Chapter 625 The Biggest Concession
Chapter 625 The Biggest Concession
Pei Heng's reaction was a bit loud, so I paused for a while, hoping to wait for his emotions to calm down first.
But he turned around and wanted to leave.
"Pei Heng!" I got up and followed out.
Since I want to tell everything, I have to say it thoroughly, and it is aggrieved to say half and half.
Pei Heng has tall legs and long legs, and he was in a bad mood at this time, so he was very fast. I almost trotted after him. After his mountain bike, I sat in the co-pilot's seat as fast as possible.
He didn't look at me, his face was full of anger and irritability.
"I'm not angry yet, why are you angry?" I thought it was funny, so I asked.
"If what you said is true, then I can't forgive myself, you know?" Pei Heng finally turned his head to look at me, his eyes were already very red, as if he was holding back his tears.
My heart ached. Seeing him like this, I should feel very happy. He already knew exactly what happened in the last life, and he was in pain and annoyed because of those things, but he was powerless. Isn't this the result I want most?
But when was it time to repay the grievances? When I got the result I wanted, I found that I was not too happy.
I sighed, "That's all from the last life, Pei Heng, sometimes I feel like you are you, but sometimes you don't seem to be you, I can't tell which one is the real you ?”
The previous life was the cause, but this life is the effect?wrong.
Does the previous life have nothing to do with this life?Not right either.
Pei Heng is still Pei Heng, but he did a completely different behavior, which made me unable to face him with the mentality of the previous life and deal with all the things that happened, so I sometimes waver and feel confused.
It's like having a nightmare. After waking up, I still remember the horrible, uncomfortable and painful feeling, but I can't treat people in reality with what happened in the dream after waking up from the dream.
"If you hadn't been reborn, everything would have gone on as you said, right?" Pei Heng's voice trembled slightly.
"Well, I should have died a long time ago after being entangled so far." I replied with a smile.
A tear rolled down from the corner of Pei Heng's eye, his eyelashes trembled, and he stopped talking.
This is the first time I saw him in such sorrow and pain. Even though we were separated and entangled for so long and so many things happened, I have never seen him at this time. I quietly Looking at him, I don't know how to comfort him. I am the one who was reborn and not him. I can't ask him to be as calm as I am.
I don't know how much time has passed, but Pei Heng seemed to have finally calmed down a little bit. He was very tired, and the mental exhaustion made me feel that all the strength in his body was drained.
I let him rest on the seat, and I was thinking about how to explain the child's matter to Pei Heng in my mind.
The reason why I am willing to tell him the secret of rebirth is largely because of my child's affairs. I admit that I am selfish. I hope to use this matter to make Pei Heng feel very guilty and annoyed, and make him feel weak emotionally. Then the child can be dropped.
Before I could figure out how to speak again, Pei Heng had already guessed what I was thinking. After he closed his eyes and rested for a while, his voice was a little hoarse, "Xu Zhiyi, you want me to give up the child, don't you?"
"I..." I was stunned, he exposed me so bluntly, but I didn't know how to answer.
"The child can be surnamed Xu, but he doesn't need to call me Dad. I only have one condition." Pei Heng opened his eyes and said, looking at me with red eyes.
My heart beat a little faster, "You say."
"If I want to meet the children, don't refuse me. I can promise not to reveal my identity, just treat them as an ordinary uncle, and my parents can also meet them, okay?" This is Pei Heng's biggest The concessions, I know.
If he really doesn't marry a wife and have children in this life, then he only has two biological children, Luoluo and Mingchu. He accepts that the two children are not surnamed Pei, and that the children don't know that he is their father. He is already so humble that he can't be more humble. degree.
I knew that I had achieved my goal, but I was not feeling well.
I used to worry that my child would look for a father and ask me why others have a father and they don't. How should I answer at that time?
And now, I'm refusing to approach their dad.
Thinking of Pei's father and mother's heartbroken look, I can't bear it. As long as they can keep their children from revealing the news, if they meet occasionally, I can agree. I will stand by and not let any accidents happen. occur.
"Okay, I promise you." After thinking for a while, I nodded.
Pei Heng took a deep breath, and a helpless smile curled up on the corner of his lips, "Xu Zhiyi, you won, you won completely in this life, just treat it as the price I paid for what I did in the last life, don't hate me anymore gone."
My heart ached, and I squeezed out a smile, "I don't hate you anymore, Pei Heng, if I still hate you, it proves that I haven't let go, doesn't it?"
This answer obviously dealt a bigger blow to Pei Heng, his smile disappeared and was replaced by a stiff expression.
Suddenly, as if he remembered something, he asked, "Only I know about your rebirth?"
"Yes, only you know." I really never said this to anyone, including my relatives and friends.
"So you got close to Yu Yifan in this life, is it also because of the reason of the previous life? It's not because you have a good impression of him?" By this time, Pei Heng was still struggling with this issue. I didn't know if it was funny or Speechless.
I replied, "My affection for him is just that of friends. He and I were allies in the last life. When I was seriously ill, he was the one who sought medical advice for me. He also came to see me when I died. Me, I'm kind of grateful to him, and I don't want him to repeat the same mistakes."
"Repeat the same mistakes?" Pei Heng frowned, grasping the point of my words.
What I just told him about the previous life revolved around the matter between me and him, and did not mention Yu Yifan. Since he wants to know, then I will tell him everything, and how the two of them did it for him. A woman's fight to the death is much more intense than in this life, after all, I have been avoiding this kind of thing from happening in this life.
In the previous life, Wei Lan chose to stand by and watch, allowing the two to turn against each other.
I sighed, "He probably got to know Wei Lan through you, and then unconsciously, he also had a good impression of Wei Lan. Didn't your family disagree with Wei Lan being with you at the beginning? That's why Wei Lan got hurt. I will be sad and wronged, and being seen by Yu Yifan, I will gradually feel distressed, and then..."
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