I don't deserve your love

Chapter 1140 If you still love me, or fall in love with me again

"If you still love me, or, fall in love with me again."

He suppressed his emotions, but his eyes were full of yearning for them to love each other again.

"..."

Zhuo Jian looked at him, suddenly speechless.

love him?

love him again?

This is actually not difficult.

but……

His hand is about to hold her again, holding her hand like he used to, and going to the place they like.

It's just that his fingertips were a little hard, so hard that Zhuo Jian seemed to have been pricked and immediately removed her hand, then opened the car door and walked out.

Fu Yanye followed, and was on the shore.

The clothes of the two were blown up.

"Fu Yanye, we can't go back."

Zhuo Jian gripped the cold armrest with both hands, her voice was so hoarse that he couldn't hear clearly.

Until she worked up the courage to see him.

They looked at each other, separated by layers of night, waves, strong winds, and snow.

In the face of feelings, he was too sharp and sensitive for her, but after so many years, she was still as vulnerable and insecure as she once loved him.

They have experienced too much, and those times that made them disappointed in each other and tear their faces apart, like an old movie that is hard to let go, are still vivid in my memory.

-

As the New Year approaches, Zhuo Jian bids farewell to Zhuang Mingli in the stars.

"Hey, I'll be back."

Zhuang Mingli took a sip of wine, looked ahead, and said after taking a sip of wine.

Zhuo Jian looked at the wine in the glass, "What's so good here? Aren't the southerners unable to adapt to the northern climate?"

"I'm different? I'm physically strong, and my adaptability is perfect."

Zhuang Mingli said to her confidently.

Zhuo Jian smiled and took a sip of her wine.

Adaptability, but because...

"And most importantly, my mother is here."

Zhuang Mingli hesitated, then looked back at her and said.

Zhuo Jian nodded, yes, his mother is here.

A southerner has lived in the north for a long time because of a relationship problem with his husband, and he even seems to be a northerner.

However, I heard that his mother still often goes to Xingguang to eat southern cuisine, and the chef there is the best chef in southern cuisine.

His mother saw such a strong woman in Shanqu, but she chose not to go home after being injured, and she went to eat southern food because she was homesick, right?

Just like when she was abroad, she would secretly make dumplings, fry shredded potatoes, and buy northern delicacies online.

Zhuo Jian felt that she didn't understand.

Could it be that she has also become a resentful woman in her relationship?

Do not!

She would never do that.

After drinking two glasses, when he asked the bartender to pour the wine, Zhuang Mingli waved his hand, "Pour it here."

Zhuo Jian looked at him, "Do you drink this?"

"Taste what you girls like."

He likes hard liquor.

The wine she drank was softer.

But he remembered the smell, then turned to look at her, and said with a smile, "It fits your appearance."

The bartender smiled smugly, and then went on to make drinks for others.

"The bartenders here really know me."

Zhuo Jian said.

"Well, but there is only softness in this wine, no bitterness."

He nodded in agreement, but gave her a gift.

Hearing that bitter word, she had to smile, then turned her head to look away.

Fu Yanye rarely sat outside.

Zhuo Jian thought it should be him.

In a dark place.

There is another one, like Li Heng.

Zhuo Jian recognized them based on their appearance, and then looked down at her empty wine glass, and Zhuang Mingli said after a while, "Let's go, I'll take you back first."

"it is good."

Zhuo Jian agreed.

But the two of them were out of the stars, Zhuo Jian turned to look at him, "Let's bid farewell here."

Zhuang Mingli looked at her, not agreeing.

-

Li Heng and Fu Yanye were still sitting there, Li Heng asked, "Aren't you going to follow?"

"Don't follow."

He was thoughtful.

"Brother, do you still love sister-in-law?"

"..."

Fu Yanye didn't speak, but looked at him with his black eyelashes lifted.

"Have you ever tried chasing a girl really hard?"

Li Heng asked him again.

Fu Yanye felt a little tight in his chest, and then looked towards where he was going.

In fact, his heart had already flown out.

Chasing a girl really hard?

Didn't he?

Back then when she came back, he rejected people thousands of miles away, and he took every step to make her admit this relationship, and let her hold a wedding with him.

Even so, their wedding was still not smooth.

In her opinion, it seemed to be different from what he thought.

Yes, he, where is chasing.

"Brother, don't chase after me."

Li Heng said again.

Fu Yanye sighed sullenly, "Do you think your situation is suitable for teaching me?"

"..."

Li Heng was hit again, but he quickly continued, "Although my brother has little actual combat experience, he knows a lot. I just haven't met the one I like, otherwise, um, I'm sure I'll be able to catch it."

"..."

Fu Yanye was speechless, took his mobile phone and got up to leave.

Seeing him leave suddenly, Li Heng hurried to catch up, and continued, "Brother..."

After all, they came out late.

In fact, Fu Yanye was just thinking about luck.

What if she is still there?

But how could that hypocrite let her wait for him? That hypocrite must have a lot of excuses to make her leave with him.

Fu Yanye sighed annoyedly, and glanced at his phone.

The driver drove over and he got into the car, but he still opened the window before leaving, "Go back early, you will have a business trip tomorrow and forget about it."

"Thank you for your concern."

"..."

Fu Yanye still liked the way he was working, so he closed the car window and left.

In the blink of an eye, another year.

Time passed so fast, so fast that I thought nothing happened, but when I thought about it carefully, so many things happened.

They have all experienced life and death, separation, and even separation.

They have wasted so much, so much time.

And that night, she said that they would never go back again, and he had never been so calm when listening to her unfeeling words.

Fu Yanye looked at the group photo of the two of them on the screen saver. When he was in the south, he took a sneak shot while she was asleep, and he didn't change it after using it.

Su Bai teased him for a while, but he didn't feel ashamed.

Didn't he lose enough people?

Fu Yanye looked out the window until a taxi passed them by.

He turned his head and glanced at the taxi in a strange way.

The lights in the old house have been dimmed, only the warm-colored aisle lights are left to illuminate people.

Fu Yanye casually went upstairs with his hands in his pockets, and habitually looked at his sons first. Those little guys were sleeping very soundly.

Fu Yanye was a little envious of them, they could sleep if they wanted to.

It's just that when he went to the princess room, his daughter was not there, and his originally flat brows were frowned, thinking that he might be carried away by Wang Yue again, it was hard for him to ask for it again.

It's just that when I got to my bedroom, I put my hand on the doorknob and wanted to push it open, but the doorknob didn't move.

Only then did his dark eyes lift slowly, and then his heart began to beat strongly.