ASTNovels [348] 1 thought deeply: just hated
[348] 1 thought deeply: just hated
[348] One thought with deep affection: I just hated Xiaoye Linzi and didn't know how to comfort Chu Han. It's understandable to face his doubts.
After all, that kind of thing just happened.
Suddenly, she remembered Ying Muyan's attitude towards dear before, which seemed to be different from ordinary people.
She tried to comfort Chu Han: "Maybe dear is different from others? Didn't you notice that Yingmuyan treated dear just now was very gentle? Even if dear hit him, he didn't get angry!"
Chu Han also thought of the scene just now, he didn't speak, but frowned deeper.
The more this happened, the more worried he was.Because no one can guess what he is thinking.
The atmosphere fell into silence for a while.
After a long time, Rinko Ono suddenly asked: "A Bing, I want to know what's going on between you and dear."
Ono Linzi cast her gaze on Chu Han's face, staring straight at him, expecting the answer.
Chu Han raised his eyes, took a deep look at her, and suddenly said to her: "I'm sorry."
Before Ono Linzi could react, he went on to say: "As the abandoner of this relationship between us, I feel sorry for you. When I was in S City, I fell in love with dear. At the same time, I also It is very clear that the relationship between you and me is actually more inclined to family affection. After all, the two of us grew up together, inseparable, and have long been accustomed to each other's existence. "
If it wasn't because dear made him see this relationship clearly, maybe he would always regard his feeling for Rinko Ono as liking.
In fact, he took care of her more like a younger sister.
Ono Linzi was slightly taken aback, she never thought that Chu Han would say such words to her at this time.
She didn't ask these questions...
"I hope you don't blame dear, I was the one who gave up. Also, I will make it clear to your father sometime, let's cancel this engagement."
He didn't want to bind Rinko Ono in this state, she deserved to find a marriage that was more suitable for her.
Ono Linzi frowned slightly. In fact, she had already discovered something was wrong with Chu Han after he came back.He no longer has the feeling he had for himself four years ago, whether it's family or love.Every time his people were by her side, she also felt as if it was just a body.
She also kept thinking about the reason, so she could justify it.
Let’s say, a man whom I have loved for so many years and is still my fiancé, after four years of disappearance, suddenly tells you that he is in love with someone else, it will definitely feel uncomfortable.
But it's hard to feel bad, Rinko Ono is not the kind of person who can't let go.When others say they don't love you anymore, she won't be ashamed.
Fortunately, Chu Han finally told himself the truth.
She just smiled softly: "I'm fine, don't feel a psychological burden on me. Love is consensual, your heart is not with me now, even if I want to be with you without your heart What is the use?"
Rinko Ono took a more open view, perhaps it was because of the four years since Chu Han disappeared that she realized this.
Because, during that time, it wasn't that she didn't think that Chu Han already had someone else he liked.
It's not good to continue discussing such a topic, so both of them tacitly agreed not to bring it up again.
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After Ying Muyan went upstairs, he walked directly towards dear's room.
Just now, he asked the servant to bring dear into her room.
Thinking of Dear's resisting tone and actions just now, his expression has not softened until now.
Standing at the door of dear's room, he raised his hand and gently knocked on the door.
Dear didn't intend to open the door for him, in her heart Ying Muyan has now become a beast in clothes.
Fortunately, she thought he was a good person before, why didn't she think that he would do such a thing to herself?
Not only did he drug himself, but he also took the opportunity to defile her...
Thinking of this, dear felt that his lungs were about to explode.At the same time, she also felt disgusted.
After knocking on the door for a long time, dear still did not open the door.Finally, Sakuragi Yan took the spare key and walked into dear's room.
Dear didn't expect Sakuragi Yan to come in this way, when she saw his monstrous face, she suddenly felt scared.
The body sitting on the bed slowly retreated, and finally retreated to the hard bed board at the head of the bed, tightly against the wall.
"Don't come here again!" Dear looked nervously at the face that was getting closer and closer to him, reached out and picked up a pillow on the bed and hit him.
After all, it is a pillow, even if it hits someone, it will be soft when hit.What's more, Ying Muyan took advantage of the situation to catch it.
He didn't go any further, but stood where he was, and said softly to dear: "Dear, don't be afraid of me, I won't do anything to you anymore..."
In fact, he didn't do anything at all.But now, he can't tell the truth to dear, so he can only let her misunderstand.
He was waiting for Chu Han to make a choice, whether he would really sacrifice his life for dear.
Dear just stared at him coldly, and said displeasedly: "Then you let me go now, I don't want to stay here anymore, I don't want to get along with you under the same roof!"
Ying Muyan's face became a little gloomy, he hated dear's words about leaving.
In order to divert dear's attention, he asked suddenly: "Don't you have anything to ask me?"
Sure enough, dear's face gradually softened a little.
Because, she suddenly thought of Rinko Ono.
She remembered that Ying Muyan said that he wanted Chu Han to bring his fiancée to his house.
fiancée……
Could it be that Ono Linzi is Chu Han's fiancée?
