and determination when you told me to get out. So, Chu Han, we won't have anything to do in the future, right? "
Dear stared straight into his eyes, as if stating a past event.
She had already forgotten about that matter...
As for Chu Han, when he heard dear's words, he suddenly felt an uncontrollable pain in his heart.
It turned out that dear had always taken to heart what he said to her that day.
Yes, how abominable he is, he can say such cruel things to a girl.
It's just, what did dear just say?She said that she would never have anything to do with him in the future?
Dear really intends to forget him?Then start a new life?
Dear broke free from his restraint and walked straight towards the door.
The guilt accumulated in my heart for so many days finally gushed out, Chu Han looked at dear's back and said regretfully, "I'm sorry..."
This sorry, mixed with a lot of emotion.What's more, it's the missing of her in the past four months.
When dear heard this sorry, he stopped, and after a while, he resolutely left.
No one knows what she was thinking when she heard Chu Han's sorry just now...
Later, after dear left, he asked dear's boyfriend to come out from the corner.He had seen him long ago, but didn't say it.
He asked him what it was like to eavesdrop, but he said that he just wanted to know more about his girlfriend.
Oh, girlfriend...
What a confident tone, what a direct statement.
Chu Han had to admit that at the moment he was a little bit mad with jealousy.
He actually expected in his heart that the person standing beside dear would be him.Then, he can also confidently tell everyone that dear is his girlfriend.
However, he knew that this might only be his expectation.
Because dear, it is no longer the old dear...
Perhaps because of jealousy, he deliberately said something that was misleading.
He said to dear's boyfriend: "If you want to know your girlfriend, why don't you ask her yourself, what happened between me and her?"
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After the meal, everyone left each other. He originally planned to go home, but followed dear and the man's departure direction by mistake.
If he knew he was going to see that, he wished he hadn't.
Because, he saw the scene of dear kissing that man.
He was still lucky in his heart, maybe dear and that man were just playing on the spot.
However, he saw them kissing with his own eyes...
Gentle and lingering, forgetting everything around...
Once, the woman in someone else's arms would run after him every day, chatter in his ears non-stop, and tell him many jokes all day long.
It's just that, in the past, he didn't listen to everything she said in his ear.
Thinking about it now, I realize how extravagant the time I spent with dear was.
Because he felt that it was impossible for him and dear, so at that time he didn't take dear seriously.
He thought that dear was also a momentary passion for him, but she chased him for so long, until he said those unfeeling words.However, four years later, dear still likes him as always.
Every time dear gets close to him on purpose, he understands clearly in his heart.
In fact, he has already fallen in love with dear inadvertently, right?It's just that he hasn't noticed it all the time...
Maybe he has regarded dear as a habit, he is used to dear chasing him.
And I am used to rejecting her.
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Chu Han didn't want to see such a scene again, he punched the steering wheel angrily, and finally drove away.
When dear is by my side, I don't know how to cherish it.Now, dear chooses to be with someone else, who can he blame?
Although he felt a little uncomfortable, Chu Han decided that if dear was the boyfriend who really loved her, then he would bless them generously.
Thinking about it, Chu Han showed a bitter smile.
If it wasn't for his special status, he was afraid that being with Dear would cause Dear to get killed.And now he has no ability to deal with that person.
Because he was afraid that he would not be able to protect her, he cast a cage for his heart.
He no longer remembers how many words he said to reject dear, but she was always able to run after him.
He didn't even think that he would unknowingly fall in love with that girl who likes to run after him.
Only now, that girl will never run after him again...