ASTNovels Chapter 113 As long as I am alive, you cannot hook up with other men 3 4
Chapter 113 As long as I am alive, you cannot hook up with other men 3 4
what?
Tang Yue was completely stunned.
She turned on the phone, and sure enough, the hospital sent her an email with the hospital's seal on it, showing its authority.
Boom.
She was in severe pain in her head, and she could no longer think normally, so she quickly called the hospital again: "What does this mean?"
"Miss Tang, didn't you ask for it? We rushed to do a paternity test for you and Mr. Shi..."
It wasn't her, but Feng Xie.
Tangyue could no longer listen to the words that followed.
A trance flashed before her eyes.
With a slap, he put the phone aside, it was still talking, and seeing that Tangyue hadn't spoken for a long time, he hung up the phone.
No wonder she always felt an indescribable sense of familiarity when she saw Shi Yun, this feeling was not an illusion.
He is her father.
If he had known the news earlier, wouldn't Shi Yun have committed suicide?
But there is no if in this world.
Sitting on the bed, Tang Yue suddenly covered her face with her hands.
Silent cry.
All beings are suffering, so why do we still live?
She put down the notebook in her hand and opened Shiyun's drawer, which was full of medicines, some of which were anti-anxiety and depression medicines, and some were sleeping pills.
She was sore in her heart, she had no idea how Shi Yun spent these years.
She took out all the medicines in the drawer, carefully identified them, and put them on the bed.
She is so tired.
The whole person fell into the bed, and she seemed to have a very long dream in a daze.
In the dream, there was her mother, her father, and Shi Yun.
They all came to her.
"Tang Yue, we miss you very much, how are you doing alone?"
"If you are tired, come down to us, so that our family can be reunited again."
"Tangyue, I saw your mother."
Tangyue fell into a huge nightmare. She looked at the familiar people in front of her and reached out to touch them, but her fingers fell into nothingness.
These people are fake.
This is a dream.
She knew it in her heart, but she refused to wake up.
It would be great if capable people could always live in the dream and be trapped in it forever.
She is far from being as strong as she has shown. If it weren't for her mother's last wish to support her, she would not have the courage to live at all.
But now, she has developed Qinghe Wan.
It also pushed the pill to the major markets.
She won't have much regret either.
"Yueyue, if I'm not here, Qinghetang will be handed over to you. You must carry forward Chinese medicine."
"Okay, I actually like Chinese medicine very much. Every Chinese medicine has its own unique effect, but when combined, it will exert different effects."
……
She closed her eyes, but she could still see her mother's face around her.
She misses her mother so much.
She wanted to stay with her mother all the time.
"Tangyue, Tangyue!"
There seemed to be voices coming from her ears, but Tangyue couldn't listen anymore, she fell into a magnificent dream, this place was warm and peaceful, with her family.
She wants to stay here forever.
Even if it was just a dream, he refused to wake up.
In the dream, she was peaceful, but outside, she was lying on the bed, huddled up like a quail, hugging herself tightly, as if she could protect herself in this way.
The crow-blue eyelashes covered the eyes, trembling constantly, looking very fragile.
A handsome and tall man was standing beside her bed. He looked at Tangyue for a while, his face was gloomy, and he was holding a bottle of sleeping pills in his hand.
The bottle is already empty.
He squeezed it hard and crushed the bottle.
Ah……
Shi Yun committed suicide, and now she also commits suicide...
Do you want to die that much?
"Yueyue, come and help mom wash the potatoes."
In the dream, Bai Rong had a warm smile on her face, and Tangyue felt that she was also many years younger, and she walked over with brisk steps.
"What are you cooking today?"
She skillfully took the potatoes and began to wash them, washing off all the dirt on the skins.
"Make your favorite potato stewed beef brisket." Bai Rong said.
Tangyue washed very seriously, while washing, she looked up at her mother.
Her hair was hidden in the light, and half of her face was also shrouded in the halo, making it impossible to see clearly.
She had to get closer.
Mother raised her head, but most of her face was still illusory.
She opened her eyes wide, but she still couldn't see clearly.
fake.
all fake.
