ASTNovels [352] 1 deep thought: maybe what you said is right
[352] 1 deep thought: maybe what you said is right
【352】One Thought: Maybe what you said is right. "Originally, I also thought I was fucked by him. But after that day, I just remembered that I didn't feel anything on my body. It didn't seem like I had done it. I I asked Sakuragi Yan, but he didn't tell me the truth. However, just now, before he died, he said a word to me.
Chu Han looked at her puzzled, "What are you talking about?"
Dear continued: "He said, he never thought of hurting me..."
Hearing this, the expression on Chu Han's face gradually became serious.
He admitted that the moment he shot Ying Muyan just now, he did think of the dirty words he said before and the dirty things he did to dear.
That's why he shot without hesitation...
If he really didn't do anything to dear, then why did he say that to him on purpose?
Dear seemed to see the doubts in Chu Han's heart, she sighed helplessly, and replied: "Sakura Muyan was just trying to test your feelings for me, but he didn't do anything to me just now. I think , he probably just wanted to provoke you and force you to kill him. He wanted to die in your hands..."
Dear simply explained what Ying Muyan was thinking, but Chu Han's brows were still tightly knit.
He was wondering if what dear said was true...
Sakuragi Yan, really just want to die in his hands?
At the same time, Chu Han picked up the pistol that had slipped beside Ying Muyan.
Just now, he was holding this pistol against dear's forehead.
Thinking of the thrilling scene just now, Chu Han's eyes subconsciously burst into a chill.
He thought that if he wanted to prove that Sakuragi Yan had no intention of killing dear, he would know by checking the gun.
When Chu Han removed the gun, his eyes couldn't help but darken.
There is not a single bullet in the chamber...
In other words, even if the safety catch is pulled, dear will not be life-threatening.
It turns out that, as dear said, Sakuragiyan really didn't intend to hurt her...
Could it be that he really did what dear said, just to die by his hands?
Why on earth did he make such a decision?
Chu Han wanted to break his head, but he couldn't think of any reason.
Dear happened to see Chu Han's actions just now, and she asked in confusion: "What are you doing?"
Chu Han didn't explain anything, but said softly: "Maybe what you said is right..."
This time, he underestimated Ying Muyan.
Dear didn't think much, she turned her head to look at Ying Muyan's body that had gradually turned cold, and gently closed her eyes.
"Chu Han, let's take Ying Muyan back and bury him properly, shall we?" Dear's voice was very soft, so soft that it was unreal.
She thought that this might be the only thing she could do for Ying Muyan.
Chu Han nodded, and looked at dear softly, "Okay, I'll listen to you."
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After dear and Chu Han went down the mountain, Chu Han immediately contacted the cemetery and transported Ying Muyan's body there.
They held a very simple funeral for Ying Muyan, so simple that there were only dear and Chu Han in the entire cemetery.
And they had already changed into black clothes.
Standing in front of Ying Muyan's tombstone, a continuous drizzle suddenly fell from the sky.As if to fit the occasion, the weather has become particularly gloomy, making people feel a sense of suffocation.
Dear quietly looked at the person on the tombstone with a bright smile.
His edges and corners, as well as his eyebrows and eyes, are as evil as ever.
Dear recalled the first time he saw him again, and a bitter smile unconsciously appeared on the corner of his mouth.
She never thought that one day, they would meet in this way.
Heaven and man are separated forever.
Perhaps, he felt that this was his relief.
The two stood for a while, dear didn't think about leaving yet.
Chu Han took a deep look at her beside him, and said helplessly, "Dear, we should go."
Now it's raining again, it's not good to stand here all the time.
Moreover, according to dear's request, he has found a large and quiet cemetery for Ying Muyan.
He felt that he had done his best.
"I'll take one last look at him." Dear replied.
She wants to spend more time with Ying Muyan here, perhaps, this will be the last time the two meet.
Because, she wants to go back to S city to live, she doesn't want to stay in Japan.
This city made her feel inexplicably flustered.
Chu Han didn't speak any more, and stayed with Ying Muyan for a while in the cemetery with dear.
After a while, the two left slowly.
On the way back, dear suddenly remembered something.
It's about Sensoji Temple.
She said to Chu Han: "Do you know that not long ago Ziyi took me to Sensoji Temple."
Chu Han was driving, he listened carefully to dear's words, and asked casually: "Well, what then?"
As if lost in memory, dear went on to say: "Because of curiosity, I drew a lottery in the temple. That lottery was a bad luck lottery. The master who solved the lottery told me that I would have a bloody disaster in the near future."
Dear paused, then continued: "He also said that if it wasn't for me, it would be transferred to the people around me."
At that time, because of fear, Yu Ziyi asked dear to leave her lottery in Sensoji Temple according to the local method.Saying this, her bad luck will be driven away.
Dear unconsciously thought of Sakuragiyan again, maybe she was the one who suffered the bloody disaster instead of him.
She never thought that the lottery would be so effective.
If it is true, I would rather believe what I have than not believe what I don't have.
After hearing what dear said, Chu Han narrowed his eyes slightly, revealing a deep light.
