Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Chapter 2281 Deception

"Child, when your grandfather told your father, what was in his heart and what did he do? At the moment he confessed, he felt a sense of relief. He had never felt so relaxed at that moment. He got it.

But at that moment, your father chose not to forgive him again, because he really understood that your grandfather could selfishly give up everyone in the family for the sake of his so-called interests and his so-called feelings. Breaking into the world, your grandpa doesn't want it, he would rather give up, I chose twice for him, and it also wants to be with your grandma, I don't agree with him being with your grandma from beginning to end, then he The current appearance is the result of going against my will.

Li Jiayuan is the spouse I chose for him, but he doesn't want her to live a happy life now, but he can't get his own son's understanding, even if it's impossible, even if he said he forgave them, But no one can overcome the big hurdle deep in your heart. Even if your mother comes back in the end, you can't let go of the hatred for him in your heart and the harm he caused you! "

"My child, everything was forced back then, and I don't want to live in my world like that, but I have no way to change all of this."

"Say no more, I'll never forget . . .

They each returned to their own rooms. Zhang Zhentian was already waiting for his wife to come back in his service room. The moment he saw his wife enter the door, I was not in a good mood. Does he know what his father treats me? What their wives said, they did not understand what their sons had said to their wives.

It's hard for him to say anything now, he can only wait for his wife to take the initiative to speak out to him.

At this moment, Xia Jing was also very entangled. He knew that if he didn't tell the truth, his husband might live in ignorance for the rest of his life. She didn't want her husband to live so much in his life. Wronged, if I tell the truth, I may face the end of divorce, but if this is really what I want?All I want is to let my relatives stay by my side forever, but what I do will eventually lose all of this, so should I really tell my husband all this? ?

"It's getting late, let's go to bed early, I won't ask you what you said today, because I believe in you, I believe every word you say is true, and I won't let go of what you don't want to say Go to the bottom of it more, let alone ask you, I just give you the greatest trust, because I believe that you will not lie to me, you treat me sincerely, and it is enough for us to be together. I can't ask for anything else, having you by my side is already the greatest comfort!"

Xia Jing was very moved when he heard Zhang Zhentian say such words to himself, but he also understood that some things should really be said, why let these things become more and more complicated in the end, until it can't be ended, maybe There is a little advantage in confessing yourself earlier, not to mention anything else, even if you confess, you can only choose this ending in the end, then you have no complaints or regrets, at least you have not disappointed the person you love the most.

"Zhentian, I have something to tell you, but you have to make sure that you don't get angry when you hear it, and no matter what your reaction is after hearing it, I will gladly accept whatever decision you make!"

"Well, no matter what you say to me, I will understand you."

"I want to say, in fact, I don't love you in my heart. Even though we have been married for so many years, I have never had you in my heart. I have always thought about my first love boyfriend before I was with you. For him , I have given a lot, he gave all her love for me, but in the end, I went to a dead end with him, and finally I chose to be with you when I had to. In fact, I took you as a spare tire, but I I hope you can listen to me!"

The moment Zhang Zhentian heard his wife say that he regarded himself as a spare tire, his expression was already flustered, and he was more serious. He didn't expect that his wife hadn't given her heart to her for so many years. He was a little intolerable in a lie, and he was a little angry now, but he also wanted to let his wife tell the truth about everything, and then he would think about what answer he should make.

"I have never put you in my heart for so many years. I am really touched by everything you have done for me. For me, you gave up the whole family, regardless of your family's century-old foundation. I see everything in my eyes, and I am really grateful. There are some things that I really have no way to explain to you. Every mistake I have ever made needs to be borne by myself. One wrong step led to a complete breakup with my first love boyfriend. Until now, my heart is still in pain. You should know that I have nightmares again and again, and how scared I am when I wake up from the dream. It is because of me I dreamed of the day he broke up with me in nightmares time and time again, and my pain was unspeakable. Although I have been with you for so many years, I am very beautiful on the surface, and I am smiling happily, but there is no Does anyone know when I am smiling from the bottom of my heart? I have never been really happy for so many years. When I am with you, I have always forced a smile because I know that people have to learn to disguise themselves. If you learn If you don’t pretend, then you will be a scum in front of anyone in your life. I don’t know how to explain it to you. I used to love him to death. I didn’t understand how much I love her until he left. , but I can no longer bring her back!

Maybe you think that I have been really unfair to you these years. You have given everything for me, even your own family, but I don’t have you in my heart, but I love others and miss others. Over the years, I have been I am living in the abyss of pain. I have trouble sleeping and eating day and night. I have no way to forget the harm I have made to the man I love the most. I reflect on myself time and time again. , What should I do to make all this return to the beginning, what should I do to make it seem like it never happened, I don’t know what choice I should make, because I took a wrong step at the beginning, I lost the man who loved me the most, do you know how much he loves me?He gave her all her love for me, poured out her heart and soul for me, but I finally gave him the treatment like a heart of stone.

After he left, I realized that my heart hurts too. My heart hurts not because of anything else, but because I lost him, but because of what he did to me, which made my heart deep. Deeply in love with him, I have fallen too deeply and cannot extricate myself, no matter when and where, and no matter what kind of decision you make, I will gladly accept it, I just want to reminisce about the relationship between me and him In life, even if you choose to divorce me, I will not give up on him. No matter what choice you make, I will always remember him deep in my heart, because the love he gave me is something no one can give me. , he was by my side when I was in the most difficult time, and reached out to me when I was in the most painful time. He gave me love that no one else could give me. This time I want to give my all Love him at all costs and by all means, even if he can only get him a heart of stone in the end, and the ordinary treatment can only get him indifferent to me, I accept it gladly, I don't care about any results, I only care about my fate Did I let him go and love him? I only care about whether I gave him my whole heart. Sorry for hurting you! "

Zhang Zhentian was stunned, he didn't understand what was going on? "

"When you chose to confess all this, I was really happy. I never thought that my parents would have the day to confess the truth. I was really excited at that moment, but I found out later that it turned out that That's just your tactic to delay the attack. In your eyes, you will never get a word from your sincerity. You are always just using it. Does it really become so important for us to use it in your eyes? You can I can become greedy for profit, and I can become ignorant of my relatives, but I can't, I can't use any means to hurt all the relatives around me in order to achieve my goals, I can't be as cruel and heartless as you, and I can't be as indifferent as you.

