Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Chapter 1808

A happy life is always easy to pass, but the uncomfortable days are only endured by yourself "I know, I know you will feel very angry when you hear me say these words, but I also know that some things are There is no way to change it. No matter how much you treat me with all your heart, I only have her in my heart. I will not change my opinion of him because of every word anyone says to me. I am Really love him, love him even if you don’t want your own life, I used to think about how much his leaving would bring me a blow, but I didn’t think that his leaving would make me have nothing in my life. I can live my life with peace of mind. All I want is for him to stay by my side and accompany me, but in the end all of this has come to naught. I don’t know why, and I don’t understand why the sky treats me so badly. Fairness" Zhang Zhentian laughed out loud when he heard what Xia Jing said. He didn't understand why the woman in front of him could still complain about the unfairness of the heavens to him. Could it be that the heavens were fair to him? "I don't understand you still What qualifications do you have to complain about how unfair the sky is to you? May I ask, do you think that the sky is fair to me? The woman I hold in the palm of my hand so hard, the woman I put in the most important position in my heart , I actually think that it is another man, why do you want me to be in love? Is the sky fair to me? They all expect that I can use my sincerity to soften your heart of iron and steel, but why no matter how much I pay, no matter how much pain I suffer, I only hope that you can be happy, but why do you In the end, I didn't even give me any hope, so I clearly wiped her out. In your eyes, what kind of pawn am I? Or a crop of your empathy? Now you want God to be fair to you, Then can I ask you, can you be fair to me, can you give me a little bit of love? Deep down in my heart, I will never have a place for me. What do you think of me? What kind of place do you put me in? In your eyes, who am I? Is it just your spare tire? Xia Jing Xia Jing, I love you to the core, I will do anything for you, I am willing to bear all the pain, I am willing to be accused and scolded by others, saying that I abandoned my own son, abandoned my own father, and abandoned the entire family's century-old foundation man, but I just want to be able to be with you and get your laughter, because as long as I see you smile, I feel in my heart that all my sacrifices and abandonment are worthwhile, but why did you tell me today? I have such a big secret, do you know that if you didn't love me long ago, you could tell me all this frankly, why did you wait until so many years later to tell me these words, you really make me feel embarrassed, It also makes me embarrassed. I have loved the woman for most of my life, but I have never loved me. The superficial obedience to me and the superficial concern for me are all faked. I really failed. As a man, I am a complete failure. I have never got the sincerity from my woman. My woman has always deceived herself and used herself as a spare tire. For any man, This may be a fact that there is no way to accept it. I really don’t understand what sins I did in my previous life to meet you. Sometimes I am really glad that I must have saved the Milky Way in my previous life to meet you. , but I never thought that you would choose to hurt me in this way in the end. The hurt you did to me made me feel so painful that I will never forget it in my life. Don't worry, I won't let you go to the end of your marriage. Because I want to keep you by my side, and make you feel miserable all your life because of what you did, and I want you to know that everything you do must pay the same price." "Actually, you make me feel miserable. It doesn't matter, I don't care anymore, for me, the luckiest thing in my life is that I met him, because I must have saved the Milky Way in my previous life, so that he could love me desperately, and I can even for him I don’t want life, although you are very good to me, you can abandon everything for me, but I don’t have that kind of feeling for you, I don’t have a heart for you, there is no moment when my heart is pounding, so how can I be sincere I love you sincerely. All I have done is just empathy. I have always loved her in my heart. I really don’t want anything for her. All the arrogance, giving up everything I care about, I just want to be able to get him to look back at me and smile, you can’t understand what kind of experience that feeling is, but I have no way to describe it to you , maybe when you really know one day, you will really understand what kind of feeling I was in at the time." "Don't say it anymore, you think you said these things to me over and over again Are you interested in hitting me with these verbal things over and over again, and attacking me verbally, do you really feel happy? I don’t want to say anything now, I don’t want these family scandals to spread outside, my father He is a person who cares about face. He has lost all his face by what I have done all his life. I can no longer let him be ridiculed by others at such an old age. I just want my father to live a life of his own. For a stable year, I just want her to enjoy her life in peace and not be hit by anyone's affairs. I just ask for this. Don't worry, we will never have the chance to return to the same happiness as before in this life. Because you don't deserve it, you don't deserve my love, maybe I'm really far behind your ex-boyfriend, I can't compare with her in any way, but I can tell you, never complain to the sky Injustice, in fact, the sky is not fair to everyone. It makes you lose the person you love the most, but it makes me hold the person I love the most. It hurts for so many years, and I gave up everything about myself , and finally found that the woman I love the most doesn't love me "I miss you every day, how should I spend it