"Dear, everyone has already left, let's stop thinking about that, okay?" Chu Han's voice sounded helplessly.
People can't be resurrected after death, he doesn't want dear to be thinking about Sakuragi Yan all the time.
After all, he is still here as a living person.
Dear raised his eyes and landed on Chu Han's face, but he could only see Chu Han's angular profile.
Pursing her lips, she nodded, "Okay."
Dear didn't speak any more, and the atmosphere in the car fell into silence for a while.
It wasn't until the car drove forward for a certain distance that Dear suddenly said: "When will you be free, will you accompany me to Sensoji Temple again?"
She... still wants to go there to draw another lottery.
Chu Han nodded without hesitation: "Well, after I finish handling the matter at hand, I will accompany you wherever you are going."
Dear finally showed a comfortable smile.
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Chu Han took dear back to his apartment.
He doesn't live in a villa now because he thinks it's too sloppy to be alone.
The purpose of staying in the villa before was to prevent Ying Muyan from finding someone to attack him.That villa has a very good security protection system, and it is very safe for him to live there.
Opening the door of the apartment, dear walked in after Chu Han.
Although the previous bloody clothes were replaced, she still felt a little sticky and uncomfortable.
Dear didn't bother to look at Chu Han's apartment, and asked him where the bathroom was.
Chu Han pointed in the direction of the bathroom, and dear walked in that direction.
Opening the door of the bathroom, filling the bathtub with water, dear took off his clothes and soaked in it.
The warm water wrapped dear's body, giving her a smooth and comfortable feeling.In this comfortable environment, she felt that all the cells in her body were also opened.
So, dear closed his eyes and began to enjoy the warmth.
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After dear went into the bathroom, Chu Han went to the kitchen.
It felt as if it had been a long time since he had shown his cooking skills, and he planned to feast dear again today.
He worked alone in the kitchen for a while until all the dishes were served.
He took another bottle of 82-year-old Lafite on the wine rack, and placed two red wine glasses along the way.
After everything was done, Chu Han patted his hands with a smile on his lips.
He sat in the restaurant seat, waiting for dear to come out to eat.But after waiting for a while, he felt strange.
Almost half an hour had passed since he entered the kitchen and started working.Later, he also waited for about 10 minutes.Logically speaking, dear should have come out of the bathroom long ago.
So, with a hint of doubt, Chu Han walked slowly towards the bathroom.
He raised his hand and knocked on the door of the bathroom, but there was no response.
He continued to knock a few more times, and called dear's name a few times by the way, but there was still no response.
The eyebrows couldn't help but wrinkled, he was worried that something happened to Dear inside.
He twisted the doorknob, only to find that dear hadn't locked the bathroom door.
Chu Han opened the door directly, and rushed into the bathroom without thinking about it.
Unexpectedly, he actually saw a very evocative scene - a picture of a beauty coming out of the bath.
Dear is standing on the edge of the bathtub, Bai Xi's tender skin exudes a seductive luster under the warm light in the bathroom.
The water droplets on her body flowed down slowly along the curve of her body, crystal clear.
At this moment, she didn't even realize that there was a man standing behind her, staring closely at her graceful body with a wolf-like expression.
She took a towel and wiped the water stains on her body in a comfortable mood. Before she could finish wiping, a big hand suddenly wrapped around her waist.
Dear lowered his head subconsciously, and recognized the owner of these hands at a glance.
Thinking that she was naked now, and then in such an intimate posture with the man, she blushed with embarrassment.
At this moment, Chu Han suddenly lowered his head, put his mouth against dear's ear, and whispered softly: "dear, you are so beautiful..."
The warm breath lingered in her ears, coupled with Chu Han's words of praise, made dear's heart flutter for a while, and his body couldn't help trembling slightly.
"I haven't got my clothes on yet, what are you doing here?" Dear won't realize how soft his tone is at the moment, as if with a hint of coquettishness.
Chu Han was very satisfied with dear's change, he smiled, "Seeing that you haven't come out for so long, I'm worried about you. I called you outside just now, but you didn't hear me." He simply explained to dear.
This posture is too intimate, and dear is really not used to it, she covers Chu Han's hand, ready to let his hand open.
"You'd better go out first, I'll be fine soon."
Unexpectedly, not only did Chu Han not open his hands completely, but he also boldly set fire to dear's body.
Yes, just now when he saw dear's hot body, he had already reacted.
He's a normal man, and he hasn't done that kind of thing for so long.Now, with such a good opportunity in front of him, of course he had to do something.
Seeing how bold Chu Han's actions were, dear probably knew what he wanted to do to him.Although there was some resistance in my heart at first, I still had Chu Han in my heart after all.In the end, he still couldn't bear his teasing, and his whole body went limp.
With this venue, Chu Han directly pressed his dear against the cold wall behind him.
After a burst of passionate kisses, Dear's sanity has long since been thrown away for nine days.
Then, she was hugged by Chu Han on the sink.This position coincided with Chu Han, and the two of them felt an unprecedented joy.The back was tightly against the cold mirror.While the whole body is hot, it is also in the cold.
