Chapter 572
Chapter 572
Lu Jianshen didn't speak.
He turned around and carried his back directly.
Chen Zheng reached out and knocked on the door.
Soon, Nan Xi's voice came from inside: "Please come in!"
When Chen Zheng entered, the door was not closed, it was ajar.
In other words, Lu Jianshen can enter whenever he wants.
"Young Madam still has leg cramps these days, can't you sleep well?" Chen Zheng asked.
Nan Xi shook her head: "No, on the contrary, I actually slept pretty well these days."
Chen Zheng froze for a moment.
But soon, he thought of the reason.
"Young madam, in fact, the young master brought me up just now."
Nan Xi suddenly looked at him, seemingly in disbelief: "He brought you up? What about the others?"
"If my guess is correct, the young master should be standing outside the door now, and he hasn't left."
Indeed, Lu Jianshen was leaning his back against the wall at this moment, his tall figure had long since lost his usual tall and handsome appearance, and instead looked a bit lonely and decadent.
He held a cigarette between his knuckle fingers, lifted it slightly, and then took a violent puff.
In less than 10 minutes, he had already smoked two cigarettes.
While swallowing clouds and mist, those eyes looked extraordinarily deep and sad.
Although the door was ajar, the room was well insulated, so he couldn't hear the slightest sound from inside.
The more this happened, the more tortured I felt.
It was as if thousands of ants were devouring his heart, and every second was extremely painful.
Several times, he wanted to rush in without hesitation.
But in the end, he held back again.
In the room, Nan Xi sat on a chair and read a book.
The book was flipping page by page.
In the room, it was extremely quiet, except for the occasional friction of books.
After a long time, Chen Zheng broke the silence.
"If my guess is right, the Young Madam is playing with the Young Master!"
Nan Xi put down her hands, and said calmly: "I'm not angry, in fact, I'm just wronged, and I feel that there is nowhere to vent all kinds of sadness and discomfort."
"Chen Zheng, why? Why can he just forget me, and then turn around and fall in love with other people."
"You said, if I forget him, I will fall in love with others"
However, in the middle of speaking, Nanxi shook her head.
With a bitter smile: "No, even if I lose my memory, I won't fall in love with anyone else."
Apart from him, she had never loved anyone else in her life.
But in his heart, he had pretended to be many people.
"Chen Zheng, do you think I'm contradictory? When he lost his memory, I just want him to recover his memory and remember me as soon as possible."
"Now he really recovered his memory, but I suddenly became hypocritical."
Chen Zheng looked at her distressedly.
His voice, like the breeze in May, is gentle and warm.
"Young lady, don't blame yourself."
"I know, you just love the young master too much, that's why you are so brooding about some things, there is no way to forget them."
"I can tell that even after amnesia, the young master still loves you. The reason why I chose Zhou Xiaojing is only because of a man's guilt, self-blame, and irreparable debt, not love."
"Really?" Nanxi smiled, she didn't know.
Chen Zheng sat in the room for an hour, and chatted with Nan Xi for a while.
When he went out, he just turned around when he saw Lu Jianshen standing by the door.
He was dressed in black, hidden in the night, and he could barely see it if he didn't look carefully.
"Master!" Chen Zheng shouted respectfully.
p; Lu Jianshen stared at him with a pair of eagle-like eyes, which were extremely sharp.
There was a cold breath all over his body, and his tightly pursed thin lips showed his full forbearance.
After a while, he said, "Come with me."
In the study, before Lu Jianshen could speak, Chen Zheng took the lead to confess: "Master, Young Madam is in a bad mood, I just chatted with her for a while."
Lu Jianshen raised his eyes and examined him carefully.
Then he said: "I heard that after I left, Lin Xiao arranged for you to protect Xixi, and then you stayed by her side all the time."
"Yes."
"Nianqing and Simu said that you know all about Xixi and take good care of her."
Chen Zheng leaned slightly: "Just doing my duty, after all, the task I received was to take care of everything about the young lady."
"Well, tell me everything that happened from the first day you came to her to today."
He had been absent from her life for too long.
Hope it's not too late.
He wanted to make up.
He wanted to know more about how she spent when he was not around.
"Okay." Chen Zheng nodded: "There is a lot to say, so the young master must be prepared to listen for a long time."
"I'll keep listening no matter how long it takes."
That night, the lights in the study stayed on all night.
The coffee in Lu Jianshen's cup was refilled one cup after another.
However, he didn't feel sleepy at all.
There is only pain in that beating heart.
Endless, endlessly spreading pain, twisted and twisted, like a thin thread, wrapped around his entire heart, and then suddenly contracted and tightened.
During his absence, his Xixi had experienced so much and endured so much.
How helpless and desperate she must have been.
Later, when she finally found him, she should have been happy and full of expectations.
But he actually forgot her, and said so many cruel things to her, and did so many cruel things.
"Xixi, everything is all my fault."
Clenching his fists tightly, Lu Jianshen secretly swore in his heart: No matter what, he will definitely get his wife back.
The next day, just after Nanxi finished her breakfast and put down her chopsticks, Lu Jianshen had already walked up to her and opened her mouth.
"Let me accompany you to the prenatal checkup!"
Nanxi asked in astonishment: "How do you know I'm going to have a maternity checkup today?"
"I asked Chen Zheng." He replied.
In fact, he had read her medical records several times.
Then keep the days of the postpartum examination firmly in mind.
Because it is the late pregnancy, check more frequently.
In addition, Nanxi was worried about the baby, so he would go there every two or three days.
"No, I'd better let Chen Zheng accompany me!"
"You haven't been there for a long time, and you are not familiar with many procedures. Chen Zheng is more familiar than you. I feel at ease with him here."
Nanxi's words almost seemed to have stabbed a knife in Lu Jianshen's heart.
No blood was seen, but the needles hurt.
Yes, he was absent from her pregnancy, and from their daughter for too long.
It's an ordinary pregnancy test that can no longer be ordinary, but he doesn't know anything about it.
He was a very bad husband.
Not even a bodyguard around him.
Clenching his fists, Lu Jianshen said, "Xixi, I can learn."
"There is no need for this. The pregnancy test is more than half over, and there are only the last few weeks left. Just let Chen Zheng follow."
Opening his lips, Lu Jianshen wanted to say something more, but found that his lips seemed to be stuck with glue, and he couldn't utter a word.
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