Chapter 1224
Chapter 1224
Before, my mother asked my father if he loved him. In fact, sometimes I really want to know whether there is love between my parents, but I later found out that the contradictions between my parents Many, deep down in my heart, I am also very helpless, very painful, and very entangled.
Xia Jing knew that no matter what she said now, there was no way for her husband to trust her again like before. If she did something wrong, she would eventually admit that she had met him, no matter what the consequences would be for her. The problem here must be faced calmly. It is a mistake made by oneself. No one can be blamed. No matter who makes a mistake, he will be punished by the world. God is so fair, but sometimes God also It would be so unfair, knowing who the person I love in my heart is, but I separate myself from her time and time again, and I can only let myself live in the abyss of pain for the rest of my life, just because I have committed a crime. Wrong New Bayi Chinese website first launch....
"Zhentian, I don't know how to explain some things to you now, and I don't know how to ask you some things. I just want to know, am I really so miserable in your heart? I just want to Quietly live the life that belongs to me. I have failed in this life. I have lost the man who loves me the most. I will never have a happy life like before in this life. You Can't you sympathize with me? In fact, I also know that your heart is not happy. You clearly know that the person I love is not you, but you can only pretend that the person I love is you. It’s just to satisfy your heart, and you don’t want others to make irresponsible remarks to you. You just want to let yourself believe it, and at the same time blind other people’s eyes, to prove that you are happy, and that my family is happy.”
Zhang Zhentian sighed. Now he doesn't know how to do these things to his wife. Just ask which man in the world can forgive his temperament. He always thinks about other men in his heart. This is extremely difficult for him. Huge insult, no matter whether I care about it or not, some things will be a foregone conclusion. There is no way to treat all of this as if it never happened. No matter what mistakes I have done or what mistakes I have made, I I shouldn't have to bear such pain. Everyone will have the life he wants, and his own life only wants to be with him, but he forgets whether he loves himself in his heart. Maybe his love is too much. Selfishness makes all this embarrassing like it is now. Giving him a chance to think about other men also gave me a big embarrassment. This makes me how to face my neighbors in the future Facing the world
What's more, I once abandoned my family for this woman, even my biological father, but in the end it ended up like this. What is this for? Could it be that the sky repays me like this? All the love, all the self-esteem gave up all the principles, and in the end I can only get this kind of treatment? Is it all in vain? Could it be that in his eyes, he can't see a little bit of sincerity towards him? In fact, I really love him, love him to the bone, and don't even want my own life for her, but I The woman in front of her didn't love herself at all, she only used her.
"Xia Jing, Xia Jing, I don't know how to tell you some things, but I really want to ask you, what do you think?
I used to abandon my whole family for you, even my relatives. I just hope to be with you and get you to treat me most sincerely, but why do you tell such lies to deceive me? Me, why do you still choose to be with me when you don’t have me in your heart? Don’t you insult me? In your eyes, you choose to marry me because of my age? Having our son with me, is this all just your empathy, is it all just a purpose of yours
Sometimes I am very numb. I don’t know if I have done so much for you. I will sacrifice everything for you. After all, you can’t see my kindness to you? Do you only see my harm to you? I have paid so much for you, and I love you sincerely. Can’t you be safe and secure? Stay by my side and love me a little more, even just a little bit, how sad I have been through these years, do you understand that I spend time and time again in self-blame and pain, I In self-blame, I don't know whether every choice I make is wrong or not
I only need to think that I abandoned my family for you. I am awakened by nightmares in my dreams every day, but I have never been afraid, because I believe that having you by my side is enough, and I can even myself for you. I don’t care about my loved ones at all, and treat them as my own burden, and throw them away easily, but what about you, is this how you repay me? You paid for me, do you have a little sincerity? Why can’t you see it forever? My love for you, you can only treat everyone so selfishly forever"
Xia Jing did not expect that her husband Zhengtian would say such words to herself. In fact, he never thought in his heart that what he wanted in his life was to be able to stay by his husband's side safely. I want to live a stable family that can provide my husband, so that my husband can live a happy life, but the sky is not as good as people want, some things cannot be decided by thinking, and every decision I make must pay some price.Only these costs can make your life different.
"I never thought about it. On the contrary, I am very happy every day with you, because I feel that when I am with you, I live a very happy, happy and down-to-earth life. I never thought about my whole life. What kind of ending will I face? All I want is to stay by your side. I also thought that I can stay by your side safely. Even if I give up, the person I love the most is also the most Love me. I really can't do that man. My love for him has penetrated deep into my bones. There is no way to forget him in this life. No one can replace his love for me, and it is also my love for him. Love, maybe this is the most unfair to you, but there are some things that I can't solve in any way." Fastest mobile phone update: https:.
I always thought that as long as two people could join hands for a lifetime, it was enough, but then I realized that some things are not as simple as I imagined.
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