Leng Shaodu loves the genuine daughter

Chapter 118 Suffering

Time has always been an existence that can't be seen at a glance. In the bedroom of Lu Xing's apartment, because of the quarrel with his brother Ye Dong just now, I don't know whether it was because of crying for too long or because of too much mental burden. Disappeared little by little, and Lu Xing, who was accompanying him carefully at the moment, was sitting on the side of the bed.

Recalling that it had been a long time since Lu Xing had looked at his bookworm so closely, in the unusually quiet atmosphere at this moment, Lu Xing's slender fingers thoughtfully fiddled with the falling flowers on the bed sheet, and the two fingers of his left hand lightly Rubbing his cheeks and rubbing his temples with his index finger, under the soft light of the wall lamp, he felt that his beloved's whole body seemed to be covered with a white halo.

As far as Lu Xing is concerned, he doesn't know much about the title of brother and the feelings that come with it. Even if the relationship between him and Lu Yan is not too close, it is not very alienated. It is a pity that the growing environment is too independent He may not be able to fully understand the brother-sister friendship between Ye Dong and the nerd, but he can feel that the so-called childhood and childhood memories of knowing each other and sharing weal and woe are unforgettable. When faced with the decision to disobey his brother for the first time, he was extremely timid but still stubbornly resisted.

Just as Lu Xing was thinking, An Xia who was lying on the bed had gradually regained consciousness, looking feebly at the person guarding her side, vaguely distinguishing, the red and swollen eye sockets did not allow her to distinguish Lu Xing immediately. OK.

"Are you awake? How do you feel, is it better??"

When the voice came, Lu Xing clearly felt the disappointed look of the person lying on the bed flashed by. He knew that he had just woken up, but he still regarded him as Lu Yan in his consciousness.

"Fortunately, it's just that the realization is a bit trance, and everything is hazy with a layer of water vapor..."

An Xia's voice was a little hoarse with a little sour taste.

"Crying like that, my eyes are swollen, but it should be temporary, don't worry."

The guilty An Xia realized the fact that he had regarded Lu Xing as Lu Yan before, so he deliberately turned his head to the wall instead of looking at the figure around him.

"I'm sorry, really, sorry..."

After a subtle silence, Lu Xing started to whisper. Lu Xing was a little dazed. He didn't expect that the person in front of him would apologize to him again and again. He knew that this was the last thing he wanted to hear. Lu Xing would rather her against her will. It is not the most unacceptable apology. You must know that when your loved one says sorry, it means that you will never be able to touch and stop in her world.

"You rest, I'll go out first."

"Lu Xing, I think I should tell you."

"No need, I know what you want to say."

At this moment, Lu Xing, who is in a state of confusion, has lost control emotionally. He doesn't want to be alone with his beloved when his emotions are extremely irrational. He resists instinctively. his heart.

"Even if he is not around, my mind is full of his shadow. It is a continuous flowing river. I can't stop thinking about him. I don't know why this is the case, but you have the right to know the truth. There are some hidden signals. It's clear to me, but it's not because I don't respond, it's just because you are not the one who can respond."

"Do you have to look directly at the relationship between us so cruelly? After losing my brother who just came back from the dead, do you still want to get rid of my existence together? Is it true that in your world, as long as Is it enough to have him alone?!"

Sure enough, when he temporarily loses his mind, he will still release the feelings hidden in his heart. This night is destined to carry on the sadness to the end. This situation is not what Lu Xing wants to see. The extraordinarily cold feeling runs through the whole Body, Lu Xing tried to calm himself down as much as possible, but looking at the tear-stained person lying on the bed, he obviously wanted to reach out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, but he couldn't take another step.

When Lu Yan withdrew his gaze from An Xia's body, he could clearly see the tears flowing from the corners of her eyes, and the fingers around the quilt corners had turned pale due to too much force. Lu Xing was terrified at this moment, worried What she just said will make her disappointed in herself. At this moment, he is like a thorn in his back, it's terrible, and he can't believe that he will say such vicious words just now.

"I don't want to face you with such emotions. Just now... I said something too harshly. Ye Dong has gone out. I'd better send you to his side."

He didn't expect things to develop into such a situation at all. The time flowed by his fingertips every minute and every second. Lu Xing was a little afraid to probe An Xia's emotions, and silently withdrew his eyes from the bed several times. He didn't want to see the other party Whether it is happy or sad, because the person who can restrain these emotions is unlikely to be Lu Xing.

"No, I'll call him, thank you."

The voice is very low and hoarse, but Lu Xing can hear it clearly. After the previous "sorry", it turned out to be a "thank you" between strangers. This should be left by her before dawn The last sentence, Lu Xing didn't raise his head, but his knuckle-boned hands were tightly clenched into fists. At that moment, Lu Xing felt his whole heart was in dull pain, and even the air was mixed with panic and tears. pain.

With the sound of the bedroom door closing, An Xia withdrew the indifference she had just exuded forcefully. This feeling made her suffer a lot, and it also made her inexplicably sad. Too many strong actions of her brother happened tonight, which made her unacceptable Lu Xing's frankness made her heart ache. A series of questions were thrown at her at the same time. In a second, she wanted to be an ostrich and bury her head. Everyone knows the truth of deception, but it's a pity that she can't control it...

