Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Chapter 2276

Zhang Yichen walked away, facing his son's instructions, he was speechless, and he had no way to interfere with all the pain his son was enduring.

"child!"

"Grandpa!"

"Son, what you did today really hurt you. Your father has a sincere heart for you. He won't hurt you. He just wants to give his best everything, but you are right today. What he said made him sad, and you will walk your own way in the future, maybe you will complete it as a bet, but life is not a bet, and you have no way to win."

"Actually, I don't want to make him sad, I just want to tell him my thoughts, I don't want me to be influenced by all my emotions like this, I have my own path, I hope my own path can be certain Support, I don’t want to have to get permission from my family every step of the way, so I will feel like a puppet.”

"Since your father lets you do it now, you can do what you want to do, but please remember that some things may not be as simple as you imagined, and there will be heavy sacrifices behind everything." The price, those prices are dispensable, looming, you have no way to know what the price is, until the end you will find that the best for you is the people around you, no one will look at you helplessly Jumping into the fire pit, the earnest persuasion is all there is to it."

I'm really not perfect, and I don't want to pretend too much to be tiring, only you can accompany me!

"Mom, in fact, I really don't want anything. I just want you to accompany me more and make up for the vacancy I have had over the years. Maybe nothing is the most important thing to me. The most important thing is It's just that my parents have been with me forever!

In fact, in these years, grandpa has lived a really hard life alone. He always misses you silently, and never tells anyone how much he misses you, because he is an adult. All his thoughts are buried deep in his heart, and he should never let anyone see through them, but he said that I am his grandson, and I can see through all his thoughts. "

"My child, listen to my mother tell you about my love story!

After I separated from him, I missed him every day and night. I don't know when he will reply me a message. I waited there silently. I waited for him to reply to my message Information, but as time passed day after day, I couldn't wait for any news at all, and I realized that I really lost all contact with him.

Until that moment, I didn't know what I lost, I was like a walking dead day by day, no matter I was walking on the street or wherever I was, I walked through every place he went, I have been longing for a day Time can be turned back, if so, I will never let go of her hand, I must hold her hand tightly, let him only belong to me in this life, knowing that her heart is also broken, and myself But there is no way to make it all right again, I can only shed tears silently, who can know how painful and uncomfortable my heart is?

I slowly realized the place where I walked hand in hand with his grades. I didn’t go to a place, and my mind was full of his back. I saw him smiling at me, but I couldn’t reach out. When I saw him, I felt so disappointed, so desperate!

I don't know how many times I have experienced such despair, I only know that I have been living blindly like this, I am waiting for him, I am waiting for him day and night, I have set all his things to the best Important contact, I have been waiting for him to contact me, even if it is only a sentence, even if what I wait for is his deepest and most hated insults to me, I am happy, but I get nothing, As if she had evaporated from the world, she completely disappeared from my life, how could I not feel distressed?

Son, in fact, mother really envies you. You and your wife are lovers who finally get married. I envy this kind of love, but mother has no way to be with her first love in her whole life.I really hope that one day I can go back to that time, even if I lose everything, even if I can no longer get anyone's understanding of me, but as long as he can contact me, I will Happy, I numb myself day by day, I put all my energy into work, I rely on work to make myself whole, I just want to live a life that belongs to me quietly, I don’t want to I don't want to make anyone angry, but I wait for her every day and every night.Why can't the heavens give me a chance to reform?

Child, do you know how much pain your mother has for a while?Seeing the person I love the most is in pain, and obviously wants to hug her well, your mother is in all his plans, do you know how sad it is when your mother abandons her cruelly, no one can To experience that kind of heart-piercing pain, I never want to experience it again in my life. I forced myself to become more ruthless, I forced myself to go to a dead end step by step, and finally when I looked back, I realized that, in fact, your father and I We have been together for so many years, I still have him in my heart, he is like my heart, beating in my heart forever, as long as my heart is beating for a day, it will be together forever, until my heart stops If it beats, it will also stop beating with my heart, and follow me into the next world.

This kind of love I have for him will never change in this life, it will not change with time, it will always be placed deep in my heart, I never thought how much I love her, I traveled all over the world for it, but finally lost contact. I just want to wait for God to give me a chance to reform. The world is so big. I thought about finding him, but I couldn’t find him anywhere. All the memories are all a kind of sadness, no one can understand how much pain I have in my heart.

I envy lovers like you who finally get married. This is the kind of love that I will never get in my life. I gave him my first love, and I gave him my most important things. I just want to be with you With him, with him, I also gave all my love, but he always felt that I was playing with her feelings, but how did he know what I really want?No one can understand the pain and loss in my heart. I can only say that the greatest pain in my life is losing him. He is the person I love most in my life, but I have lost a person I love the most. , is also the person who loves me the most. No one can understand her pain. I numb myself again and again, but in the end I still can't change the arrangement of fate for me. "

"My mother, can't I let go of the unhappy things in the past? I can feel the pain. When I almost couldn't be with the woman I love the most, I was also desperate. I just I don’t know why you ruined my happy marriage, now I understand, maybe you were just a little jealous at the time, you couldn’t tell why you were so cruel to your own son, but I can tell you now, One is because I am jealous that my lover will finally get married. You are afraid that I will be like you one day, but do you know how much I love my wife, and I also know how much yours loves you, I can understand that feeling!

The past has become the past after all, no one should hold on to the past anymore, live happily in the present, wouldn’t it be better to make one’s life happy? "

"Children, there are some things that you can't let go of. Some people have become imprints deep in your heart. If you want to forget them completely, you have to wait until you go to another world, and even if I go to another world, I will absolutely I will never forget every day I was with him, because what he gave me was the happiest time, and I will never forget it in my whole life..."