She thought, this is probably the feeling of ice and fire.
I don't know how long I have been doing it, dear just feels that this time Chu Han is working harder than ever before.Until the last moment, the two reached the cloud of happiness together.
Hugging Chu Han tightly, the two of them panted heavily at the same time.
The whole body is wet with sweat, dear thought, this bath is probably for nothing.
So, Chu Han held dear and took a shower again.
While taking a bath, she was squeezed dry by Chu Han again.
Dear thought in his heart, really can't underestimate the fighting power of this man...
As for Chu Han, he just couldn't bear the allure of the body in front of him...
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When he got out of the bathroom, dear was already limp and didn't want to move anymore.
Of course, it was Chu Han who carried her into his bathroom.
Her body has been dried by him, and she is lying on his big bed at the moment.
"Are you hungry? I made dinner and brought it for you to eat?" Chu Han's voice was very soft, and the light in his eyes could be so gentle that water could be squeezed out.
Dear shook her head, "No, I really want to sleep." As she spoke, she closed her eyes.
Knowing that he had exhausted her just now, Chu Han didn't say anything more.
Reaching out to rub dear's soft hair, he got up and left the bedroom.
In fact, dear is really exhausted.So, shortly after she closed her eyes, she fell asleep peacefully.
After Chu Han left the bedroom, he went to the restaurant to pack up the dishes he had carefully prepared.
Originally, it was intended to let dear have a full meal, but in the end he had a 'full meal' instead.
A satisfied smile gradually overflowed from the corner of his mouth.
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When he returned to the bedroom, he saw dear sleeping soundly.
Her petite body was wrapped under his quilt, and he could only see a small bump.
Striding forward, Chu Han took off his clothes and lay down next to dear.
Facing his body towards dear, he held dear's small body in his arms.
Never before has he felt so secure at this moment.
Every day from now on, he can be with dear like this.
very nice……
The corners of his mouth curled up slightly, and Chu Han slowly closed his eyes.
This night is bound to be a good night's sleep.
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The next morning, dear woke up in a warm embrace.
Looking up, he saw Chu Han's sharp-edged face.
He hadn't woken up yet, his long and narrow eyes were closed, and his thin lips were slightly pursed.
Suddenly, she had a prank idea.
She was just about to get up to get something to paint on Chu Han's face when her body suddenly became heavy and was brought down by a big hand.He fell on the soft bed, and happened to fall into someone's arms again.
At the same time, dear saw Chu Han's eyes opened.
"You, you're awake!" Dear said with a guilty conscience.
"What do you want to do?" Chu Han's mouth slightly curled up.
Dear didn't want Chu Han to know what he was thinking just now, so he smiled embarrassingly: "Of course I got up to wash up, look outside, the sun is shining on my butt..."
Chu Han really glanced out of the window, um... the sun is indeed a bit dazzling.
However, he didn't intend to get up, but hugged dear's waist tightly, buried his face in her chest and rubbed: "Well, sleep with me for a while." Chu Han's voice was languid lazy breath.
Dear had no choice but to continue to lie on the bed with Chu Han and sleep for a while.
Until dear's cell phone beside the bed rang, like a death-stimulating bell, it was an unstoppable trend.
Dear picked up the phone and answered it. After listening for a long time, her eyes suddenly changed, and she sat up straight from the bed.
"Mom, what you said is true?!" Dear's voice suddenly became trembling.
Chu Han felt something was wrong, and he also sat up from the bed.
Looking into dear's small face, she saw that her face instantly turned pale, and there was another faint knot between her brows.
"Okay, I'll go back, Ma Shan, don't worry about it."
After hanging up the phone, dear anxiously picked up the clothes and put them on himself.
Because I was in a hurry, I couldn't put it on anyway.
Dear was annoyed for a while, but Chu Han found it a little funny.
Looking at this picture, why do you feel that dear's clothes seem to have a grudge against her?
"What's the rush? Look at you, you don't even know how to wear clothes." Chu Han teased with a smile.
Then, he picked up dear's clothes and thoughtfully helped her put them on.
While Chu Han was helping her get dressed, Dear said, "Mom just told me that my brother was in a car accident."
Chu Han's hands, which were buttoning dear's underwear, froze slightly, and his expression suddenly changed, with a solemn look on his face, "Is the boss okay?" He asked worriedly.
Originally, he always felt sorry for his boss for his sudden departure.
Because, he once promised that he would never leave his side and be his subordinate for the rest of his life.
Now, he actually had a car accident...
Dear frowned and said: "It is said that he was not rescued, but the strange thing is that the body of the eldest brother has disappeared..."
If he was not rescued, it meant that Gu Jingzhen was dead.But where did his body go?
Although Chu Han also had doubts in his heart, he knew that dear still had something to say.
So, he continued to ask: "What else?"
Dear replied: "It's been several days. Mom didn't tell sister-in-law about the disappearance of brother's body, but said that brother is no longer there. As a result, sister-in-law was found committing suicide in her room today..."