I don't deserve your love

Chapter 372 Heaven and Hell Take Her Together

Su Bai poured a large glass for her question, then put the glass on the table forcefully, and said to her: "Zhang Mingmei, you may not understand what it's like to be in love."

"I really don't understand."

Zhang Mingmei shook her head cooperatively.

"Forget it, there's nothing to say about the past, I'll just tell you one thing, although I like her, but I know I can't get her, I have to live on, I might get married and have children in the future, even if I don't love her That woman, but we are only a single seedling like me, do you understand?"

Su Bai asked her.

Zhang Mingmei didn't know why, but felt that she couldn't look directly at him anymore, and she felt a little tingling in her eyes.

Su Bai smiled, took the box, and smiled uglier than crying, "I don't know why, the year she came back was already past her birthday, so I thought about giving it to her the next year, but then At that time, she was abroad again, and if she wanted to send it again this year, she almost died again."

He licked his back teeth and stopped talking.

If Zhuo Jian's favorite since he was a child was Fu Yanye's birthday, then his favorite was Zhuo Jian's birthday since he was a child. He really wanted to bring all the things that the weird little princesses in the world like to her in front of her.

She likes it, and he sends it every time.

But she prefers someone else's gift.

That person is Fu Yanye.

No one's gift can replace his.

Even her closest relatives.

Every year for her birthday banquet, Fu Yanye can't attend the banquet.

She didn't say it, but everyone played together, which one didn't understand?

He tried to confess his love that year, but he still didn't say anything, but she asked him sadly, "Brother Su Bai, they all said that Brother Yanye and Sister Ruxiang are a couple, do you think so?"

Obviously what she said was not that I like Fu Yanye's straightforward words, but her cute and pitiful appearance still made him swallow all the words he was about to say.

That little girl liked Fu Yanye, it was all in her eyes.

Su Bai poured himself another glass of wine, sat down next to Zhang Mingmei, looked at her crookedly and smiled, then raised his hand and squeezed her shoulder: "Have you ever loved someone, but didn't even say it out loud?" No chance?"

"No."

Zhang Mingmei replied without emotion.

"So you don't understand how I feel."

Su Bai drank another cup while talking.

"But I think you have a chance to say it, but you dare not."

Zhang Mingmei still talked to him so emotionlessly.

"Don't dare? Of course I don't dare. One is a brother who can be a lifetime, and the other is a woman who will never get it. If it were you, how would you choose?"

If he can't get both brothers and women, then he is too miserable.

"You're so cowardly."

Zhang Mingmei made a provocative sentence.

Su Bai stared at her for a while, then suddenly approached her.

Zhang Mingmei's face suddenly became hot, but she remained strong and did not move.

Su Bai stared at her with a smile, "Actually, I'm also curious, is a woman your age still a virgin?"

"If I am, are you going to break it?"

Zhang Mingmei Mingming's heart was beating violently, but she just refused to admit cowardice.

Su Bai felt as if he was drunk, looked at her with a smile and said, "You can try."

Without saying a word, Zhang Mingmei picked up her glass of wine and splashed it on his face.

Su Bai: "..."

"Do you really think you are a master? Do you want to try it?"

"Zhang Mingmei, you..."

"Sister is a woman you will never be able to reach."

After Zhang Mingmei finished speaking, she got up and left.

Su Bai wiped his face, only thinking it was ridiculous.

She still calls herself the elder sister?

Still can't afford to climb forever?

Who can't he, Su Bai, climb up to?

Su Bai turned his head to look at her, opened his mouth towards her back and said, "Zhang Mingmei, I will put you to sleep sooner or later."

Zhang Mingmei ran into a private room and let out a heavy breath after closing the door.

Put her to sleep sooner or later?

Zhang Mingmei couldn't breathe out, she always felt that she was looked down upon by him.

But Su Bai forgot about it after uttering the harsh words, just took out a piece of paper and wiped it off, then continued to drink.

Holding the box in my hand, my mind is full of things from my childhood.

When I was so pure, I can never go back.

But why can't he let go?

Every time I meet a beautiful girl, I feel that this person is not suitable to be a girlfriend, let alone a wife.

He wanted to see her, just to give her a present.

He is her brother, so he can give it to him.

After drinking a bottle of red wine, he left the private room with a gift. There was a huge crowd outside, but he escaped lonely.

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After ten o'clock in the evening, Fu Yanye stuffed himself on the bed again, next to Zhuo Jian.

He asked her in a low voice: "Zhuo Jian, did you think of me when something happened to you?"

Zhuo Jian's heart trembled, the only thing she thought of at that time was him.

"no!"

Her low voice filled the dark room.

There was a long silence after that.

The two of them don't know whether they are separated by mountains, seas or the Milky Way, although their bodies are close to each other.

Before Fu Yanye's hand fell on her waist, he shrank back after hearing the sound.

"I almost got into a car accident when I got home this morning and the only thing on my mind was you."

Fu Yanye turned around and lay down, looking at the roof and talking to her.

Zhuo Jian's heart tightened, and she turned around to look at him.

"At that time, I was thinking, if I die, will your heart be hurt?"

After Fu Yanye finished speaking, he turned to look at her.

There is a special tranquility in the eyes.

Obviously the room was dim, but at that moment, they looked at each other, and then they felt the feeling in their hearts.

"Do you know?"

Fu Yanye asked her.

"Why are you so nervous? How did you die?"

"Make an analogy."

"There's no such analogy."

After Zhuo Jian finished speaking, she turned around again, she hated this topic.

"Actually, I don't want to die. I will try my best to survive, unless..."

The bottom of his eyes is a cold abyss.

"Unless what?"

Her weak voice was especially sad in this empty room.

"Unless we die together."

Fu Yanye stared at the back of her head, and immediately turned around to hug her after speaking.

Zhuo Jian instinctively wanted to push it away, but she couldn't.

Because her heart ached to death.

"I will hold you with me to the death, Zhuo Jian, do you understand?"

Fu Yanye held her hands together, and his low and deep voice pierced her heart like a sharp knife.

Zhuo Jian didn't understand, she didn't want to understand.

"If you want to die, you will die yourself, and I will accompany my son to grow up."

The tears from the corners of Zhuo Jian's eyes dripped into the pillow, and the rustling of her voice had long been ignored.

Fu Yanye got up and held her shoulders to make her lie on her back, staring at her with black eyes, every word was like imprinting on her body, "I won't let you get what you want, you know I'm selfish by nature , as long as I want to take you, no matter heaven or hell."