ASTNovels Chapter 2274 Life is like a knife
Chapter 2274 Life is like a knife
"We are not Guan Yu's mother, but you should understand that only he can walk so freely, he can leave everything behind, can you? Are you like your mother, all the relatives in our family Is it all abandoned?
I know that you have a certain ability to distinguish right from wrong, and I know that deep down in your heart you still love everyone in this family. I ask you to think twice before doing things, so as not to cause an irreversible situation.
Each of us understands you and misses your mother, and we also miss him, but after so many years, he still hasn't shown any traces worthy of our pursuit, so who can know where he is? Why do you have to catch him and not give up?Like you said, you want us to respect his decision, isn't that a kind of respect for him? "
When hypocrisy is breeding, when desire is screaming, it is like a gust of wind, blowing everything into chaos.
Now Zhang Zhentian finally knows that even if everyone doesn't know him, his father must be the one who knows him best. Looking back, I haven't taken care of my family for so many years, so what reason do I have now? How about choosing to abandon them again?
Xia Jing heard the conversation between her husband and her father, and she felt that she should not make her husband so difficult this time no matter what.
Zhang Zhentian has already paid too much for his own affairs, so he can't be so selfish.
"Father, you also know that it is really not easy for me to return to this home, and I hope to live in this home forever, but I really can't let my wife suffer all kinds of grievances at home, just for myself If I can continue to stay at home, do you think I am still a good husband?
Every man in our Zhang family is a man who loves his wife.I did regret that I chose to leave home, but that doesn't mean I would have made a different choice.I love her just like you love my mother. I believe you will never forget that feeling. It is an unforgettable love, and you will not give up just because of casual persuasion from your family! "
Mr. Zhang really doesn't know what to say about his son now, he is simply stubborn.
"You said yourself what do you want me to say about you now?
When you do things, don't you think about whether the decisions you make will make our hearts hurt?
Why do you still do things in disregard of your family's feelings?
What is it in your eyes that we are family members?Don't we feel heartache?As a human being, can you take our feelings into consideration a little bit?I don’t have that much time, and it’s possible that one day you won’t see me when you wake up. Even if you don’t think about me, you should also think about your child, who has already suffered a lot.
You don't need to care about me as a father, but I beg you, please care about your children! "
Zhang Zhentian didn't expect that his father would beg him humbly, just to keep him from leaving the house, or more precisely, to keep him from leaving his son. What did your son bring?There is nothing but harm, so what reason do I have to leave this home now?
"Father, you should understand me. You know, I can't give up my wife. If I could, I would have let her go. Please understand me. Don't force me, can you?
Isn't it good for everyone to live in peace and stability? "
Xia Jing didn't want their father and son to quarrel, she pretended she didn't hear anything, went out and smiled at her husband.
"Father, what are you all doing standing here? Are you hungry? If you are hungry, tell me and I will cook for you."
Mr. Zhang is a smart man. He knew that Xia Jing was reconciling, so he didn't say much, and went down following Xia Jing's words.He thought that if his son was half as smart as Xia Jing, everything would not be so difficult, but he gave birth to a stupid son.
Zhang Zhentian still hasn't figured out how his wife came out so well?Why did my father tell Xia Jing that he was hungry now, even though he had just told him otherwise?
This makes his brain not so fast to react at all, why can't he always get what he wants, why does his brain always think slower?This made me feel bad.
But even so, he can't change his brain, his brain is just so useless.
If my mind could really be a little smarter, I might not be like this at all. After all, my mind is not enough!
Xia Jing didn't know Zhang Zhentian's entanglement deep in his heart. He felt that no matter what, his husband should not doubt that his brain reaction was slower than others. For anyone, it would only be a fool's thing , Will my husband really become a fool?
"Xia Jing, there are some things I still think I should tell you. Since you have returned to this home, you should focus on your family no matter what, live a good life, and stop thinking about things you shouldn't think about. It does you no good."
How could Xia Jing not understand what Mr. Zhang said, but she couldn't refute it.
