I don't deserve your love

Chapter 1028 Since When Did You Not Love Me

After dinner, the two old ladies chatted, and Shen Moli asked Zhuo Jian to take her to talk elsewhere.

Fu Yanye lit a cigarette in the corner, and soon heard a familiar voice.

separated by a wall.

"I was in class at that time, and he suddenly appeared."

Shen Moli murmured tearfully.

"and then?"

"I told him that the person who hurt you that time was found by me to blame Liang Yu."

"How did he say?"

"He said he had already guessed it."

Shen Moli lowered her head, after all, she couldn't match the liking in her heart.

Zhuo Jian sighed helplessly. In fact, Shen Moli could guess what would happen to Shen Moli after she met the person who was looking for her, so she asked her, "So come back and hold a wedding with him?"

"Well, grandpa is not in good health, I don't dare to mess around, and there is... Sister, I can't let go, I'm very angry, I really want to break up with him, but as soon as he appears..."

"I just can't control myself."

As Shen Moli talked, she voiced out all those uncontrollable feelings that were unavoidable.

Zhuo Jian looked at her like this, and reached out to wipe the tears on her face, "Fool."

When she was Shen Moli's age, she loved so selflessly and thought she could control her feelings.

But love is something that cannot be controlled.

"Sister, what should I do? Does he love me or not? Or is it because Liang Yu refuses to marry him, that's why he made a second choice to marry me, and then secretly made love with Liang Yu. Sister, I'm so scared."

Shen Moli looked at Zhuo Jian pitifully and asked her.

"Don't be afraid, the road of life is nothing more than this, love is not all we have, whether he loves you or not, you have to have your own things to do, don't let yourself fall into the trap of love and cannot extricate yourself, you know?"

Zhuo Jian calmly comforted her.

It's important to realize your worth in other ways.

"Well, I'll try my best."

"Fool, don't cry, it doesn't look good to cry."

"Well, sister, thank you."

Shen Moli laughed, then reached out and hugged Zhuo Jian.

Zhuo Jian was rarely hugged by girls like this, and she was a little uncomfortable, but thinking of something, she raised her hand and gently patted Shen Moli's shoulder.

When Zhuo Jian and Shen Moli went out from the empty room, they smelled the familiar smell of smoke, they glanced at each other, but they didn't stay.

After Shen Moli and Mrs. Chen left, their old lady also went back to the room.

Fu Yanye and Zhuo Jian stood in the living room, Fu Yanye asked, "Don't you want to go upstairs?"

"Do not want to."

She smiled and was very gentle.

Not even the slightest bad mood.

Fu Yanye was suddenly irritable, "Don't look at me with that look, and don't associate Shen Moli and Chen Xiang with us, they are different."

"The difference is that they didn't have a hidden marriage? The difference is that Liang Yu..."

"Did you know that the deliberate kidnapping was not done by Liang Yu?"

Fu Yanye suddenly changed the subject.

Zhuo Jian looked at him and suddenly fell silent.

The topic changed a little quickly, and it made her unable to grasp his thoughts.

"Do you blame me for not telling you in advance?"

Zhuo Jian asked softly.

"Where do you still have me in your heart?"

Fu Yanye looked at her, and when he said this, there was disappointment and absurdity in his eyes.

"I want to go back to myself, you stay and take care of them."

It was an inquiry, a discussion, and her decision.

Zhuo Jian didn't answer his words, because there seemed to be nothing between them.

Because, if you want to get to the bottom of it, I really don't know how many more things need to be investigated.

"Didn't you promise your parents to stay and take care of your sons, daughters and grandparents?"

"But it's the same with you."

"I've been wanting to ask you for a few days, since when did you stop loving me?"

Fu Yanye sighed, and he asked that question straight after a while.

Zhuo Jian looked at him in surprise for a few seconds, and soon he calmed down and said calmly, "It's been a long time."

"Is it before or after my accident?"

he asked again.

Zhuo Jian was stunned for a moment before asking, "Is there any difference?"

"Even if it was about Chengcheng that you decided to never see me again, you still loved me at that time, right?"

"Correct."

After a long time, Zhuo Jian responded to his sudden aggressiveness.

But, why did he suddenly say there?

During that gloomy period, she thought they would never mention it again in this life.

"Is that because I controlled you from letting you and Sheng Xin get on the plane? Or sooner, or later."

He didn't drink, but he was suddenly stubborn.

"What are you asking these for?"

"answer me."

Fu Yanye suddenly gritted his teeth and looked at her.

He looked a little excited.

Zhuo Jian looked at him like this, and her heart felt like a meat grinder.

"I, can't tell."

"Why can't you tell? The night before my accident, you were drunk and told me that you still love me, that is... after that, but during that time we put aside the past, it is still very good, that is, in the future, you Find me from Lin Ruxiang abroad, Zhuo Jian, it was then, right?"

He seemed to be trying to prove something.

Looking at him like this, Zhuo Jian only felt distressed.

"Or maybe."

I really can't tell.

In the past few years, she felt that she was tortured by him back and forth, and she was about to forget her original intention.

It seems that I can't remember anything clearly, if I don't mention it.

She can spend the rest of her life peacefully, and she can laugh away the occasional dull pain in her heart.

"What would have happened to us if you hadn't found me then?"

Fu Yanye asked again.

Zhuo Jian looked at him puzzled, what was going on with him at this moment.

Very unlike his usual.

She shook her head and smiled wryly, "I don't know, Fu Yanye, stop guessing about things that didn't happen, even if we are separated, I still hope you have a good life."

"At this moment, I really hate you."

Fu Yanye squinted her phoenix eyes, and said that in the quiet space.

He really hates her.

Why do you want to bless him so calmly when you don't love him?

Why don't you love him and still act like a good person.

Obviously, he is a cold-blooded killer.

She killed his heart.

Then he smiled gently and said that he hoped he would have a good life in the future.

Fu Yanye thought she was funny, took one last look at her, turned and walked out.

Zhuo Jian reflexively turned her head to look at his back, and he walked resolutely.

He still hates her?

Zhuo Jian also found it inconceivable, with all sorts of feelings already surging in her heart, she sat down on the sofa, and then fell into a long depressive silence.

The lights came on outside, and off he went.

The rain started to fall just in time.

There was also Chen Xiang's and Shen Moli's wedding invitation on the coffee table. The red color was particularly eye-catching, forming the sharpest contrast with the atmosphere at home at this time.

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The wedding between Chen Xiang and Shen Moli was postponed to the end of the month, August 28th.

That day Zhuo Jian went shopping with Ouyang Ping to choose a gift for Shen Moli, but when choosing a gift, Ouyang Ping suddenly mentioned: "What will you give Fu Yanye for his birthday two days away?"