Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Chapter 897

Zhang Zhentian has figured it out now, no matter what, he must not let his family misunderstand him again and again, so he decided to tell everything.flash dance..

"My child, I never said that admitting mistakes is a difficult choice. I just don't know how to face every mistake I have made. You haven't made so many mistakes. You don't know when You have all the mistakes on you, what a feeling, that feeling can suffocate you, I don't want this feeling to keep on me, you know I've not had an easy time these years , I gave all of this, in the eyes of everyone, I actually want to say, what kind of results have I heard, the betrayal of my family, the harm of my friends, the suspicion and suspicion of my relatives again and again

I have been in the society for many years. Every time I go to the toilet in the society, I will think about what kind of attitude my family will use to treat me. Do you know that I still had a very difficult time at that time, But I never tell others about my difficult life, because I know that all the difficult life is caused by myself, I can't blame anyone, and I have no reason to ask others to help me. Living this kind of life, I only hope that when I am in the most difficult and most difficult time, the woman who is with me can love me for the rest of my life and never leave.flash dance..

But I didn't expect that my beloved woman had an affair outside. To me, it was not only an insult, but also a cuckold. You have never experienced that feeling, because you don't have a beloved woman. Do you know how hopeless it feels when you know the woman you love is cuckolding you outside? I would never say these things to anyone, because today I can't bear it, there is nothing I can do, I have endured your misunderstandings over and over again, why am I not the only one who made mistakes, and I have to bear the consequences of all mistakes, and all the pressure of public opinion is on my head, making mistakes Should it be me? Why in your eyes, those who make mistakes will always be me instead of her. You have thought about how difficult it is to live without me. I have come to today step by step. not easy

In your eyes, you will always see that person is not me. What you see is only your immediate interests. What you see is only the rights and interests of the family. In your eyes, family members are more important than me, and only I am casual. You can be a dispensable person, but have you ever thought about it, no matter what, I am still your relative, no matter what I am still your elder, no matter what you said to me today, I will not blame you , but I also want you to know clearly that I am your elder. Whenever and wherever you speak to me, you should have the minimum respect. I will not follow anything you said today. You care about it, I also know that you are a straightforward person, and every word you say is not malicious, but do you know that because you are not polite, every word you say may hurt my self-esteem, I This is not the desired ending. ..”

"Grandpa, I know that every word I said to you today hurt your self-esteem, but do you know how painful my father and your father have been through these years? They are all my fathers, but my father It's your son, he looks at his father clearly in front of his eyes and he has no way to communicate with him, let alone talk to him, even if he doesn't know how to say a warm word , he watched you suffer so much torture, just like you saw how he grew up, you should know better than anyone how much torment he has in his heart, it is a kind of family that is clearly in front of your eyes But the pain of not being able to recognize each other, that kind of pain is like the pain of concentration, when and where can you stand on my father's side and consider his mood at that time for him? Why do you always have to be so selfish for your own sake? Live without caring about your loved ones at home

Relatives are such a sacred word. Only with relatives can we have you. If we don’t have relatives, what’s the point of living a long life in this world? You are the only one left in the whole world. What you face is loneliness and Helpless, you can't see hope, you can't see the future.

How much I wish that everything that happened was just a passing cloud, never happened at all. How I wish my father could have received his innocence from the very beginning. He lost his childhood, and his childhood was completely buried in In your hands, have you ever thought about how painful his childhood was, what he was doing when other classmates were starting to play, he was training like crazy, and he was thinking about all kinds of things. There is no way to prove that he is the strongest. When others ridicule him again and again, he has no way to cry, and no one can tell. He can only swallow all the pain in his belly .

Have you ever experienced that kind of despair? You say that you have had a hard time, but then you think of a child who has been trained by the devil since the beginning and has come to this day. Others can only see his current glory. I want to know the pain he suffered when he worked hard, how painful he was when he worked hard, and who could know that he always showed his most brilliant side in front of others, and others thought his success was too easy, but who He also knows how much effort she has put in silently behind her back, how much hard work and sweat she shed. It is not accidental or luck that he has come to this day, it is the result of his own hard work. "

Zhang Yichen originally thought that his son didn't know anything, but everything he said today, it turned out that he knew everything. He was just as bad at expressing words as himself, and he buried everything in his heart Deep down, he knows that one day he will vent it when he can't bear it anymore, but he can find out where his discovery is. He will never have anyone to talk about all the pain in his heart. Being able to submerge in his own heart by himself can only make him hide forever in the depths of his heart, and he has no way to rise up.

If time can be reversed, why don't I want to be a happy person? Who doesn't want to spend their childhood with peace of mind? Why should a childhood be so tiring?