ASTNovels Chapter 1228 Don't forget the original intention
Chapter 1228 Don't forget the original intention
I once thought that we would live together without forgetting our original intention, but in the end, who can really get it right?
Xia Jing seems to have made up his mind to leave. He is explaining things to everyone here. He feels that he should explain all these things clearly. In order not to hurt his family, In order to allow everyone in the family to live happily, some things have to be faced sooner or later.
"My dearest son, I'm sorry, because the presence of my mother has brought pressure to your life again, I am really sorry, how much I longed for me to be able to return to this home in those years, and I can be with me For me, there is nothing happier than living with my son, but in the end I found that everything I did and thought was too selfish, and I didn't consider whether you need such Life, these years I have not given you maternal love, I have not even given you a day's company, you, I am an incompetent mother, it is I who hurt you time and time again, whether you blame me or hate I don't care, I have no regrets.
But I hope you can take good care of your grandpa and your father. Everything they did was due to my quarrel. It is because of my existence that they have become like this. I hope you can think about it carefully. , Think about my father, did my grandfather do anything wrong? No matter what they do, they do it for the sake of the family, to love you, and everything they do is for the good of the family. Interests, I disregard the interests of the family, I treat everyone in the family as a tool for me to use, I have not considered your feelings, whether you hate me or not, I don't care, All I care about is whether you can be happy and safe, and whether you can live happily forever. For me, there is nothing more important than this. As long as you are happy, I will leave and never come back, and I am willing .
You know, how many bad things my mother has done in these years. I have come to today step by step. Things are actually heinous, but I don’t regret it, because everything I do follows my own heart. The thing I regret the most in my life is that I left you at the beginning. Leaving you is my whole life. A pain that can never be healed.For so many years, how much I miss my children, miss me being able to go home, and miss every relative in the family, but I have already taken that step and there is no turning back. Do you know how desperate I am?I am afraid, I am afraid that people in my family will have prejudice against me, I am afraid that everyone in my family is unwilling to let me stay by your side, I am afraid of what I have done, and I will hurt you again and again, but in the end I still Do something that hurts you. "
"I don't understand why you came to tell me these things. You should do these things. Since you feel that you owe me, then you should stay with me and pay back all the love you owed me over the years." Give me, and only once, deep down in my heart, I also longed for the love of my parents, but I never got it. Do you know how hard and difficult it is for me? I never thought about what I would get in exchange What I long for is that you can be happy and be happy.
It's impossible to say that I don't hate you, I blame you because I know, because you hurt me because of what you did, I can't see everything about myself as if I don't care, and I hope My life can be a little glorious, but what do I get in exchange for everything I do?I worked hard to climb up again and again, reached the pinnacle of life and stepped on everyone under my feet, and the moment everyone bowed to me, I was actually proud deep in my heart. But my heart is also in pain, because at that moment my parents didn't see it, and it's all because of you that I got to where I am today, but you never saw what that day was like in that distant place!
When I acquired someone else's company, and heard the CEO of someone else begging me to show mercy and give them a way out, do you know how cruel I am?I didn't care about destroying all of them, I drove them all out of the company, and let each of them fend for themselves, I think this