A sense of suffocation came from her mouth and nose, Tangyue opened her mouth wide and breathed loudly, but the feeling of lack of oxygen did not disappear, and she felt that the air around her also became thinner.
Suddenly, her eyes widened.
A handsome face was bending over to look at her, the man's eyes were shining with cold and inorganic light, and he covered her mouth and nose with his hands.
The hazy dream in the dream disappeared.
The lack of oxygen made Tangyue's heart beat faster. She reached out to push Feng Xie away, but her strength was too weak, and she couldn't push him away at all.
asphyxia.
She looked at Feng Xie pleadingly, tears suddenly appeared in her eyes, hot tears flowed on Feng Xie's hands, and his hands trembled.
Finally let go.
At this moment, Tangyue was like a fish lacking in oxygen, breathing heavily, and her lungs were full of long-lost lungs.
She felt that she was alive.
It's good to be alive.
Only by being alive can one feel the world, whether it is ups and downs or bittersweet. If one is dead, nothing will be left.
This is the real world.
All the scenes in front of me became clear.
Feng Xie still kept leaning over to look at her, the back of his hand still had the tears that Tangyue dripped down just now, it was already cold.
He put it on his lips and licked it, only to find it very salty.
The next second, he straightened up and looked at her coldly, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fine ice, which could freeze people.
Tangyue was getting a little cold, she wrapped herself in the quilt, but her whole body was still shivering.
The window was wide open, and the cold wind came in, icy cold and raging.
"Take sleeping pills? Instead of dying under this drug, I'd rather kill you."
A cruel smile curled up on Feng Xie's lips, and his voice was so cold that there was no trace of emotion.
Tangyue froze for a moment, following his gaze, she saw the bottles of sleeping pills.
She shook her head.
She didn't take sleeping pills, that's what Shi Yun took. He has lived in pain all his life, so he has been relying on medicines to fall asleep.
How painful this must be.
Feng Xie pinched her chin, his black hair concealed his sinister eyes, his face darkened: "If he is dead, you won't be able to live, will you?"
The voice was soft, but there was a hint of madness in the voice.
His fingers were icy cold, across her face, all the way to her neck, that movement seemed to strangle her.
Tangyue's whole body was stiff, thinking of the man covering her mouth and nose just now, a surge of fear arose in her heart.
"No, it's not."
She spoke with some difficulty, feeling her teeth were chattering, and she couldn't articulate a word clearly.
"I didn't take sleeping pills. These medicines were taken by the pharmacist. I just found out."
she explained.
She doesn't know how to take sleeping pills. She is actually the same as Shi Yun. After her mother dies, she will also feel pain, but she is different from Shi Yun. She will never choose to die.
She is an atheist, even if she wanted to see her mother again, she knew that death would not allow her to see her mother.
She might as well be alive.
Because if the mother has a spirit in the sky, she definitely hopes that she can live well.
Feng Xie looked at her half-dead face, with a cold expression: "Actually, there are many ways to die in this world, and you can end your life in an instant."
His hand grasped Tangyue's neck, like a poisonous snake, and slowly tightened: "Soon, everything will be over soon. You can still see your mother in that world."
Tangyue felt his strength, met his serious eyes, her whole body was trembling, she held Feng's hand, her lips were trembling: "No, you will be arrested by the police."
Feng Xie saw that her face was pale, her eyes were red, and she smiled abnormally: "When the time comes, I will make you look like you committed suicide, and no one will doubt you."
Neuropathy!
Tangyue's eyeballs rolled rapidly, and when she felt suffocated again, she couldn't help but say, "Feng Xie, I don't have a father anymore."
Feng Xie looked at him with frowned eyebrows, his expression unpredictable.
She opened her lips slightly: "The hospital called me just now, and they said that Shi Yun is my biological father. I didn't expect that I actually have blood relatives in this world."
"I regret it very much. If he had discovered the clue earlier and known our relationship, would he have the courage to stay in this world?"
She sobbed a little later.
There is actually a clue to this incident, why no one has discovered what happened to the previous generation when she is clearly the daughter of her mother and Shi Yun.
If Shi Yun was still there, maybe she would still investigate their love and hatred, but now she is the only one left, and it doesn't seem to matter.
