Chapter 1135 The meaning of life itself
Chapter 1135 The meaning of life itself
These should have been avoided.
If she had always been by her side, protecting her growth.
Maybe these things wouldn't happen.
"If only I hadn't left."
Cheng Linxian couldn't help but blurt out what was in her mind.
After he said this, he met his daughter's calm amber eyes and realized his own mistake.
But she really regretted it.
Just think of the bullying and betrayal her daughter suffered during her absence.
She couldn't control her emotions.
I wish I could kill those who bullied my daughter.
However, when it comes to the harm she has inflicted on Jiang Nuantang, she is the one who is most to blame.
If she had not been forced by the situation, in order not to implicate her infant daughter, she would have chosen to entrust both the money and her daughter to her sister and become a living target to attract fire.
How could there be a sequel in which the younger sister's boyfriend, who was about to get married, was tempted by money and ran away with the money, and the younger sister, in order to have a good life, cruelly abandoned her elder sister's daughter on the roadside.
To put it bluntly, as Jiang Nuantang's biological mother, she was also one of the driving forces behind the hardships and sufferings that Jiang Nuantang had to endure since childhood.
The so-called if is nothing more than people always like to comfort themselves with things that have not happened, in order to achieve the purpose of relief and self-deception.
But the reality is not subject to human will.
Otherwise, she would have hoped to bring all the best things in the world to Jiang Nuantang.
Now I won't feel so guilty and upset.
Perhaps the self-blame in Cheng Linxian's eyes was too strong and obvious, which deeply touched Jiang Nuantang. In addition, although she rationally warned herself to stay away, she couldn't control the urge to get closer.
So when Cheng Linxian said this, Jiang Nuantang felt an uncontrollable pain in his heart.
Before the brain issues a command, the body has already taken action.
He took the hand of the woman in front of him and started speaking.
"Don't blame yourself, this is not your fault."
Jiang Nuantang held Cheng Linxian's hand, his tone calm and his eyes firm.
It did calm the other person's anxious and self-blaming heart a little.
Even so, Cheng Linxian couldn't help but blame herself.
"But……"
No matter what, it was an undeniable fact that she had thrown her away.
Cheng Linxian's eyes gradually became moist and red.
For this reason alone, she could not forgive herself.
Sensing that she was losing control of her emotions, Jiang Nuantang held her hand even tighter, and spoke soothingly, word by word, in a gentle voice:
"You just made what you thought was the best choice at the time. As for the other accidents that happened later, it can only be said that fate played tricks on you. You can't blame others."
Jiang Nuantang's expression was calm.
As time passed, and after those evil people who had hurt her paid the corresponding price, she could now look at everything calmly.
If I bring it up again, I won’t have any big emotions anymore.
It's like discussing someone else's story.
She could even draw some life philosophies from it.
"Besides, am I not living a good life now? It was the hardships in the past that made me who I am today, and it was also the deliberate calculations of those people that allowed me to meet my current husband and have three lovely children. Maybe I didn't understand when I was stuck in the quagmire, but now when I think about it, I feel that... maybe all this is the experience I must experience when I come to this world, and it is also the meaning of life itself."
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