The words she said to herself every time she met Rinko Ono suddenly appeared in her mind.
Rinko Ono also has a fiance...
So, in fact, Rinko Ono's fiancé is Chu Han, right?
Dear stroked his head with some headaches, the reality of fate is really too ridiculous.
A few days ago, she was still envious of Rinko Ono and thought she was very happy.
Unexpectedly, they actually fell in love with the same person.And himself, he actually became the mistress between them.
Xiaoye Linzi is a very good woman, and she will be at ease if Chu Han is with her.
Therefore, dear plans to let go completely this time.
After all, if you love someone, you have to learn to be perfect, right?
Dear shook his head, saying that he didn't have anything to ask Sakuragi Yan.
Sakuragiyan looked at dear's eyes and couldn't help but darken, the atmosphere in the room fell into silence for a while.
And dear knew that Sakuragiyan would not let him go easily, so he didn't mention the matter of wanting to leave again.
She just made a condition to Ying Muyan: "I will not talk to you about leaving again, but you are not allowed to come into this room again in the future."
Just because she didn't talk to Sakuragiyan about leaving doesn't mean she won't find a way to leave...
As long as she takes a step back, perhaps Ying Muyan will also take a step back.
Ying Muyan didn't expect dear to compromise so quickly, as for her not letting herself come to this room...
He just sighed and said, "You can go out this door and walk around as you like."
Since he could say such a thing, he was sure that dear would not escape.
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Dear has been in Yingmuyan's villa for five days, four days ago, Yingmuyan hurried out and never came back.
During the period, dear tried to escape from the villa again, but he had no choice but to be guarded by his side all the time.
I ran out several times, but was arrested again.
She was annoyed by this.
At noon, Ying Muyan, who hadn't seen him for a few days, finally came back, but there was an unconcealable exhaustion on his face.
It's time for dinner, and dear is sitting in the restaurant eating Chinese food.
When she was here alone, she didn't make the kitchen extravagant, but cooked a few dishes casually.
Ying Muyan came back at the right time, and the servants prepared a pair of chopsticks for him.
He sat down in the dining room and fixed his eyes on dear's face.
After seeing each other for a few days, he found that dear was getting more and more beautiful.
She is no longer the little girl in his mind...
Something happened to the company in the past few days, and he stayed in the company and never came back.Although he didn't reply, someone reported to him about dear's situation at home all the time.
Of course, he also knew all of her tricks to escape.
However, he had no intention of revealing it at all.
Dear didn't even say hello, just treated him like air.
Holding the chopsticks in her hand, she silently ate the food on the table.
Ying Muyan had expected such a result long ago, and he didn't have extra plans, just ate the food in front of him.
There was silence at the dinner table.
In fact, Sakuragi Yan came back just to see dear.
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After eating Chinese food, Sakuragi Yan drove away by himself.
His attitude of eating silently at the table just now made Dear very strange, he didn't say a word to her, which was a bit out of his style.
Seeing how busy he is, he must be very tired from work...
However, these are not issues that she should take care of.
In the evening, Sakuragiyan came back again.
He went straight back to his room and took a hot bath in the bathtub.
The fatigue during the day seems to want to be relieved in this way.
In the past few days, many projects of the company have almost gone wrong, and he runs between various construction sites every day.In addition to the company, there were also accidents in the gang. Almost every day, brothers were taken to the police station because of fighting.He wondered why so many things happened at the same time?
He wondered if it might be those people who did it, but he felt that that person was not that capable.
However, didn't he want to save dear?Why haven't you come here to trade your own life?
He suddenly wanted to ask dear a question...
After taking a bath, Ying Muyan just took a bathrobe and wrapped it casually, then walked into dear's room.
He knew that dear would not open the door for himself, so he opened the door with the spare key in his hand.
When the door opened, she found dear sitting by the window, looking up at the sky.
Ying Muyan only saw dear's back, lonely and full of loneliness.
That's right, in Dear's heart, he has become a bad person.No, he's a bad guy himself.
It hurts a bit, but it's all self-inflicted.Ying Muyan slowly walked towards dear.
However, before he got close, he heard a voice from dear: "Stand there, don't move."
At this moment, there was a distance of three meters between him and dear.
In fact, dear had seen through the glass on the window when Sakuragiyan opened the door and came in.
Including his distressed look just now, inexplicably made her feel suffocated.
Except for not letting herself go, except for that incident that day, it seemed that Sakuragiyan didn't do anything to hurt her.
Instead, she's as good as she can get here every day.
In fact, she has always had some doubts in her mind.
For example, after she calmed down that day, she thought about it herself. The first two times she had sex with Chu Han, her body would feel pain.Especially in that place, no matter what, there will be some feelings.However, she remembered that she didn't feel anything on her body.
So, did she get caught by Sakuragi Yan?
For another example, Ying Muyan clearly agreed to let him leave, so why did he imprison himself here?
