I was on top of your heart

Chapter 116 Who moves her, dies [2 in 1]

In the end, Yu Wan felt that Lin Ran's proposal was not good enough.

Perhaps in the eyes of others, Yu Wan's dependence on Xu Junxian will give people the illusion that she likes Xu Junxian.

But Yu Wan knew very well that she had no affection for Xu Junxian.

The reason why Yu Wan can accept Xu Junxian's touch is because Xu Junxian is the only one of the opposite sex who does not resist when she resists being touched by a man.

The kidnapping and almost being molested that year still brought Yu Wan a psychological shadow.

After being rescued, Yu Wan resisted being touched by men for a long period of time.

Not even her adoptive father, Yu Zhenguo.

If Yu Zhenguo touches Yu Wan even a little, she will curl up like a frightened bird.

Only when Xu Junxian touches her, Yu Wan will not be afraid.

Because when Yu Wan was most desperate, it was Xu Junxian who saved her.

Yu Wan will never forget that ten-year-old boy squatting in front of her with his face covered in blood, raised his hand to stroke her head, and said very gently, "Don't be afraid, brother is here."

One brother, one brother.

From that time on, Yu Wan really treated each other like a brother.

If you feel wronged, tell him.

She also told him who bullied her.

Every time, Xu Junxian protects her.

Xu Junxian is not Yu Wan's real brother, so Yu Wan's feelings for him are easily misunderstood by the world.

After all, in this world, love without relatives can easily be misunderstood as love between a man and a woman.

If she had never loved Huo Yan, maybe Yu Wan would also regard this feeling as liking.

But Yu Wan knew it.

She likes Xu Junxian just like she likes Lin Ran and her parents.

It seems absurd to regard a non-blood relative of the opposite sex as a brother, but Yu Wan really treats him as a brother.

Xu Junxian is an extremely important person in Yu Wan's heart.

He is not the object she is tired of and used to make do with.

Yu Wan felt that being loved was a blessing, but she shouldn't wrong her brother Junxian.

Today's Yu Wan is powerless to love someone anymore.

If you can't respond to the other person's affection, you shouldn't start.

It's not that Xu Junxian is unworthy, but Yu Wan feels that he is unworthy.

She thinks that she, who has lost the ability to love, is not worthy of being deeply loved by Xu Junxian.

It's just that in the future, I'm afraid it will inevitably drift away.

After all, Yu Wan couldn't let Xu Junxian fall deeper and deeper.

To alienate Xu Junxian and let him let go of his feelings for him slowly is the only way Yu Wan can think of at the moment.

But such an approach is undoubtedly hurtful.

That's why Yu Wan was so entangled.

If possible, she really didn't want to hurt Xu Junxian.

But Yu Wan knew that what was supposed to come would always come, she could hide for a while, but not forever.

Still have to cut through the mess quickly.

Xu Shi was so absent-minded that Yu Wan didn't notice that she was about to hit the wall.

Seeing that she was about to hit the wall, Huo Yan, who had been following her all the time but was not noticed by her, looked at her absent-minded look, and his eyebrows twitched fiercely.

Huo Yan strode over.

He raised his hand to grab Yu Wan and pulled her into his arms.

He grabbed her waist with one hand, wrapped her wrist with the other, and frowned, "What are you thinking?"

It was the first time Huo Yan saw Yu Wan who was so distraught, and he felt inexplicably uncomfortable.

Perhaps it was because she ignored him so completely for the first time.

Yu Wan came back to her senses, looked up and saw that it was Huo Yan, she was stunned, and then murmured, "It's you."

She withdrew from his arms, "To see the children?"

Huo Yan hasn't come here for a while.

That's why Yu Wan was so surprised to see Huo Yan at this moment.

"Ah."

Huo Yan is injured, and has spent the past few days recuperating at Wangyue Villa.

Now that it's better, he thought about coming over to see the two children.

Of course, I also want to see Yu Wan.

Seeing her in a trance all the way, she didn't even notice that he was behind her, Huo Yan really realized that Yu Wan, who used to have his eyes all over him, really let him go.