When I see my relatives being hurt, my only thought is to jump out and protect them well, so that they will follow me for the rest of their lives, but all this seems to be like a dream, and there is no way to realize it... "

"I know you have said so much, you have been persuading me so earnestly, and you are thinking of me regardless of rewards. I understand and I know that it is all for my own good, but I really want to have my own opinions. I want to be for myself. And live once, I don't want to live in such a painful life, now I lose him, it is absolutely worse than death, maybe you can understand this kind of feeling, maybe you can't understand it, but I will say it all!"

"Now you come and tell me how much I cared about this family. Do you know that I did all this not to make myself happy and to make everyone in my family live happily? , That's why I made that decision, but why did I find out in the end that all of this was my own fault, and who would stand on my side and consider for me the harm I have suffered?"

Zhang Yichen couldn't help laughing. He felt that his mother's world view was completely different from his own. Everything his mother did was right, but everything he did was wrong. I thought about it before, all of this is not what I want the most, but as a result, I look back and think about what I have paid for, no one has considered everything from my own point of view I still had a hard time.

Maybe I really should forgive them from the beginning, and I shouldn't have such thoughts. Could it be that if I forgive them, I can get my favorite result, and they will think about their lives for themselves from their own perspective?However, it is not true that my parents are always so selfish, and never think about it from my own perspective.

Maybe it's because I had too much hope.

"Mom, when I heard what you said today, I actually felt uncomfortable deep down in my heart. I never thought about it from the beginning. One day you would speak to me in such a tone. I just thought about it." Everyone can live happily, but in the end you treat me with such a result. In your eyes, I mean, am I your son? If you really treat me as your own son, then you You shouldn't use such words to threaten me and hurt me today. Every word you say is like a knife stabbing my heart. Have you considered how strong my heart can bear it?

In the end, I can't believe that my heart has such a strong ability to withstand. I have said so far about all the injuries you have given me, and I have never given up. I am forcing myself to do it step by step. Bigger decisions.

You now feel that you once thought that everything was for my good, but you have really considered it, is it the result I want?How difficult it is for me to get to where I am today step by step. Everything I do is just to hope that everyone can live happily and happily. You see nothing, I can’t get anything in your heart, you never think about what kind of result I should get, there is only yourself in your inner world, you can’t tolerate it at all Anyone, maybe we will always be like this, but there is no way to live a happy life like before, but such things happen to us again and again, and that moment has proved all of this.

Do you think I'm a bully? Although I can leave without saying hello when I'm not in class, I might forgive you if I say a few nice words when I want to come back, but you have thought that everything can't be more than three years old. , but again and again, after this, who else do you think would be willing to forgive without a bottom line again and again, what is the result of you forgiving you and get hurt again and again?Why are others not fools? They can't do it once and treat you like this again.

I really don't understand how much patience you have in your heart. When someone hurts you again and again, can you still forgive him happily?Can you really act like it never happened?In fact, it is impossible that you have no way to do it at all, because you are relatively clear in your heart, all of these have constituted harm, and there is no way to change it, and no one will give you everything you want for no reason. everything of.Everyone gives you these things just to hope that you can get the ending you want most, but do you really hope that we can live happily?You do these things again and again, all you want is that each of us is full of embarrassment, you make me lose face in front of others again and again, I don't blame you, even if you hurt me again and again, I still don't blame you, who made you my family, who made you the mother who gave birth to me and raised me, I can forget all my mistakes for you, but I really can't be stupid. It's okay to say to you happily there, I don't mind, I was used by you again this time, but I really can't, I can't do it, I want to be selfless like that, I just hope that I can live well Relax, live happily, even if the result is not what I want most, but at least I will not be so tired and painful like I am now, I really don't know what attitude to use, what kind of attitude to use How to tell the life I deserve, I have lived too tired, I have never thought about what I should do to achieve all this, not like what I am now.

Originally, I planned to forgive you, but when I heard these words from you, I suddenly changed my mind. I thought why should I forgive you? Every word you said was so excessive, and I choose to forgive you one time at a time, whether you will hurt me more in the future, I can't bear this kind of harm, I really only hope that I can live a quiet life, or hope that I can live a relaxed life Be happy, don't bother me because of anyone.

If you really hope that we can live happily and live happily, then please don’t use such words to hurt me in the future, hurting my ending, it’s not good for you and you, you only hurt once Me, what can you get?What you get is only the distance between us is getting farther and farther, and there is no way to change it and the distance, so how do you think we should get along in the future?

I hope you can hold your hand high and let me live, and you don't want to use this method to hurt me again and again to suppress me, which will not have any good results for you. "

Xia Jing was silent. He never thought that his son would say such a thing to him today. He couldn't believe it, but he also knew that all of this was just the consequences of what he had committed. Take all responsibility for everything...

"Maybe now you can convince us, you can convince everyone in the family, you can even use what we did back then as a negative lesson to tell us, to remind us of the mistakes we have made time and time again, but I still have to Said, I don't want you to be deceived by the slightest, if you can't bear the ending, you can't bear the deception brought to you by others with your current heart, the love you thought was perfect is actually just for Interest, can you accept such an ending?"