"Father, I know what you mean, so you can rest assured. Since I have decided to return to this home, I will not leave no matter what. I am really satisfied to be able to come back here."
"Son, some things, I also know that they don't have much to do with you. Sometimes you take many measures for your own family, but you forget that what you do will bring harm to everyone. How much damage will come.
Originally, I didn’t want to point this matter out like this, but I believe you should have heard all the conversations between our father and son. Could it be that you really didn’t say anything, and have been here all this time, have I reached the universe?Do you really want to watch him suffer because of your kink again and again?
In fact, you don't want to do this, because you love him in your heart, and you would rather be hurt yourself than hurt him. "
Zhang Zhentian did not expect that his father would tell Xia Jing what he said without warning, which made him unable to step down. He was indeed very conflicted and painful, but he had no choice. He just wanted to make his wife happy. , not sad because of anything.
"Dad, we are discussing these things between the two of us. Why are you talking to Xia Jing? You clearly know that she doesn't mean these things. I came up with all these things by myself. What do you have to say to me?" Isn't that enough? Don't you make it difficult for him by telling him like this? You're embarrassing everyone!
Or do you think you have something to say to my son that you are ashamed? "
"Zhang Zhentian, who allowed you to speak to your father in such a tone, he is an elder, do you know that you should respect elders, do you think it is appropriate for you to look like this?"
Zhang Zhentian realized that he had lost his composure. He didn't control his emotions. He felt that he was sorry for Mr. Zhang. He had done so many things wrong, but now he was still angry at his father. He should feel very uncomfortable. Bar?
Why did he fail like this as a son?
Let all of this be a dream, everything will turn into nothingness, into bubbles, and no one will continue to entangle who is right and who is wrong!
He knew that this was a kind of respect for his mother in their family, but he couldn't understand his mother. Why didn't he even send any information to him until now? Is he still his mother?I don't think about tea and food every day because of him, but for myself, he is far away from himself, away from this family, and abandoned himself. When he was the youngest, the shadow of his childhood was so great, but he never thought of wanting to Come back and make up.
"Son, you are my father's hope that you are the hope of everyone in this family. No one wants you to leave like this. We know that you have your difficulties and your involuntary reasons, but everyone in the family I just hope to see you happy. Many things are not as simple as you imagined. You are young and ignorant now. You are blinded by love just like me at the beginning, but that may not be the answer you want in the end!
Although from the beginning to the end, I have never regretted being with your mother, but I still have to tell you that life is not just daily necessities, but there are many trivial things in it. Know how to maintain marriage, how to enter the palace of marriage, how to dream of love on the spot, then you will understand the true meaning of it! "
Maybe love is really like a dream, paper kites are flying around, but no one is still there, when we meet again on the bow of the wupeng boat to listen to Yumian, I only wish to run aground for you.
Mr. Zhang really didn't expect that his own son would come to him for help again today because of this matter. After so many years, he has never begged himself so lowly. This is the first time, and this time he unexpectedly It was also because of his so-called wife. Obviously that woman had already abandoned him, but why did he use that woman to hurt himself over and over again?Is it true that in the eyes of his own son, he is so dismissive of being a father?I have already paid so much for him, but in the end I couldn't even exchange a word of thanks, and in exchange for hurting myself again and again, what evil did I do in my previous life to make me have this life? The son came to repay himself, torturing himself like this.
"Do you know why you said these words to me today, which made me feel really sad. He has already treated you like that, but you still treat her like this. I treat you so well, why don't you know how to be good? Repay your biological father, don’t you know that every decision you make will make those who care about you and love you feel pain? He obviously has no feelings for you, but you are still like this Deeply attached, what else are you going to do for her?"
Zhang Zhentian knew that his father would never agree to help him so easily, so he was fully prepared when he came, and he would definitely let his father help him willingly, and he did not care about anything in return, but this Doing my own heart makes me even more ashamed of my father.