No matter how she thought about it, she felt a little strange.
"Dear, there is something I want to tell you." Sakuragiyan looked at dear's back and spoke softly.
"Tell me." Dear also replied softly, staring at the window from beginning to end.
"I imprisoned you here, do you hate me?" Sakuragiyan pursed her lips, expecting dear's answer.
Perhaps, there is no need to expect it at all, dear probably hates it?
"Hate." Almost without thinking, dear blurted out the answer.
Sure enough, Ying Muyan couldn't hide a trace of disappointment on his face.
It's only natural for dear to hate himself.
"But I just hated it. In fact, I just found it strange, why did you imprison me?" Dear continued.
Just hated?
What do you mean?
All of a sudden, the expression on Ying Muyan's face brightened again.
In other words, dear doesn't hate himself anymore?
"Let me ask you one more question, and I'll tell you the truth after I finish."
Dear nodded.
Ying Muyan went on to say: "These days, Ah Bing knew that you were imprisoned here by me, but he never came to save you. Did you have any thoughts in your heart?"
Ah Bing, dear knows it's Chu Han.
What can she think?Now that he has a beautiful fiancée in his arms, how could he come to save such an insignificant person like her.
"I'm already planning to give up on him and fulfill his happiness." Dear's tone reveals a trace of sigh.
After all, once loved, it is not so easy to give up.
However, she will gradually get used to life without Chu Han.
Ying Muyan frowned slightly, this was not the answer he expected.
"Actually, I lied about some of the things I told you last time. When I tell you the real answer, you will understand why I lied to you."
Dear's brows furrowed slightly, never thinking that Sakuragiyan had lied to himself.However, she did not interrupt Ying Muyan's words.
"The fact that Ah Bing and I are not biological brothers did not lie to you. I am indeed a child picked up by my father and mother on the side of the road. And Ah Bing is indeed not interested in the family company. But I am on the contrary, I am willing to work for you. The company works like a horse, and I am willing to do any hard work. Maybe because A Bing is their own son, they don’t want to hand over the company to me. Until my father died unexpectedly, my ambition slowed down. Slowly developed. Since Ah Bing is not interested in the company, of course the company is mine.”
"In order to get the company, he had to disappear. So, four years ago, I separated him and Rinko Ono, and prepared to attack him when he was alone. Who knew that he ran away and disappeared for four years. I I have been looking for him for a while, but I couldn’t find him. Later, I announced that he had an accident. Since then, I have taken over the company.” Then, a large-scale reform of the company was carried out, and many employees were trained. His talent.
"So, the reason why Chu Han came to S city was because you chased him down?" Dear's expression became more and more serious, and his tone was slightly displeased.
Sakuragiyan nodded.
No wonder, no wonder Chu Han had to live incognito in City S for so long, and he was still unwilling to reveal his past to others.
Fortunately, she believed what Sakuragiyan said before...
"Then why did Chu Han come back again? He knows it's dangerous here." Dear probably guessed Ying Muyan's purpose of imprisoning him, he must be targeting Chu Han.
"Ono Linzi went to S city to look for him some time ago, and the two met. However, he did not come back. My people followed Xiao Yelinzi to find S city, but he came back before finding him. During the period , I have interrogated Ono Linzi, and she kept silent about Ah Bing's whereabouts in City S. She is such an infatuated woman, I am afraid that I will kill his man!" After talking about it, Ying Muyan sneered coldly One sound.
In his heart, he also thought that Chu Han came back because of Rinko Ono.Moreover, as soon as he came back, he immediately rescued Rinko Ono from him.
Thinking of this, he suddenly felt ridiculous.It turned out that his love for dear was nothing more than that.
Sure enough, childhood sweethearts are more important, right? Dear has been imprisoned by him for such a long time, but it's not likely that he will come to save people.
He just felt worthless for dear, having loved such a cowardly man!
These words were very unpleasant to Dear's ears, Ying Muyan wanted to express to himself, did Chu Han come back because of Rinko Ono who would rather ignore the danger?
Oh, she sneered in her heart.
"Linzi Xiao Ye is indeed Ah Bing's fiancée, and they were indeed in love before." He did not lie in this sentence.
As for now, even though Chu Han clearly said that he loved dear that day, his behavior did not make him see his love for dear at all.
"The reason why I brought you here is actually to stimulate Ah Bing. I want him to know how he will react when his favorite woman is in my hands. But on the contrary, he is very calm. I don't know Does he really don't care, or is he just pretending. After taking you upstairs that day, although he asked me what way to save you, I said as long as his life. If he really loves you, he will My own life came to change you. However, he did not come. After so many days, he never thought of coming to save you!"
Dear's brows furrowed deeper and deeper, she finally turned around and stared straight into Sakuragiyan's eyes.
"So, you imprisoned me just to let Chu Han take his own life in exchange for me? Are you so eager for him to die? Don't you have everything now? You already have so much power, why don't you let him go? " dear questioned him coldly.