Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Chapter 1202

Looking back on all the things I experienced before, I couldn't believe it, it was too late like a dream, but I couldn't catch the shadow that couldn't escape.

The sadness in the past should be forgotten after all, why should I make my life so difficult

Xia Jing quickly packed her luggage, and she was about to leave. She felt that if she continued to stay here, it would be really difficult for her children to come back. For her children to come back here, to be able to Come back to his grandpa, she decides to leave by herself

Xia Jing quickly packed her luggage. She dragged the suitcase to the living room. Zhang Zhentian was still sitting in the living room, as if waiting for Xia Jing's arrival. He looked at the suitcase in Xia Jing's hand, He had an urge to rush over and snatch the suitcase from Xia Jing's hand and not let her go. Even if his son never came back, he would not want to lose his beloved. His wife who has slept with him for more than ten years, how could he be willing to part with him? Leaving, he wants to stay here with his father, wait for his son to come home, and see his child with his own eyes, living a happy and happy life. That is not living up to Xia Jing's expectations. He looked at Xia Jing with eyes full of He wanted to hold Xia Jing's hand to prevent her from leaving, but how could it be possible? This is impossible.

Xia Jing looked at Zhang Zhentian's reluctant eyes, and she felt very painful in her heart. She also couldn't bear Zhang Zhentian, but she had to leave. If she didn't leave, her son would not come back here. If it was because of her own reasons, Let her child leave here completely, then her conscience will be disturbed, instead of letting herself live with guilt for the rest of her life, it is better to leave by herself, and change her son to come back to accompany the old man and her husband, all of which are owed by herself Theirs, let yourself make up for it.

"Honey, I'm leaving. After I'm gone, you have to take good care of yourself, our children, and our father. Don't let the two of them suffer any harm because of the reasons between us. I owe you all these years, I know how much you miss our child, but you have been forcibly enduring not going back to China for me, just to prevent me from wandering outside alone, thank you for being with me for so many years, now I I can't be so selfish anymore, I want to make up for what I owed you before, I can't let you always pay for me, and I only care about enjoying it," Xia Jing said to Zhang Zhentian.

Zhang Zhentian couldn't bear it anymore, the tip of his nose became sour, and his eyes were red. He didn't want his wife to leave. After living together for so many years, he was already used to living with her. If she left so suddenly, he would Not used to it, he wanted to ask Xia Jing if he could take him away from here, he didn't want to suffer the pain of longing here alone.

"Honey, take me away from here together. The two of us have been living together outside for more than ten years. We have long been used to having each other by our side. We are nestled in each other's arms. That feeling is something I don't want. Give up like this, do you know? Although I really want to stay at home and watch my father accompany my son, but in my heart, you are still more important than them, and you will accompany me through my life But, it's not them, you take me away with you, don't let you walk alone on the road, okay?" Zhang Zhentian said beggingly, looking at Xia Jing.

Tears were already flooding Zhang Zhentian's eyes, but Xia Jing remained indifferent. Xia Jing didn't want to take her husband away from here again, and let her son lose his father again. Losing her son once, she knew that everything that happened back then was his personal reason, and she couldn't let it happen again. If this was the case, then what face would she have to go underground to meet the Zhang family's ancestors? It is better to make a correct decision now than to bear the abuse of others in the future

"Zhentian, I'm sorry, please forgive the decision I made today. I know that we have lived together as husband and wife for more than ten years. You must be reluctant to let me leave here alone, but I also hope that you can understand and be able to stand From my point of view, from your father’s point of view, from your son’s point of view, over the years, I not only owe you, I also owe our son, our father, if It wasn't because of my selfishness back then, how could you have left here with me? If it wasn't for my selfishness, how could you have wanted to see your child for so many years but couldn't? Even if you came back now, if it wasn't for me, we would How could your son cruelly refuse to recognize you as a father again and again, all the consequences are caused by me alone, I don't want you to bear it with me, do you know that for so many years, in my heart, you It's the person I love the most. I don't want you to lose your happy family again because of me. That would be cruel to you, and even more ashamed to me. Fool, don't Cry, even if I leave and am no longer here, but you miss me in the future, you can still come to the United States to find me. I just leave for a while, so you can stay at home with your father and improve yourself with your son Feelings, what is there not to do for you? I leave alone, but it can bring the happiness of the three of you. Isn't this a very good thing? Don't be sad, the last thing I want in this life What I see is your frown, because your frown is really ugly. I hope that when I leave, what stays in my mind is your smile. Husband, I am running out of time, so I will go first Yes, after I leave, you call our son and tell him that I have left and let him move back in. After all, it is always inconvenient and unsafe for a young man to live outside Ah, where is the comfort of living outside? ァ新ヤ~8~1~Chinese website..

In fact, I know that he just didn’t want to see me as a mother when he moved out, because what I did really chilled him and made him feel disgusted. I don’t want him to hate me because of me in the future You, I can keep him from recognizing me for the rest of my life, but I can't be selfish and let you not be recognized by him for the rest of my life. That would be cruel and unfair to you, and to Dad It is unacceptable to say that, I know, for so many years, Dad has you in his heart, he has been missing you, but because of me, he has not called you, no matter what our son does in the future Whatever, no matter what decision your father is making, I hope you can remember that everyone has a self-esteem, no matter who he is, he will not destroy his self-esteem because of others.

Our son's self-esteem is even stronger, so when you do things in the future, you must not hurt his self-esteem. On the contrary, when others threaten his self-esteem, you have to stand up and protect his self-esteem, and don't let him be hurt. The harm of others, only in this way will he accept you faster and accept you as a father. Until then, whether he recognizes me or not, I don’t care anymore, because if he recognizes you, he already recognizes me , do you remember?"

I just hope that time can stay for a moment, so that I can have a chance to regret the pain I have experienced