He watched her go further and further away, but he couldn't pull her back.

No matter how alienated she is from Huo Yan, Yu Wan will never stop him from seeing the two children.

Yu Wan nodded and entered the password, "Then come in."

After all, she walked into the apartment first.

Huo Yan looked at her back, his expression couldn't stop a moment of loneliness.

But not too sentimental.

The more you are beaten, the more numb you become.

Yu Wan went in and stayed warm with the two children for a while, then went back to the room, leaving the space for Huo Yan and the two children.

After returning to her room, Yu Wan thought about it and decided to call Xu Junxian.

She wants to see him, wants to tell him what she thinks.

The moment the phone was connected, it was not Xu Junxian who answered the phone but a woman.

"Hello."

Yu Wan, "..."

Yu Wan thought she had made a mistake, so she hurriedly took off her phone to check to make sure she made a mistake. She suddenly felt a little complicated.

She asked the other party, "I'm looking for Brother Junxian, can you give him the phone?"

"Ok."

There was a movement from the other end, it should be the woman handing the phone to Xu Junxian.

Soon, Xu Junxian's gentle and mellow voice came from the other end of the phone, "Called brother suddenly, miss him?"

His tone was still the same as usual, as if the conflict between the two had never happened before.

"Brother Junxian, I..."

Just as Yu Wan was about to talk about her confession, Xu Junxian seemed to know what she was going to say, and suddenly interrupted, "Brother found you a sister-in-law, and I will introduce you to her later."

"Sister-in-law?"

The words Yu Wan was about to say were suddenly choked in her throat.

"Ah."

After a moment of silence, Yu Wan responded, "...OK."

Sometimes, they can understand what the other is thinking without saying much.

They are all careful to maintain this "family relationship" that cannot go back to the past.

Neither of them wanted to distance themselves from each other.

So one of them did not dare to refuse easily, and the other was afraid that the other party would be difficult to do, so they took the lead in giving the other party a step.

Before hanging up the phone, Yu Wan suddenly heard Xu Junxian say, "Xiao Waner, my brother will always be your brother."

Yu Wan knew what Xu Junxian meant.

He wanted to tell her not to alienate him just because he loved her.

Yu Wan's heart suddenly felt very sad at this moment.

It turned out that there was someone who loved her so much when she didn't know it.

It is an honor in her life to be loved by Brother Jun Xian, but she is sorry that she cannot respond to his deep affection.

In the past ten years of loving Huo Yan, she has exhausted her lover's ability.

Now she is powerless to love anyone.

She seems to have become particularly afraid of the word love.

If you don't love, you won't get hurt.

A heart-wrenching love, after all, made her afraid of love.

Yu Wan thought.

A coward like her is afraid that she will die alone in the future.

-

When Xu Junxian said that he wanted to introduce his sister-in-law to Yu Wan, he didn't just talk.

He really did bring people back.

At six o'clock in the evening, Xu Junxian sent a message to Yu Wan, saying that he brought his girlfriend back and asked her to take the two children to his place for dinner.

Yu Wan had Xu Junxian's password, but instead of entering the password, she raised her hand and rang the doorbell.

It was a woman who opened the door.

A very dignified and beautiful woman.

The other party was about the same age as Yu Wan.

A white shirt and a black waist-cut long skirt undoubtedly showed off the woman's graceful figure.

She is a very attractive woman.

Yu Wan thought so in her heart.

"You must be Yu Wan." The woman was very kind, and when she saw Yu Wan, her face was full of smiles, "I'm Su Yan, your brother's junior and...girlfriend."

Although it still felt very unreal, Yu Wan still reached out to hold the hand that the woman handed over, "Hello."

The woman smiled slightly, "Ah Xian is frying steak in the kitchen, come in and have a seat."

"it is good."

Yu Wan nodded, and led her two children into Xu Junxian's apartment.

Yu Wan doesn't come here often.

Because Xu Junxian goes to her side more often.

The structure of the house is similar to hers.

The entry is the living room.

Su Yan poured tea for Yu Wan and the two children, Yu Wan took it and thanked him softly.

Su Yan seems to be familiar.

