I don't deserve your love

Chapter 1489 Please, don't force me, okay?

But at this moment, she clasped her hands together, obviously not giving him a chance to hold hands.

The old lady noticed the undercurrent between their husband and wife, but the old man looked carefully at the chessboard and slapped his thigh: "Hey."

The sound of Fu Yanye being slapped by the old man made him depressed again.

Just looking at Zhuo Jian's crooked eyes smiling again, her Adam's apple moved unconsciously, bowed her head, and endured.

The whole family went about their business after dinner, Zhuo Jian held Cheng Tian in her arms, "Baby, can you sleep with Mommy tonight?"

"Okay, sleep with Dad too."

Cheng Tian looked at the man walking towards them and said happily.

When Cheng Tian laughed, she had exactly the same eyes as Zhuo Jian when she laughed.

Fu Yanye hugged his daughter softly: "Aren't you ashamed to sleep with Mommy and Dad when you're too old?"

"Hee hee, baby likes to sleep with mommy and daddy."

Relying on the fact that my father is more shy than the girl I love, I want to be together.

Fu Yanye whispered: "Okay, then we'll sleep together."

The three elder brothers naturally went back to their respective rooms, they didn't need to sleep together, girls are just delicate.

Seeing that they had all left, Fu Yanye looked at Zhuo Jian again, "Go upstairs."

"Oh."

Zhuo Jian reluctantly followed him upstairs.

But three people sleeping together are better than two.

only……

Not long after the lights were turned off, just as Cheng Tian fell asleep, she felt the quilt move.

"Shh."

Fu Yanye crawled in front of her and whispered.

Zhuo Jian's heartbeat quickened immediately, and she forgot to breathe while watching him.

Fu Yanye whispered: "Don't wake her up."

"..."

Zhuo Jian didn't want to wake up her daughter, but why did he suddenly come to her?

Fu Yanye originally wanted to lie down outside her, but just happened to pass by her, and he felt a little...

Yes, can't leave.

He just propped his upper body up a little, looked at her, kissed the familiar fragrance on her body, and asked her in a low voice: "Is the medicine still effective?"

Zhuo Jian's face immediately tensed up, she was so angry and annoyed but couldn't say a word.

What effect?

He has a really good memory.

She thought he would ask her about going to see that person today, but he didn't mention a word, but mentioned...

Thinking of this, Zhuo Jian suddenly became calmer.

"Fu Yanye, I, I don't want to do it with you."

She said it.

Although she was afraid that this sentence would mean nothing to him at all.

He had already waited until her birthday. Although the original surprise turned into a fright, she guessed that once the incident started again, he might not want to care about her willingness or not.

After all, he really said that too.

But she still wants to speak her mind.

Because her heart seemed to be shrouded in darkness, she couldn't think about anything else.

But his kiss was still slowly, one by one, on her lips, his hoarse voice: "Really?"

He can easily pick her up because he can't be where there are daughters.

So he quickly wanted to take her to the guest room.

On the big bed in the guest room, he can kiss her more freely and want her more freely in the way he likes.

But Zhuo Jian resisted, he could only kiss and comfort her more gently.

It's just that, in her mind, fragments of him forcing her suddenly flashed into her mind.

She couldn't breathe suddenly, and then squeezed his arm tightly with both hands.

Fu Yanye raised her eyes reflexively, and when she faced her again, her eyes were filled with tears, and she just asked him gently: "No, no, okay?"

Fu Yanye stopped, but still couldn't help looking at her, "What do you think?"

"No."

She shook her head.

She doesn't want to talk.

I don't want to recall it again.

But Fu Yanye was still tense, his dry Adam's apple moved, and he stared at her, "Ah Jian, I need to know what you remember."

"..."

Zhuo Jian looked at him.

She didn't want to talk about those things that weren't beautiful at all.

She just looked at him softly and pitifully with watery eyes, and said softly, "Please, don't force me, okay?"

She has always been very separate.

Past and present.

She knew that they reconciled as before, and she also remembered how kind he was to her these days.

Therefore, she didn't want to push him away just because she remembered those bad memories, so that the relationship between the two became as bad as before.

but……

She was really afraid that she would not be able to control herself, and she didn't know what she would remember tomorrow.

She wants to remember more good things, sweet things.

He said they had a lot of sweet moments.

And they have four children, they must have been happy and sweet.

Why can't she remember?

Fu Yanye looked at her worriedly, kissed her forehead lightly, "Okay."

"Then, shall we sleep?"

With an idea, Zhuo Jian hugged his waist tightly so that he couldn't kiss her anywhere else.

She spoke softly, and Fu Yanye lowered his eyes and couldn't see her, but there was really nothing he could do.

Although he was new to meat, he knew that he could restrain himself.

And now that she is still talking to him so softly in this situation, he has no choice but to lie on the outside and gently hug her: "Go to sleep, I won't do it."

Zhuo Jian looked up at him with some distrust.

When Fu Yanye saw her watery eyes, he was a little disturbed, so he could only scare her in a low voice: "If you are not sleepy, just..."

"Sleepy."

She immediately hid in his arms again and closed her eyes tightly.

Her long eyelashes are dense and gentle, so gentle that his whole heart is tied to her.

Fu Yanye couldn't help but lowered his head and kissed her forehead.

That night, he suddenly dreamed that he forgot to have children with her.

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early morning.

When Zhuo Jian woke up, there was only her daughter by her side.

Fu Yanye didn't know where she went. She didn't see him after she got up, and she felt a little uneasy, but seeing her daughter still sleeping, she lay back and gradually felt relieved.

This is their home, where can he go?

No matter where he goes, he will come back again.

Sure enough, he came back from the outside not long after, saw that she had woken up, and said, "I'll take a bath first."

Zhuo Jian didn't have time to speak, but an inexplicable warmth passed through her heart.

It turned out that he went to exercise.

In fact, she has been unhappy recently, but...

"Mummy, good morning."

When she looked back, it was because her daughter woke up.

Orange's sweet and waxy voice called her.

Zhuo Jian looked down at the little princess in her arms, "Good morning, baby."

She kissed Cheng Tian's forehead, just like he kissed her every morning.

Cheng Tian happily kissed her on the face.

The child seemed to be very energetic when he woke up, and he ran away quickly.

Zhuo Jian also changed her clothes, and was hugged from behind while buttoning up.

The familiar smell of shower gel made her obediently stay in that embrace without moving.