Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Chapter 913 Marriage Without Love

"There are some things that I still can't explain to you. Perhaps everyone once wanted too much, but what I want is really simple and simple.

From the day you choose to deceive that person, you should think that every decision you make will eventually pay a price.flash dance..

I always have to pay responsibility for every word I say, maybe I should really grow up, what is the ability to push all the pain on others, even if I evade all responsibility, one day the truth will be revealed At that moment, I felt ashamed to face everyone. When I chose to deceive again and again, I was doomed to such an ending, wasn't it?

I have never regretted any decision in my life. The only thing I regret is that I did not stay by your side and take good care of my children and my father. I just chose myself, and I should not have chosen this path. After that period of life journey that does not belong to me, I always thought that I could live happily and happily after I left this home and you, but when I really left, I discovered what is called real heartache and sadness , Every mistake I have ever found is always vivid in my mind, I can't forget it, especially the moment I left you, you were crying there, but I have no way, I still didn't propose to stay Down the pace, I sped up the pace and left the house alone. ..

I believe you have also heard your grandfather tell you that when we left, we said it ourselves, we will never step into the house again in this life, no matter when, where, no matter what we encounter, we will never When I came back again, I didn’t expect that we would regret it in a short time. I regretted it the moment I asked her to leave the house. I didn’t expect that things would become like this in the end. What we want is still a quiet and happy life. But when everything I expected was beyond my imagination, I knew that there was no way to collect all these things. Maybe what I did in my life was always wrong, and I never did anything. One thing, I really hope that time can turn back. The thing I regret most in my life is this thing. If time can be turned back, I will definitely stop and hug you. You let go, the moment you let go, my heart throbbed in pain, but I still chose the path I shouldn't have chosen, do you think that as a mother, I am really cruel, Why does my child have to cry like that, but still choose to leave, is freedom really that important?"

"Mom, no matter all the mistakes you have ever made, whether you have regretted it or not is not the most important thing to me. All I want is to know every mistake you have ever made. Your heart What do you think in the depths, do you ever feel for a moment that you have done something wrong, do you ever feel for a moment that you should not treat your children in this way, in fact, I really love you, love you this Mom loves you, he is a father, I just hope you can stay by my side and accompany me a little bit more, even a little bit, but why can’t I get anything

Maybe it's because I'm really too stupid and naive, and every wrong decision I make can only get unequal treatment from others in the end.flash dance..

I have already got everything I wanted. Maybe what I wanted was too naive and too persistent. I didn't expect that I would end up in such a way. Do you know? I just hope that you can stay with me By my side, no matter whether you have regretted what you have done or not, even the slightest regret, I don't care if you will stay by my side now, and whether you will never leave this family again in the future, yes It’s not that it will hurt us again in the future. We are really not gods. We have no way to forgive the hurt and pain you caused us again and again. What we want is a stable life. It is too easy for you, but it is really difficult for me. I have been looking forward to it for more than [-] years. I have been looking forward to it since I was born.

To tell the truth, I am really afraid. The things I have been looking forward to for so long have all become my dreams, and all of them have become a mirage. I am afraid that all of you standing in front of me are also a false fantasy. I am afraid of such an ending, this This kind of ending makes me insist, there is no way to accept it, no one knows what kind of psychological torture is in my heart, how much I have supported step by step until today, once, I felt that I could be great and resist All the nightmares, I thought I could forget all the things that didn't belong to me with my own efforts, and give up everything to the end, but I found out that this is not the case.

I don’t want anything now, I don’t ask for anything, I just want my wife to get well soon, I just ask God to give me a miracle, let my wife return to me, let him live in a sober state In my society, I will never disappear again in this life. I really don’t know what attitude I should use to face such an ending. I only know that my heart is already numb. I saw my parents here For every word I said, I was really moved from the bottom of my heart, do you know that is a kind of heartfelt touch, how happy I am, how happy I am, how eager I am, you can stay I will never leave by my side for the rest of my life, but I have no way and no courage to tell you the words to let you stay. I will always be so proud and arrogant. I always think that every time I do A decision can be understood in your eyes, but it is not like this, because of my own arrogance, and finally let my family leave me again and again, but I don't know it. "

Zhang Nai listened to her father and her grandparents admitting their mistakes to each other here. He never imagined that one day the thing in front of him would happen. Why did the two of them suddenly become like this? Is this really true? Is it my father and my grandparents? They were still so disharmonious before, why did they suddenly become like this in this instant? The world changes so fast that I can hardly reflect it.