Chapter 303: One person's gamble
Chapter 303: One person's gamble
The gloomy half-moon sky finally couldn't collapse at this moment, and snow beads fell, hitting the face like needles.
The world seemed to become silent at this moment, but my blood became boiling in the wild running.
The long-term running has exhausted all my strength, and the old injury on my leg is starting to ache.
But I didn't dare to slow down at all, because the church bell was already ringing, and the solemn wedding march was faintly heard.
I ran across the street, out of the crowd, across the square in front of the church.
The two masters of ceremonies at the gate of the church compound wanted to step forward to stop me, but they couldn't stop my charge and were knocked to the ground brutally by me.
Immediately afterwards, two security guards bullied them upon seeing this situation.I dashed from left to right, but finally I was held hostage by two people, one left and one right.
I struggled violently, wanting to get out of control, but how could I be an opponent of two professional security guards with all my strength exhausted, and I couldn't break free.
While struggling, I suddenly heard the pastor's familiar and solemn questioning on behalf of God from the church hall...
Suddenly, my blood surged up, and the blood in my heart almost gushed out.
During the struggle, I lowered my head and bit the back of a security guard's hand. In pain, he punched me hard in the face and knocked me to the ground.
I only felt salty in my mouth, and blood overflowed from the corner of my mouth, but my arms were also free at the same time.
While the two of them were not paying attention, I got up and ran into the hall.
On the pulpit in the church hall, Mu Xichun was wearing a white wedding dress. Over the past few years, her body has been thin and thin...
The moment I saw her, it seemed that all the passing time was turned back in an instant, and the years seemed to be just a blink of an eye.Looking back suddenly, she is still her, it seems that she has just been inadvertently soaked in some wind and frost by the world.
On the pulpit, he and the man named He Yongqin stood opposite each other, and under the guidance of the God's messenger, they began to exchange rings.
I rushed into the hall, seeing that the ceremony was about to be completed, I shouted loudly: "Wait, I don't agree..."
My sudden intrusion attracted everyone's attention, and they all turned their heads to look at me, but I didn't pay attention to their reactions at all.
Mu Xichun on the stage turned her face away and stared at me fixedly, motionless, as if time was frozen at this moment.
My chest was heaving violently, and the corners of my mouth were bloodshot. Looking at the beautiful figure on the stage that was deeply in my memory, I walked towards the podium.
Xichun's face gradually coincided with the memory, and all the memories were condensed on her face at this moment, passing through the vast time and space, crossing the sea and the world, and reappearing in front of me with a fateful attitude...
As I approached step by step, the whole world became silent again, and all I could hear was my own heavy breathing.
Xichun still stood there motionless, her hand was still held meekly by the man named He Yongqin.But her face gradually became pale, and suddenly, her chin trembled slightly, her eyelids blinked slightly, her expression was sad and broken...
I walked to the podium under the eyes of everyone, and slowly walked towards the steps. I looked at her quietly, and I didn't even see what the man named He Yongqin looked like...
"Girl, I'm sorry, I'm late!" I almost didn't know how these words came out of my parched throat. I wanted to swallow some saliva to moisten my throat, but I tasted a fishy and salty taste!
Xichun's tears slipped quietly when I tremblingly called out the word girl, but she still didn't move, her gaze was always on my face, but there was a hot texture that made my soul sizzle.
I slowly stretched out my hand!
"Girl, if you want, I'll take you away!"
My voice trembles with my soul!
As soon as the words were finished, Xichun suddenly raised her hand and threw off the bridal hair crown on her head, pulled off her white gloves, and grabbed my hand!
Her hand became a little stiff due to the coldness, but the moment I held her hand, power filled my whole body miraculously. I took Xichun's hand and rushed out of the church regardless of the astonished eyes of everyone present...
I dragged Xichun out of the church, and there were snowflakes outside, as if I couldn't bear to witness this tragedy in the world, and wanted to use this clean snow to cover up the joys and sorrows of the world!
I took Xichun's hand and walked through the traffic, the crowds, and the long street in the snow...
Her white dress and Luoxue merged into one, becoming a part of this solemn world, desolate and tragic!
On the square of Lakeside Park, Xichun and I stood opposite each other, tears had already blurred her makeup...
She slowly stretched out her hand, pushed my hair away and gently stroked the scar on my forehead, tears streaming down my face!
I gently unwrapped the white gauze around her neck, and saw the impressive scar above the artery on the side of her neck, although it was concealed by makeup, it was still clearly visible.
I stretched out my hand to caress her white neck, and an uncontrollable sourness filled my heart in an instant, and I could no longer control the violent emotions suppressed by the years in my heart, fuck it fate, fuck it curse ...
Since even tomorrow is unknown, why let my lover burst into tears today...
No matter how extravagant love is, I will give you my arms today!
Xichun, I'm sorry!
I hugged Xichun into my arms, cupped her face in both hands, and kissed her fiercely...
