Chapter 539 Do you want me to go in and wash it for you?
Chapter 539 Do you want me to go in and wash it for you?
Su Mi's already hot face became dry again, but she still complied with him: "Second Uncle."
He couldn't help but leaned down and pecked her soft white and delicate pink cheeks: "Do you want me to go in and wash it for you?"
Is this person opening a dyeing workshop for some color?She quickly lowered her head: "No need." She hugged her clothes and went in.
Huo Shenxiu bent his eyes, watched her close the bathroom door, first called Su Jinhang with his mobile phone, and reported that he was safe.
Su Jinhang learned that the two had met, and Mimi was fine, so he breathed a sigh of relief, and asked Mimi what she wanted to do with him.
Huo Shenxiu wanted to protect Su Mi's dignity, so how could he speak so carefully? Could it be that your sister flew to Jingzhou just to have a baby with him?
Besides, Xiao Subao may not relapse now, and he doesn't want to move out and make one more person worry about it.
He just said lightly: "It's nothing. Xiao Subao was hospitalized suddenly this time, and she became ill suddenly, which made her a little impatient and messed up."
Su Jinhang didn't say anything more, Mimi has gradually softened towards Huo Shenxiu recently, and he, as an older brother, also sees it.
It's just that I didn't expect to be so anxious to run to Huo Shenxiu's place for comfort.
After hanging up the phone, Huo Shenxiu remembered that Su Mi said that her phone was broken, so she glanced at the small bag she was carrying, took out her phone, and tried it for her.
Sure enough, it was completely broken, and it was no longer worth repairing.
He placed an order for her and bought a newest mobile phone, which will be delivered later by same-day express for her convenience.
Then, he put her broken mobile phone back into the bag, but his fingers accidentally brought out something and dropped it on the carpet.
Pick it up, it's a white medicine bottle.
The name of the drug above is a bit familiar.
Although he had never taken this medicine himself, it was not unfamiliar to him at all.
Because, the adoptive mother Pei Suqing once ate it.
...
In the bathroom, Su Mi took a shower and changed into new clothes. She came out and saw Huo Shenxiu sitting on the sofa, lost in thought. A white medicine bottle suddenly trembled and stood still.
That was her antidepressant.
She was afraid that depression would break out at any time, so she brought Jingzhou along with her, but she didn't expect to be discovered by him.
It was a scar she had never thought of mentioning to him.
If possible, I don't want him to know for the rest of my life.
Seeing her coming out, Huo Shenxiu's eyes drifted away for a while before concentrating. Ang Chang stood up and raised the bottle in his hand, his voice was a little unsteady:
"Are you eating this?"
She pulled back her thoughts and rushed over a few steps, trying to grab the medicine bottle:
"...No, I prescribed the medicine for others..."
Huo Shenxiu turned his hand away, and looked coldly at her making up a lie that even elementary school students would not believe: "The medicine bottle is already opened, how could it be opened for someone else?"
Su Mi's face changed, but she was still arguing: "...it's just an ordinary anti-inflammatory drug. I took it to cool down the temperature a few days ago. I have a cold and my throat hurts..."
He twisted her wrist and interrupted: "This is an antidepressant drug. It is taken by patients with depression."
Seeing that he knew about it, Su Mi finally stopped talking.
"What's the matter, why are you eating this? Do you have depression?" His tone became even more unsteady, and his hand holding her was shaking slightly.
Because Pei Suqing suffers from depression, no one knows better than him how much this disease can hurt people and how painful it can be.
Even more uncomfortable than physical illness.
He could torture a gentle woman into a lunatic for life!
Wasn't it also because of Pei Suqing's illness that he was abused when he was young?
Therefore, when he saw this medicine just now, he was more frightened than ordinary people!
Mimi looks so normal, how could she have such a disease?
Su Mi adjusted her mood, then raised her head, and said slowly: "Do you still remember, a few days ago you asked me why I was angry, why I refused to forgive you, and I didn't want to start over with you. There are some things I didn't say Complete."
Of course he remembers.
At that time, she confided about her bitterness of being a child with Xiao Subao in the past four years, but then she hesitated to speak, and said nothing more.
"What I didn't finish talking at the time was this matter," she settled down and continued:
"After I gave birth to Xiaosubao, I suffered from postpartum depression for a while. When it was the worst, I wanted to commit suicide. I was afraid that my brother would worry about this, so I didn't tell anyone about it. Fortunately, I survived. Later, Xiaosu Bao was sick, and I had another attack, but for the sake of Xiao Subao, I survived."
"In the past few years, I have been doing different jobs, writing official accounts, being a designer, getting an aromatherapist qualification certificate, and being a tutor for children... In fact, it is not only for making money, but also for myself to do more things. Distraction, doctors say, can help with postpartum depression."
"After that, I didn't relapse for a long time. I didn't expect that because of Xiao Subao's incident in the past two days, my mood became a little unstable again, so I took two more medicines and wanted to suppress it in advance."
Huo Shenxiu's heart was struck by lightning, and it took him a long time to calm down, and he looked at her directly:
"So, even if you know the truth four years ago, that I never betrayed you, and that I stayed in the Jin family to avenge and protect you, you still don't want to come back to me...Is it because of depression?"
Su Mi stared at the ground in front of her:
"Your adoptive mother Pei Suqing abused you because of depression, and finally committed suicide because of depression. You know better than anyone else the harm depression can bring to people."
"In this world, the most painful is not the depressed patient, but the family of the depressed patient."
"I don't want you to suffer again from the pain you suffered as a teenager."
"I'm with you. If one day the depression recurs again, you will be the one who suffers."
Huo Shenxiu's thick eyelashes flicked violently.
So, after she knew the truth, she forgave herself a long time ago?
Just because you don't want to bring him any harm, you keep a distance from yourself?
He circled her petite palm, held it backwards, and pulled it heavily into his arms: "
"Mimi, it's just postpartum depression, many people have it. It's okay."
When she looked up, her eyes were full of tears: "Of course you said that now. If it happens, I will not be like this now. I will lose my temper, be willful, mess around, get jealous, and even want to Hit you, can you bear me too?"
Huo Shenxiu bent his lips to tease her: "Even if you don't have this disease, it's the same, don't I bear it?"
She was so angry that she curled up in a fan circle and beat his chest, sobbing again: "You don't know, when I was at my worst, I wanted to commit suicide, and I tried twice...but luckily, I was discovered by my neighbors. In case... I have another attack, it is still very serious, and I may run to commit suicide like your adoptive mother... so, can you accept it?"
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