"Are these your two children? They're so cute. Come on, auntie give me a hug."

Su Yan rubbed the top of Xingxing's hair, and stretched out his hand to hug Xingchen.

Xingchen naturally wouldn't give her a hug.

After all, he is quite arrogant to people he doesn't know well.

Seeing her son avoiding Su Yan's hug, Yu Wan hurriedly apologized, "I'm sorry, Xingchen is afraid of strangers."

Su Yan said with a calm face, "It's okay, I'm too familiar with it."

Su Yan laughed and teased herself, "I'm not immune to children, especially good-looking ones. I can't help but want to reach out and hug them."

Yu Wan is not that kind of particularly enthusiastic temperament.

Facing Su Yan's overzealousness, she didn't know how to deal with it.

More importantly, she was embarrassed.

After all, not long ago, Xu Junxian confessed his love to her after drinking.

What's more terrible is that she still bears the identity of Xu Junxian's fiancée.

It's weird.

However, Su Yan's familiarity relieved a lot of embarrassment.

So that the two of them will not sit and have nothing to say.

Su Yan was chattering, telling Yu Wan how much Xu Junxian was popular with women when he was in school, and then teasing Xing Xing, praising her for being good-looking or something.

Xing Xing is thin-skinned and doesn't care about teasing, but was soon made to blush by Su Yan's teasing.

After nagging for about half an hour, Su Yan got up suddenly, "I'll go see if Ah Xian is ready to cook."

Yu Wan watched Su Yan walk into the kitchen.

Looking in the kitchen, she and Xu Junxian were talking and laughing.

For a moment, Yu Wan didn't know how to describe her mood.

There must be some unaccustomed.

But seeing Xu Junxian and Su Yan interacting closely, as if they were really together, she couldn't help being happy for him.

She couldn't reciprocate his feelings.

It would be best if he could like someone else.

Her brother Junxian is so good, he deserves to be loved deeply.

And that person won't be her.

in the kitchen.

Su Yan looked at the meaty steak in the pot, swallowed slightly, "Are you sure you want to deceive her like this?"

Xu Junxian, who was frying steak, paused, then continued to fry his steak, "Yeah."

If she wants to continue to maintain the brother-sister relationship, only in this way will she not feel burdened.

He didn't want to face her awkwardly and be alienated by her.

Only by making her think that he has really let go of this relationship, can he continue to guard her as an older brother.

Su Yan felt a little sympathetic to the man in front of him, how much he loved someone so humble, "Actually, if you tell her your current physical condition, she will definitely..."

"unnecessary."

Before Su Yan finished speaking, Xu Junxian interrupted the other party directly, "Play your role well, don't say unnecessary words."

Su Yan shook his head, "You are too noble, you want to be with her, but you don't want morality to kidnap her."

"There is no such contradictory person as you."

Xu Junxian directly handed the steak in his hand to Su Yan, "Take this out."

Su Yan, "..."

He raised his hand to take it, and took the steak out.

-

This meal was quite harmonious.

It's just that Su Yan was so enthusiastic that he didn't forget to give Yu Wan a big hug before leaving.

Watching Su Yan leave, Yu Wan turned her head to look at Xu Junxian, "Aren't you going to send her back?"

Xu Junxian shook his head, "She has a driver, so I don't need to take her."

Yu Wan nodded and said nothing more.

On the contrary, Xu Junxian said, "In a few days, I will let the official release the news that our engagement has been cancelled. At that time, my father will announce that you are his adopted daughter."

The fiancée suddenly became a righteous daughter, and Yu Wan would not be talked about because she became an abandoned wife.

After all, a discerning person can still know why the two got engaged in the first place.

Just as Mrs. Mu announced that she wanted to marry Mrs. Xu, Xu Junxian became engaged to her childhood sweetheart in a blink of an eye.

People with a more delicate mind can still see the reason.

Yu Wan originally agreed to the engagement just to help out, but now that the Mu family's favor has been repaid, and Mu Sijing's cold, Xu Junxian doesn't have to worry about being forced into marriage, so Yu Wan will naturally retire, "Yeah."