The snow from the sky fell on us silently, we don't care!The passers-by looked at us strangely, we didn't care!We don't care that the groom named He Yongqin chased after him with a cotton suit!
In the boundless snowfall, under the gaze of Jesus on the cross on the top of the church in the distance, we knew that at this moment we only had each other in our eyes.
This world has nothing to do with us anymore...
The fast-moving time seems to freeze at this moment, just for this late tenderness, we don't need anyone to witness, because what we witness for us is the vast world...
After a long time, Xichun and I finally separated. Xichun looked at me bewilderedly, tears streaming down my face!
Her body was trembling violently, but she didn't feel it at all. I knew that there was no room for anything else in our hearts at this moment.
I took off my coat and wrapped it around Xichun's body, but it couldn't relieve the trembling of her body at all.
At this time, another cotton padded jacket was quietly draped over Xichun's shoulders. I saw He Yongqin standing behind Xichun with a sad face, took a deep look at me, turned and left!
Xichun never looked back at him!
"Xichun, you are so stupid! Why do you torture yourself like this? Why can't you forget me, a bastard!" Feeling so emotional, I raised my slap and slapped myself in the face!
Xichun grabbed my hand, unable to speak, just shook her head silently, letting the tears flow...
"Xichun, I'm late, I'm sorry!" I reached out to wipe away the tears on Xichun's face, but the more I wiped away!
"No, you didn't apologize to me. From the moment you put the 10 yuan in my house, what you owed me has been paid off, but what I owe you has been clearly engraved on your How can you make me forget you?" Xichun broke down in tears!
I looked at her extremely thin but still familiar face portrayed by the years, my heart tightened, and I held Xichun tightly in my arms again.
The snow is getting bigger and bigger, the park has been whitened by snow, and the whole world has become silent.
In the pavilion in the center of the lake, Xichun was leaning against me. Although I wanted to tell her a thousand words in my heart, I didn't know where to start.
The shock in my heart that day was almost too much for me to bear, and the guilt and self-blame that followed made me dare not face Xichun's burning eyes.
I tried my best to calm myself down, because now is obviously not the time to talk about it, there is a more important thing to do, in another place, Huai En can't wait...
I took Xichun's hand and took a deep breath. Although it is very inappropriate now, this matter is urgent.
"Xichun, I know that I have misunderstood you and caused you a lot of suffering over the years. I left without saying goodbye, just because I thought you were married to Ah Wei, so I left without saying goodbye! It's only God's will, until Today I know the truth of the past..."
"No!" Xichun stretched out her hand to cover my mouth.
"If you want to say I owe you, I owe you. We are all clear about what happened at the beginning. It is only my inability to rescue you! That will cause what happened later! Maybe this is God's will. God let us have this catastrophe, and we How can it be!"
Xichun said in a low tone, "Do you know how desperate I was when I saw the money and keys you left in my house, why you refused to see me..."
"I'm sorry, girl."
"During that time, I looked for you all over the world, but I couldn't find it. I begged Brother Dong to take me to all the places you might go, but there was still no news about you! You Do you know what kept me going until now?"
She looked at me with endless sadness in her eyes.
"It's because I went to your hometown and saw the wreath you left on your aunt's grave! When I saw that wreath, I knew you still loved me..."
Xichun leaned her head on my shoulder, tears flowed from her dry eye sockets again, dripping onto the back of my hand one by one.
I suddenly remembered that when I went home after I was released from prison, the wreath I wove unconsciously in a trance, and left it beside my mother's grave when I was leaving.
Unexpectedly, Xichun went there after I left, but at that time I was already far away from the horizon, planning to take root in that border town of my motherland.
There are no bounds in the crowd, how can she find my whereabouts...
"I thought you just had grievances in your heart. I thought you would come back to see me without waiting too long, so I went to Brother Xiang's bar every day to wait for you, waiting for your appearance..."
"It's just that I didn't expect that after so many years, you have never shown up. I think you will never forgive me, so you don't come to see me! Just the day before yesterday, I heard Xiang Dong's bar The worker said that Brother Xiang Dong had always wanted to sell the bar, but it was only because of me that he kept running it! I just found out that I was the only one who insisted on it..."
Her tears welled up again.
"At that moment, I suddenly felt very tired! So, I immediately decided on this marriage two days later! I want to make one last bet..."
I listened silently, my heart was pierced like a knife!
"Now it seems that I made the right bet, you really showed up, you still love me, right! The moment I saw you in the church, I suddenly hated, I hated why I didn't make this bet earlier, If you had made such a decision earlier, wouldn't you have been able to show up earlier!"
I hugged Xichun's shoulders tightly, my body trembling with her narration.It was as if my soul was being tortured, and I couldn't live in peace.
I thought with heartache, girl, you are wrong, your gamble is just your loneliness, I have never participated in it, the reason why you win is all God's will.If you advance this gamble by even one day, there will be no room for you to come back...
(The conflict is too difficult to write, it took a day to write... a bit late! Sorry)
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