After reaching out and touching the pillow for a long time, she realized that the phone was always in the pocket of her trousers, so An Xia buried her head in the quilt, took out the phone and looked at the light blue light flashing on the phone screen in the dark, and then it was very difficult. After pressing a familiar number, the time displayed on the phone is 51:[-] in the morning.

When An Xia was about to connect, he quickly pressed the hang up button. Would he be resting at such a late hour? Would he still be bothering him at this time?

Even in a very familiar place, everyone will still feel an inexplicable sense of fear when everything around them is shrouded in darkness. After Lu Xing closed the bedroom door, he realized that the entire apartment was immersed in darkness. Emotions made his heart stuffy, as if he couldn't breathe, something choked his throat, it seems that tonight he undoubtedly pushed his beloved away from his side...

Lu Xing closed his eyes in the dark when he stretched out his hand to hold the handrail of the stairs. On the empty stairs, he let the tears flow down his cheeks. The few emotions he experienced twice were all because of the same person. For a moment, he hated himself for being so humble in exchange for affection, and even pushed his beloved into Lu Yan's arms, which undoubtedly pushed him into the abyss. Then there was a faint yellow light on the stairs and corridors in an instant, but it was a pity that it couldn't illuminate the depths of Lu Xing's heart at the moment. Because of emotions, the body's reaction speed was far behind the brain's instructions. Feeling precarious, Lu Xing stopped walking with a wry smile and self-mockery.

"It feels like a lifetime away. Is it the same feeling every time my mother left me?"

When he returned to the closed space, Lu Xing locked the door of the guest room and closed the curtains. He didn't want to be disturbed by anyone's voice. The whole space was dark, and there was his faint breath, the sound of even breathing. Up and down, Lu Xing, who was a little distracted at this time, was extraordinarily calm, and he threw his whole body on the bed...

About an hour and a half later, in the haze, Lu Xing heard a slight sound of going downstairs, which seemed like a world away, followed by the sound of the apartment door opening.

Could it be Lu Yan? !Maybe Ye Dong came back, Lu Xing instinctively sat up from the bed, but before he stood up, he heard the sound of music talking, even though he suppressed the sound, he could still hear it clearly.

"Xia'er, are you crying?"

This voice is too familiar, the originally cold and contemptuous tone will only become so gentle and indifferent in front of An Xia, Lu Yan is still here!

At the moment at the door of Lu Xing's apartment, after seeing An Xia with red and swollen eyes, the tired Lu Yan was slightly stunned for a moment, stretched out his hand and embraced her petite body into his chest, comforting her meaningfully Emotions.

"Take me out of here, I miss you, I miss you so much..."

At this moment, the moonlight is more eye-catching in the darkness. Through the door of Lu Xing's apartment, it shines on the two people who are embracing each other. Jingyi is indifferent, like a beautiful and delicate person who can't bear to disturb...

"Is there anything to pack?"

Lu Yan's voice was full of pampering, his chin rubbed back and forth between An Xia's neck, and his warm breath was close to An Xia's earlobe.

The person in his arms didn't answer, but shook his head after being silent for a few seconds. An Xia reached out and tried to surround Lu Yan, but unfortunately it didn't work. Lu Xing, who was separated by a door not far away, was forcing him To imagine the scene outside that door, he convinced himself that everything outside those doors had nothing to do with him!

"Take me away!"

A look of worry flashed in the depths of the handsome and unruly eyes, but it was quickly replaced. It was [-]:[-] in the morning when Lu Yan received An Xia's call. At that time, he had just closed his eyes and had a short nap, listening When the phone rang, he realized that it should be An Xia's call. Without hesitation, he picked up the coat on the back of the chair and answered the phone while walking. After a short breath, he heard an extremely hoarse voice. The voice was crying.

"Come and pick me up."

The simple four words were uttered after a long time of deliberation, and Lu Yan answered the two words in an extremely gentle tone: Wait for me! !

For two people who love each other, often a look or an expression can convey the message they want to express, and they understand each other. At this moment, after receiving the call, after a few minutes of hesitation, they heard An Xia's voice. The voice, Lu Yan tacitly understood that An Xia needed him more than ever. The moment he hung up the phone, Lu Yan wished that he could have Doraemon's arbitrary door and immediately appear beside An Xia. He didn't know how he drove the car out of the parking lot. He only knew that he ran several red lights in a row on sporadic roads in the night, and he didn't care about the consequences. Safe, worried about whether Ye Dong would agree with him to take An Xia away, and even worried about whether Lu Xing would hurt An Anxin...

But when the door of the apartment was opened and An Xia with red and swollen eyes and mottled tears appeared, Lu Yan didn't know how to speak. He just wanted to hug this person who was more important than his own life. Disappearing in this hug, no one can understand that Lu Yan, who has always been arrogant and indifferent, would also be so panicked, and with a muffled nasal voice, Lu Yan asked the person in his arms: "Xia'er, are you crying? "