Chapter 884 Am I Still Eligible To Have Children?
Chapter 884 Am I Still Eligible To Have Children?
Fu Dai smiled happily: "I voluntarily."
In the country M bar, when he helped her drive away gangsters, she fell in love with this man at first sight.
From now on, she doesn't mind whether it's his intentional deception or everything he does.
There is only one thing she cares about, whether she and him can last forever.
As she spoke, she raised her hand and caressed his skinny cheek after being imprisoned for a few days:
"Even if you don't really like me, but you are only with me to pay off your debts and to cling to the powerful, even if the marriage with me in the past few years is just a show to me every day, I don't care."
"To be honest, in fact, when I found out that you have a fiancee, I was mentally prepared. The one you really love may always be the woman surnamed Gu. She is more beautiful, capable, and outstanding than me. In the future, I will be an excellent doctor in the industry, and as for me, apart from the status of a princess, to be honest, there is no place that can compare to her."
"So, even if you really love her and just use me, I won't be surprised."
"I like you, it's my own business, it has nothing to do with you."
Every word she said came from the heart without resentment.
Tong Shiran's facial muscles trembled, and suddenly he raised his hand to grab his wife's wrist, and slowly slid it down:
"So, do you want to hear what I really think?"
Fu Dai's pupils moved and she looked at him.
Tong Shiran's tone was slightly choked, and he tried his best to control his emotions:
"I met you in country M. I learned that your father is the crown prince of this country, and I found out that you have a good impression of me. I admit that I really moved my mind at the beginning. I wanted to use you to pay off the debt, save the company, and make a comeback. The company , is my painstaking effort for many years, I really can't bear to give up just like that."
"Later, according to your arrangement, I changed my identity by feigning death, and got the approval of the royal family to marry you."
"At the beginning, I admitted that I did feel guilty towards Gu Qingruo. That woman is another promise I made. I once promised her that I would quit the entertainment industry if I made enough money. I would marry her in a fair way and live with her. I lived a stable life, but now, I have failed, and it is impossible to say that I am not guilty."
As he spoke, he couldn't control himself suddenly, and burst into tears, feeling guilty:
"I even thought about asking you to help me pay off my debts after I was with you, and I would re-establish the company and try to find a way to divorce you, or just like what you planned for me, to fake my death again and escape you."
Fu Dai showed a calm and understanding look on her face, she didn't resent him at all, but she was very happy to hear his sincerity.
Tong Shiran's eyes flushed:
"But... as I live with you day by day, I realize that I really can't do it..."
"I don't know when it will start, but I actually really like you."
"Besides, I can't extricate myself."
"Every morning, seeing your face when you wake up makes me feel good."
"Every night, seeing you sleeping soundly, I can fall asleep with peace of mind."
"I paid off my debts a long time ago, and I have the capital to make a comeback. I thought your use value was over. But I still can't bear to leave you."
"These years, I despised myself and couldn't accept myself...I obviously have a fiancée, and I just plan to use you, why do I still like you... Gu Qingruo thought I was dead, so I may have been living in pain all these years, But because I fell in love with a woman I used, I couldn't leave her.... I'm a half-hearted piece of shit, really despicable and disgusting."
He slightly bent down his tall body and hugged his temples, with a painful expression and anxious tone:
"Because of this, after marriage, I said that I don't want to have children for the time being."
"It's not that I don't want to have children with you... I really hate myself like this. I'm a beast, and both women have been hurt. Am I still qualified to have children like this? What kind of children can I have? I'm afraid that one day, you will hate me when you learn of Gu Qingruo's existence and that I have cheated you, then, at that time, the child will become your shame and burden to you."
Fu Dai burst into tears, but her tearful eyes were filled with a never-before-seen smile.
It turned out that he liked himself.
All these years, it turned out that she was not alone in wishful thinking.
Every detail of his tenderness to her, she originally thought that she had to please herself.
It turned out that it was all from the heart.
He also fell in love with himself a long time ago, but he was burdened with guilt towards Gu Qingruo and couldn't extricate himself.
Unable to control it, she threw herself into his arms and hugged his neck tightly:
"How can I hate you..."
Tong Shiran held her face in his hands and wiped away the tears on her face.
Huo Shenxiu was silent.
I don't know what to say.
This couple, who have been married for five years, have always been in love, but have been cheating on each other, until now, they have only spoken their truth.
After a while, I had to break up the couple:
"Have you finished? Go back to the guild hall first. I've made an agreement with the crown prince, and I will arrange for you to return home tomorrow morning."
Tong Shiran didn't look at him, and gently wiped away the remaining tears on his wife's face in an unhurried manner, then turned around slowly, and solemnly begged Huo Shenxiu:
"Before I go back to Country M, can I go and see Gu Qingruo?"
**
In the hospital, Su Mi heard Han Fei talk about the whole incident that happened in the building on Zhuyuan Street on the phone that day.
In this love triangle, she thought that Fu Dai, the most innocent and innocent victim——
He is the biggest informer and arranger.
This was something she hadn't thought of before.
The two have their own concerns and deceive each other, but love each other deeply.
And the most pitiful one is of course Gu Qingruo.
Before hanging up the phone, Han Fei said again: "Oh yes, Second Lord Tong Shiran will come to your hospital tonight. Before returning home, he wants to visit Dr. Gu."
After hanging up the phone, Su Mi was lost in thought.
His mind was full of what Han Fei had just said.
The medicine that has just been infused has a calming and sleep-promoting effect. As I think about it, my eyelids droop and my consciousness gradually spreads.
Before he knew it, the darkness in front of him gradually brightened.
She knew that she, who hadn't been in a dream for a long time, was brought into a dream again by the power of Huan Yan.
Following the light, she walked forward, and the scene in front of her gradually expanded and became clear.
In the countryside with beautiful mountains and rivers, a woman carrying a bamboo basket whispers reluctantly with a young man at the entrance of the village, as if she is seeing him off.
It's not like modern times, but it's not the ancient times of the Jin Dynasty either.
It's like the modern times decades ago, the era when wars were chaotic and the city walls were frequently replaced with king's banners.
The woman has a round face and big eyes, is pretty and charming, and behaves innocently, but her clothes are plain and patched in a few places. She looks like a village girl from an ordinary background.
The man was wearing gold-rimmed glasses, a white shirt, and gray trousers, but he looked like a scholar, like a city boy. There were only a few shallow scars on his forehead, back of his hands, and neck, as if he had been seriously injured before.
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