"Dad, in fact, you also understand in your heart that emotional matters cannot be forced, just like you can give up so many things to be with my mother back then, and now I can also give up everything for my beloved. Ah, he has paid a lot for me, how can I abandon her just because of him, I admit that I abandoned her because of one of his lies, it is true that what I did was very confused, I did not think What I did would eventually lead to such consequences, and I didn't expect that he would still not forgive me after all these years."
"Since no one else is willing to forgive you, then why do you beg and beg for mercy? Do you know that this will only make others feel that you have no bottom line, and you have already done something when you said something?" If you make a decision, then don’t think about regretting it later. If you will regret it later, then don’t do it at that time. Every time you do something, you are so arbitrary, but after you finish this thing, you want to do it again. Come to regret, are there really so many regret medicines for you in this world? Are there really so many people in this world who can hurt you again and again and forgive you again Hurt again? Others are not saints, others just hope that you can always treat them well, even if your love for them is not the most sincere, but at least you have to do a good job on the surface, and you, even the surface I'm too lazy to do it, do you think you are worthy of these people who love you?"
"I know that I make such a decision today that makes these people very sad, but I can't help it. Who has never been selfish for their own love, and I just hope to get what I love. It was abandoned, and it wasn't until after I abandoned that I realized that I couldn't leave him at all, but I didn't dare to ask him to come back because of my feelings, but time passed day by day, and I gradually realized that I wasn't real You can give up on him, but he was so painful to himself, why did he give up his lifelong lover for a small matter of his own?"
Mr. Zhang is really speechless about his son. The person who insisted on breaking up at the beginning is the one who wants this person to come back to him now or him. What exactly does he want to do for himself as a father, because many He couldn't do this by himself, but he did it for himself without hesitation, but the final result was the same. Do they want to help him again this time?Will it be exchanged for the consequences of being hurt again?
"I really don't know how to help you with this matter, because I'm not sure whether you will be the same this time as before. After I helped you, you made outrageous things to hurt our relationship with you. Believe me, everyone can pretend that you don’t care about every mistake you have made before, but I can’t, because I personally brought you into what you are today, and I made you make so many mistakes. Once again, and you still didn't know the answer in the end, you are begging me now to prove that you can't let go of him in your heart, it doesn't mean that you really know what you did wrong, do you know? When San'er came to pray for his father, and how much pain his father felt in his heart, do you understand? You never thought about me, why did you treat me as a father so selfishly?"
"Dad, I'm sorry, and I can't do anything about it. I just hope that I can continue to live with her. Maybe when I made this decision, you all felt unexpected, but it is impossible for me to give up on her. If Let me give up on him. I don't have any desire to live in this life anymore. I feel that without him, what is the meaning of my life? Without him, I might as well not live, so that neither of us will suffer in our hearts, will we? I have thought about many ways, I just want to be with him, but I found out that being with him is not so easy, we have to overcome all kinds of difficulties, and finally we overcome all the difficulties to be together, But in the end, because of a small lie, how much pain did he feel when I tried to abandon him?"
"Then have you ever thought about how uncomfortable it is for me as a father every time you do these things? You always only care about her feelings, so what is it in your heart for me as a father I just hope that you can think about it from my point of view, and take into account my feelings, but I will never help you with this matter today, even if you kneel on the ground and beg me today, I will definitely not help you In your case, you have to learn to take responsibility for the mistakes you have made yourself, and learn to save me. I can’t help you all my life, and I don’t have so much energy to help you do these things!”
Longing for longing and hatred, graying my head at thirty, every time I look back on the fence by the high place, my tears and eyes are frozen when I am hurt and parting, I am not dreaming of lovesickness, but I can meet but never ask for it!
"Father, I understand what you said so earnestly to me. I also understand that your starting point is for my own good, but I really have no way to give up on him. When you were with your mother back then, you also couldn't give up on me. Mom? In fact, it’s the same. You can’t help yourself when you are deeply in love. No one can easily say that you give up and abandon your other half. Looking for signs of my mother!"