Chapter 2188: Heart as ashes
Chapter 2188: Heart as ashes
Xu Ruoyou also felt an indescribable sweetness in her heart, she actually didn't want to separate from Leng Xuemu.
She was taken aback by her obsessed thoughts, but at the same time, shyness spread in her heart again and again.
This young daughter's mentality made her a little bit at a loss, but she just couldn't restrain herself. She knew in her heart that it was Shangguan Qianmian who she should be worried about.
Trying to put aside these weird thoughts of her own, Xu Ruoyou hurried to the door of Shangguan Qianmian's apartment with the breakfast that Aunt Wu had prepared for Shangguan Qianmian.
Knocking on the door, Xiao Nian quickly opened the door.
"Sister Youyou, you came so early!" Xiao Nian seemed to have not slept well, covering her mouth and yawning.
Xu Ruoyou came in with breakfast, smiled and said: "You worked hard last night, I brought breakfast, you can eat some and go back and sleep well."
Xiao Nian looked at Xu Ruoyou's boxes of delicious breakfast on the table, swallowed and said, "I'm going to brush my teeth first, this breakfast looks too appetizing!"
Then he ran to the bathroom.
Xu Ruoyou arranged the breakfast, glanced at the room where Shangguan Qianmian was, hesitated for a moment, walked over, and knocked on the door lightly.
"Mianmian, are you awake?"
Shangguan Qianmian in the bedroom had already woken up.
As early as in the middle of the night, she woke up, thinking of all the embarrassing things she had done, and felt annoyed, but the pain in her heart didn't lessen, as if someone was constantly cutting her heart with a knife. Unwilling to stop, the pain spread uninterruptedly to every inch of her body, an indescribable pain.
She knew that she cared about Leng Xiaoli, but she never thought that she would care about him so much.Just like now, she clearly knows that being with him will cause harm to her most beloved parents, but she is still hesitating, still having fantasies, and trying to deceive herself, telling herself that all of this is It's fake, it's another excuse Leng Xiaoli said for rejecting her.
Oh, she would rather it was a lie and an excuse made up by Leng Xiaoli, she would rather that he really had no feelings for her, than now, he told her that he loved her, but the life and death of a close relative was between them , so it is impossible to be together in this life...
After thinking about it over and over again all night, when Xu Ruoyou knocked on the door, Shangguan Qianmian looked at the ceiling above her head, feeling as if she was going to die.
Seeing that there was no movement in the room for a long time, Xu Ruoyou turned around to leave, but stopped again.Shangguan Qianmian was really abnormal last night, and she always felt a little uneasy in her heart.
Xu Ruoyou turned around and reached out to open the bedroom door.
The room was pitch black, as if there was no light at all.It took Xu Ruoyou a long time to see clearly Shangguan Qianmian lying motionless on the bed through the light outside the house.
"Mianmian, you..." Xu Ruoyou was a little worried, and hurried in, only to see Shangguan Qianmian's eyes wide open, staring blankly at the ceiling, motionless.
"Mianmian, what's the matter with you? What happened between you and... Leng Xiaoli?" Xu Ruoyou looked at the distraught Shangguan Qianmian, knowing whether Leng Xiaoli's name should be mentioned, but she still endured it. I couldn't help asking.
Hearing that name, Shangguan Qianmian trembled like a conditioned reflex.
After a long time, she slowly rolled her eyes and set her eyes on Xu Ruoyou.
"Yuyou, you're here..." Shangguan Qianmian seemed to want to smile at her, but when she moved the corners of her lips, she showed an expression uglier than crying.
Xu Ruoyou's heart suddenly ached, and she sat sideways on the bed, and said softly: "Mianmian, no matter what happens, there will be no difficulties to overcome, you have to cheer up, you are not like you at all, you do you know?"
"Really?" Shangguan Qianmian laughed at herself.She closed her eyes slightly, and seemed to take a deep breath before opening them again.
"Yuyou...I want to get married..." After a long pause, Xu Ruoyou heard Shangguan Qianmian say this.
She opened her eyes wide and stared blankly at Shangguan Qianmian for a long time, but seeing her lifeless eyes, she knew that this time, she was really going to give up.
There is nothing more hopeless than a dead heart, and only this kind of despair can make people really give up.
"Okay...I support any decision you make. But now...you have to get up and eat something, and then let's take a bath together and have a SPA. Starting tomorrow, let's start blind dates again, and find someone who is handsome and considerate How about starting a date with this handsome guy?" Xu Ruoyou was silent for a while, then smiled and said softly.
Shangguan Qianmian looked at her, the corners of her lips raised slightly, and finally revealed a smile.
Taking Shangguan Qianmian to soak in the hot spring and the SPA together, Xu Ruoyou felt that she was much more energetic, so she proposed to go to the dessert shop she often goes to for something to eat.
Shangguan Qianmian nodded in agreement.
The two went to the dessert shop, ordered something, and sat by the window. Shangguan Qianmian looked sideways at the street scene outside the glass window, as if thinking of something again, his eyes became a little lonely.
Xu Ruoyou knew that her mood couldn't get better all of a sudden, and she couldn't get out of it quickly, so she didn't say much, and gave her time and space to sort out her thoughts.
He casually took out his phone and glanced at it, only to find that it was already four o'clock in the afternoon.Thinking that she hadn't eaten with Xiao Ziyun since she came back, she felt a little guilty, but at this meeting, Shangguan Qianmian needed someone to accompany her, so she could only let her son feel wronged for two more days.
Just as he was thinking, the phone vibrated and the screen lit up.
Xu Ruoyou looked down, but it was a WeChat message.She clicked on her phone and found that this WeChat message was actually sent by Leng Xuemu.
"Where is it, Zi Yun is out of school, let's have dinner together in the afternoon."
The sentences are again, as always, affirmative sentences, not interrogative sentences.Xu Ruo raised his eyebrows melodiously, and was about to send a message telling him that she had to accompany Shangguan Qianmian, but Shangguan Qianmian on the opposite side asked, "Is it Leng Xuemu? You just came back, so you should spend more time with him and Zi Yun." , I'm fine, you don't need to accompany me specially."
Xu Ruoyou frowned and said, "You look like this, how can I rest assured to leave you alone?"
Without waiting for Shangguan Qianmian to speak, Xu Ruoyou shook his head and said, "No, we agreed to have dinner together today, the hot pot restaurant in front of the school, we haven't been there for a long time, shall we go to that one?"
Shangguan Qianmian smiled, grabbed her hand and said, "Okay, Yoyo, I know you're worried about me, but I'm really fine. If you're worried, I'll call Xiao Nian to come over to accompany me, and you'll be fine." Have a meal with your son at ease!"
Xu Ruoyou still wanted to refuse, but Shangguan Qianmian grabbed her phone and replied "Yes" to Leng Xuemu!
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