Hearing this, Feng Xie said indifferently: "So what if it's your father? He didn't raise you, and he doesn't have any feelings for you. It doesn't matter whether he exists or not. I asked you to do a paternity test to confirm this. One point. He is your father, and he passed away anyway. I can allow you to help him arrange his funeral, but if you have no blood relationship, then absolutely not. As long as I am still alive, you can't hook up with other men Four."
The man's tone is very domineering.
Tangyue's heart sank to the bottom of the valley.
This man is terrible.
He has no empathy, he's selfish, and he blames her all the time.
A cold air surged into Tangyue's heart.
She wanted to object, but couldn't say anything.
She was afraid that Feng Xie would hurt her.
After a long time, she said: "It's not that he doesn't want to support me, it's just a misunderstanding. He doesn't know that I'm his daughter."
A huge misunderstanding led to this tragedy.
This world is ridiculous.
"That's why he's stupid."
Feng Xie said dismissively, with strong disgust and malice in his eyes.
"No."
Tangyue squirmed her lips and said softly.
Feng Xie actually laughed, his eyes were filled with strong evil, he said with great interest: "Then tell me, if he is not stupid, how could he not know that he has a daughter outside? This is what he did to himself."
Tangyue felt uncomfortable, she didn't want to argue with Feng Xie on this topic.
Meaningless.
Because everyone is dead.
She straightened up, and suddenly reached out to wrap her arms around Feng Xie's waist, and the two of them pressed tightly together. She seemed to feel the yang energy again, and her body warmed up a little.
"I had a dream," she said.
Feng Xie's body paused, and he looked down at Tang Yue with his eyebrows lowered, his eyes hidden in the shadows, making it hard to see any expression clearly.
"In the dream, there were my mother, father, and Shi Yun. They asked me to stay and reunite with them."
Tangyue recalled her dream, so the time was short, and she remembered the scene in the dream exactly.
Feng Xie's expression was slightly cold.
She hugged him tightly, like hugging a huge plush toy, and rubbed against him with her whole body: "But in that world without you, I refused."
This sentence is half true and half false, even Tangyue can't tell the difference, but she likes to hug him now, unlike his cold hands, his body is warm.
The temperature was continuously conveyed to her, and she felt her heart settle down.
This is what it feels like to love herself in this world. Even if there are many accidents ahead, she still likes to live.
Feng Xie didn't move, and put his hands on his sides. For the first time, he looked very orderly. The mad killing intent in his eyes faded slightly, and his lips were slightly pursed.
It was only at this moment that Tangyue could distinguish between reality and dream. It was a completely different feeling. She couldn't describe it to Feng Xie, so she stood on tiptoe, raised her head and kissed his lips.
A very light kiss.
Just lips pressed together without any friction.
She could feel Feng Xie's breath, hot and fresh...
It was so rare for a man not to be hostile, he stood quietly and let Tang Yue move, but his eyes became deeper and deeper.
"Feng Xie, I'm so tired, I want to rest."
After she finished kissing, she didn't let go, but hid her little face in his arms, looking very dependent on him.
She doesn't want to do anything now, just like to have a good sleep, no one disturbs her, and it's best to dream of her mother.
Of course she will not be immersed in a dream, she just wants to have a moment of confusion, and finally return to normal life.
In her normal life, she is Wangyuezhai and Fengxie.
The sky is getting darker and darker. Looking at the outside environment, it seems that it is about to rain.
Seeing her soft and cute appearance, like a rabbit, Feng Xie calmed down a little. He finally stretched out his hand and hugged her horizontally.
Tangyue obediently found a place in his arms, and even rubbed against it, finding a comfortable place. She closed her eyes and prepared to sleep.
Feng Xie hugged her firmly, and he took her out step by step.
There was a commotion, thunder came from a distance, and the rain fell in large amounts.
Feng Xie pulled off the black windbreaker and wrapped her inside, like wrapping a baby, Tangyue looked at him with a sense of understanding.
Her ear was pressed against Feng Xie's chest, and she could hear his heartbeat.
One sound after another, very steady.
But her heart beat faster.
She gripped his skirt tightly.
The door was opened and she was stuffed into the car.