I don't deserve your love

Chapter 1179 You are not worthy of what you hold

Fu Yanye looked at her until her eyelashes moved.

Jian Qian pursed her lips, and she saw that Zhuo Jian's eyes were foggy.

Zhuo Jian wanted to continue drinking the soup, but the spoon was so full that she couldn't lift her hand.

She put down the spoon, glanced at her watch, and whispered, "Aren't we going shopping?"

"what?"

Jian Qian's voice was a little hard to come out.

At this time, what street do you still go shopping?

"Let's go."

Zhuo Jian got up, took her mobile phone and bag, and was about to leave with her head down.

Jian Qian stood up, but did not move.

Because Fu Yanye held her hand in front: "This one, have I explained it clearly?"

He looked at her and asked in a low voice.

Yes, this time it is no longer a questioning, but an inquiry.

Zhuo Jian pushed his hand, but didn't push it away. After a few seconds, she raised her eyes and met his eyes. Her vision was extremely blurred, but her heart was also extremely rational, "I always knew."

"so?"

Fu Yanye had some expectations.

In fact, he has always had that feeling, and Zhuo Jian knows it. It is impossible for him to regard other women as her substitutes.

But there was no excitement in her voice, it was even so light that she seemed disappointed.

"She doesn't even dare to say that she likes you. What qualifications does she have to compare with me?"

"I never said she was eligible."

"You didn't say she wasn't qualified when you hugged her to provoke me."

Zhuo Jian blocked his words indifferently.

"..."

Fu Yanye looked at her exceptionally cold eyes, suddenly powerless.

"I really don't know whether to call you childish or what. If those women cooperated with you at that time, would you really let them please you, and then break up with me?"

"..."

Fu Yanye looked at her, never expecting that she could say such things to him in a large audience.

"Besides, you should be clear that what really made us go further and further apart was not these shameful women, but your distrust of me."

When Zhuo Jian pushed his hand again, she easily pushed it away, she just smiled lightly, and then passed him by.

She no longer had any expectations of him.

They are nothing more than that.

When he hurt her before, she thought it was heartbreak. It wasn't until the incident a few days ago that she knew what real heartbreak was.

Holding a handful of ashes in his hand, that's just the feeling.

After she left, there was a sound of thank you for coming at the door, followed by the crisp and unreal sound of the wind chime outside the door.

The wind was so strong that her long hair was blown up, and her tense and hot face was finally relieved.

In the restaurant, Jian Qian quickly bowed her head and left.

Only Fu Yanye and Cheng Nuo were left. Cheng Nuo looked at Fu Yanye for a long time before he dared to step forward a little bit, and said in an inaudible voice, "If I say I like you now, Mr. Fu..."

She looked at him, trying to confess.

But he didn't seem to hear it, turned around and walked outside.

Cheng Nuo was still standing there, tears of grievance were about to fall.

She thought she was careful enough, but, in front of him, was she transparent after all?

When he can use her, he will use her, no need...

No, it's impossible, he must still need her, after all everyone said that she was very similar to Zhuo Jian when she was young.

but……

Thinking of the conversation between the couple just now, she felt her face hurt again.

They didn't mention her name, but they humiliated her.

Cheng Nuo's cell phone rang for a long time.

But she couldn't hear it at all.

Until a waiter passed by: "Ma'am, your phone is ringing."

Cheng Nuo looked at the waiter silently, then came back to his senses, and quickly lowered his head to get the phone, but there was a missed call from You Fei in the phone.

You Fei, why did that boss treat her as a person?

You Fei once put a clear price on her, and her virginity was nothing more than mediocre.

It's not that she doesn't look down on you, it's just that after making a comparison, it's hard for her to settle for the second best.

But she won the bet with You Fei, and she failed to let Fu Yanye want her.

Before she could even confess her love, he suddenly left.

But until now, she felt that she still had a chance.

Water droplets can penetrate stone.

She thought that with her intelligence, she would definitely be able to impress a man's heart.

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Outside, it was gloomy, as if there was going to be rain and snow soon.

Wang Rui stood far away, watching the tall man in front of him chasing, a love that should have been achieved long ago.

The wind was getting stronger and stronger, and the corners of his coat were blown up, and his long legs stood out, slender and straight against the black trousers. Jian Qian spotted him before getting into the car.

When Zhuo Jian opened the car door, Fu Yanye caught up with her in a big stride, stretched out her slender arms, and grabbed her.

Zhuo Jian reflexively turned her head and saw him again.

In the wind, they looked at each other.

One is gentle and calm, and the other is cold and sharp.

"We can, I'll be your driver."

He looked at her, and finally swallowed the words he wanted to say.

Before Jian Qian got into the car, she took a look and decided that she shouldn't be outside, so she quickly got in.

"no need."

"why?"

Fu Yanye asked her, and the hand holding her wrist became tighter.

"We can both drive."

Zhuo Jian looked at him extremely calmly.

Fu Yanye didn't let go of her, just wanted to speak again, but in the end he just stared at the place where he was holding her.

"We're going shopping, so let's not talk for now."

After Zhuo Jian finished speaking, she looked at his hand holding her wrist, the ring on his hand was particularly eye-catching.

In fact, she didn't think he needed to wear that ring anymore.

"Zhuo Jian."

He held her hand, still unable to speak.

He didn't realize that the two of them were like this now, and he looked ridiculous wearing a wedding ring alone.

However, he still couldn't let go.

"Let go."

Zhuo Jian reminded softly.

"I have no idea."

Fu Yanye held her hand tightly, trying to make her understand.

They seemed to be talking about just this touch, but they all knew in their hearts that it wasn't.

Zhuo Jian stared at him holding her wrist, gradually choked up, her lips moved, wondering if it was too cold in the wind, she felt only a little warmth inside her lips, after a while It took half a minute for her to make a sound, "Actually, if I hadn't been pregnant that year, I should have died."

Holding her hand, Fu Yanye felt even more powerless when he heard her calm and depressed voice.

"I'm not the same Zhuo Jian I used to be. You can treat her as dead. Do you still remember the bloody corridor in Hainan? That's when she died."

"No."

He went to see her, angry, depressed, and negative.

But she smiled lowly, "When I thought Cheng Cheng was dead, I actually gave up living alone a long time ago. Although I thought there was a turning point later, Brother Ye..."

She raised her eyes and looked at him. For a long time, she was a little speechless.

Fu Yanye was a little afraid to look at her, not long after she looked at him so calmly and tenderly, he lowered his head and just looked at her hand that had already taken off the wedding ring.

"Leave yourself alone."

After she choked up, she said something in relief.

She felt that he was also very tired.

In fact, they really don't have to.

"How to let it go? You teach me."

he looked at her and asked.

His Adam's apple rolled slightly, and he choked, he couldn't believe that she had really let go, he really couldn't believe it.

She has loved him for too long.

It is said that if you love someone for too long, it will be carved into your bones and melt into your blood.