Give everything willingly and without regret, only when the rain falls, can you see who you really are!

"How can I not know everything about my great-grandfather? I don't care whether he is with me for my money or has other purposes, or has other ambitions in it, but I just want to be with him. This may be the simplest thing for me, at least I am happy when I am with him, I don’t have to go back to the room every day, look at the picture of my mother, and stare blankly there, I I hope there is someone who can accompany me, yes, now my father has almost passed on the business empire he worked so hard to build into my hands, but what I value most is not money, not rights and fame, what I value is only myself I want to get the most sincere feelings, the purest feelings!"

Who doesn't want to be able to live in a way that makes him happy!

"Son, do you know? The most important thing for a husband and wife to be together is loyalty. If there is no loyalty, then their marriage will not be far away. I used to forget what loyalty is, and I don't know what it is." What is loyalty? Hurt the one who loves me the most. This is the biggest regret in my life. I make every decision again and again. Why do I always hurt those who love me the most? Why do I always I can't let those who love me stay by my side, but I always have to do harm again and again. Their things drive them away and let them leave my side. My heart is really sad It hurts a lot, sometimes I am numb to myself, I don’t know what kind of life I want, I don’t know what kind of person I want to love, I just know that I really miss him very much, I still miss your father all these years with him.

Maybe you think that I am a half-hearted mother, not faithful to my husband, but you know what?He loves me so much, he gave his whole world for me, I am not hard-hearted, I am not incapable of feeling, how can I want these things to become like this?

Everything in the world is fair, you will get what kind of retribution for what you have done, the causal cycle is necessary, the mistakes you have made will eventually be retaliated on your own head, no matter what Whether these mistakes are big or small, all of them will become retribution and spin on my head, so that I will never have any way to turn over in my life. I have no other regrets in my life. The only regret is why I made the mistake in the first place. After those things, I hurt a person who loves me so much, I lost the whole world, my world has already collapsed, being with your father, although there was a little love during that time, it was not the person I loved the most after all.

Children, remember, no matter what difficulties you encounter, no matter what temptations you encounter, don't betray the one who loves you the most.

Neither love nor marriage can withstand any betrayal. Once there is betrayal, the marriage will face extinction!

During that time, I waited day and night for him to reply to my message, and I set all his messages as the most concerned, I waited day by day, and I watched him every day and night My mobile phone, I was expecting him to reply me with a message, even if he scolded me, but in the end, I got nothing. At that moment, I knew that I really lost him, lost the whole world !

I begged her time and time again not to delete me, to leave me with the last contact, but he cruelly abandoned everything about me. I was really desperate. I couldn’t see anything in this world. I only know that my brain has completely lost power, I only know that my heart has been completely hollowed out, I only know that my homework has seen the darkest place, that is the realm of death! "

Zhang Yichen only had his mother say these heartfelt words to him, and he was even more unbelievable. Don't think how loving his parents are, but he didn't realize that all this was just an illusion. His mother had a The first love, but that first love gave him everything. He never thought that his mother's life would be so happy, that his mother's life would be spent like this.

Maybe it is really like what everyone said, only you can experience the different consequences that each life will bring to you. You don’t know what kind of ending you will face, but you only know that maybe this Life will make you have no way to change in your whole life. Everyone lives so hard and so tired.

"Mom, did you feel that his footsteps were too fast, and you had no way to follow him, but you were always following his footsteps step by step, a kind of angle of thinking that as long as you sing to someone , you can be with him forever, but you never thought that when you gave up all your own principles, when you gave up everything you cared about, you lied to your relatives again and again, just to be able to With him, but in the end you still lost him, until you lost you did not understand that he is the most important person to you, you have been longing for you to be with him for the rest of your life, but in the end you never expected People are not as good as God, and you have never calculated what kind of pain God will bring to you. All you want is to be with her in peace and stability, but in the end, God still deprives you of these opportunities and makes you There is no way in this life!

Well, in fact, you also understand very well in your heart that even if you followed in his footsteps, he may not be yours, and everything is unknown, unless you can really get engaged, walk into the palace of marriage, and be responsible for your relationship. In this life, no matter how good your relationship is, you may break up eventually, but you never thought that you would get deeper and deeper into yourself, until now you have sunk everything in yourself, and you only hope to see her one more time, you Seeing him smile makes you happy, but seeing her hurt makes your heart hurt more than anyone else.

But you still lost him after all, your loss of him is just a predestined ending, but you can never forget him, because it will always be imprinted in your mind, all the happiness he brought to you , the love he gave you, everything she gave for you has been branded in your heart, unless you can change your heart, or wait until the day you enter the coffin, you can forget all of this, But I guess you don't want to forget either? "

"You are right. I will never forget it in my life. All the love he gave me will be imprinted in my heart forever. I will not change my heart. When Ann, I will still remember it in my heart, because he is the only person I love in my life. Maybe my love is too overflowing, which makes all this flooding, but who knows? , Every road I have traveled will always be imprinted in my mind, and there is no way to forget it.

I walked alone, every road I walked with him, and when I walked to a place, my mind was full of his back, and there was no way to erase it, even if his every movement came from the heart, who would know that? This kind of pain, this kind of pain can never be forgotten in my life, and I would rather live in pain in this life than forget him! "

Be happy and let yourself live happily, and don't make yourself miserable because of any unhappy things!

"Everyone hopes that their life can go smoothly, without so many bumps and bumps, but I would rather my life be rough, and I also hope that my own life can be my own decision. Maybe what I said today is a bit hurtful and old. Dad's heart, but I really didn't mean it, you all know me, I'm not that kind of person, I'm not that cruel, I just walked a path that everyone can't understand!"