"I have wronged you for a while."

Xu Junxian originally thought that this scene could be performed for a lifetime, but he never thought that it would be bad for himself.

It's a mistake to drink, it's true.

Yu Wan shook her head, "I'm not wronged."

Xu Junxian smiled.

As if thinking of something, Xu Junxian said suddenly, "Mu Sijing will be deported tonight, sorry, she should have gone to jail, but because our family owes their family a favor, I have to wrong you. "

Previously, the Mu family demanded that the Xu family should not be blamed for Mu Sijing's pushing Yu Wan on the cruise ship with past kindness.

Yu Wan didn't want to make things difficult for Xu's father, so she agreed to let Mu Sijing go.

But she asked Mu's family to deport Mu Sijing abroad and not allow her to return to China for life.

Otherwise she will sue her again.

Yu Wan didn't feel wronged, after all, Mu Sijing would not be able to dance in the future, "She will not be able to return to the country for life, and she will be reaping the consequences."

Xu Junxian lowered his eyes, a trace of killing intent flashed faintly in his eyes, "It's not enough."

"What?" Yu Wan didn't hear Xu Junxian's words clearly, and subconsciously looked at him.

Xu Junxian smiled, "It's nothing."

"Let's go back."

He handed the stars in his arms to Yu Wan.

"it is good."

Yu Wan took Xingchen, held Xingchen with one hand, and went straight back to her side.

Xu Junxian watched them go in before returning to his apartment.

As soon as he entered the door, Xu Junxian felt that his eyes were blurred.

He subconsciously supported the shoe cabinet by the door, and slowly squatted down.

For a long time.

He stood up again.

After getting up, Xu Junxian seemed to be a different person, he hooked his lips coldly, opened the door and walked out.

Yu Wan vaguely heard the sound of the door closing on the opposite side, but she didn't think much about it, she just assumed that Xu Junxian was going out on business.

-

at this time.

Mu family.

When Mu Sijing was forced into the car, she was still yelling dissatisfied,

"I don't want to go abroad!"

Papa Mu gave her a fierce look, "It's not your turn!"

"You can do such insane things as pushing people into the sea, it's because we indulged you too much!"

"Take her to the airport!"

One word from Mu's father sealed Mu Sijing's life and death.

"hateful!"

Mu Sijing sat in the car, and two bodyguards sandwiched her between them, even if she wanted to get out of the car, she couldn't get out.

Unwilling to be sent abroad like this, the more she thought about it, the more she hated it.

I wish Yu Wan could not drown in the sea.

He hated Yu Wan for daring to ask her father to send her abroad, and forbid her to return to the country for life.

One day, she must kill her!

With a squeak.

The car was suddenly stopped.

Mu Sijing didn't wear her seat belt, and she almost flew out.

"what happened?"

Mu Sijing growled violently.

Suddenly the car door was opened.

A well-wrapped man in black pointed a gun at the head of a bodyguard in the car, and said to Mu Sijing, "If you don't want to go abroad, follow me."

When Mu Sijing heard the man's words, her eyes almost lit up.

She did so immediately.

The bodyguards saw that the man had a gun in his hand, and Mu Sijing had voluntarily left with him, so they didn't dare to stop him.

The man brought Mu Sijing into the car, and followed him away.

Mu Si quietly sat in the back seat, complacent about regaining her freedom.

However, when the man took her to an uninhabited place, she suddenly panicked.

With trembling lips, Mu Sijing asked the other party, "What did you bring me here for?"

"Send you on your way."

The man stepped forward and grabbed Mu Sijing, and pushed her directly into the river beside her.

"you are not……"

The phrase 'Didn't you come to help me', before Mu Sijing could say it, she was thrown into the water violently.

Suffocation hit.

At this moment, Mu Sijing seemed to feel the pain of Yu Wan falling into the sea.

She struggled desperately, but unfortunately her strength became weaker and weaker until she was unable to struggle.

"Whoever hurts Waner's sister, die!"

Seeing that Mu Sijing was out of breath, the man let her go.

Let her float in the water.

Go ashore, start the car, and drive away.