Chapter 671 Yu Yifan is leaving
Chapter 671 Yu Yifan is leaving
Sometimes I ask myself why I want to look back, but what Pei Heng is doing now makes me feel his changes and compensation again and again.
Looking at Pei Heng's already red eyes, I feel bad. Maybe many people will scold me for being stupid and not being firm enough, but people's feelings will not remain unchanged, nor will their hearts be firm forever.
I am not irrational, but too rational, so I know very well that Pei Heng in this life should not atone for his sins in the previous life. Before meeting Wei Lan, he did not deceive me emotionally. After meeting Wei Lan, , and he didn’t do as many cruel things to me as he did in his previous life. It was just that I unilaterally judged him with the memories of my previous life.
"Just think that I am doing it for the sake of the child." I didn't want to explain so much, so I just found the simplest and crudest reason.
There are many couples in this world who make do for the sake of children, which is really nothing unusual.
Pei Heng was stunned, as if he didn't expect my answer to be like this. After a moment of silence, he replied, "I don't deserve to let you look back. If you are really with Yu Yifan, I will bless you two." He will be very good to you and his two children, I am very relieved."
I didn’t expect that Pei Heng, who had been in coma for three days and dreamed about his experiences in the previous life, would become so free and relaxed. He could even sincerely bless Yu Yifan and me. This kind of blessing was different from the previous outbursts, and came from the heart. of calmness and relief.
But this is not the result I want!
"Pei Heng, are you crazy?" I became annoyed. Could it be that he couldn't understand what I meant now that I was so proactive?
I ran from City A to City H, and shamelessly asked Yu Yifan to help me act. I stayed here when Pei Heng was unconscious, not to wait for him to wake up and return to City A alone.
"I'm not crazy, but you can see what I'm like now. I can't give you happiness. You can't spend the rest of your life with a cripple, right?" Pei Heng was unusually calm, and began to persuade me.
"I don't need you to give me any happiness. We have been together for so long, but you have never given it, so I don't expect you to give me happiness in the future. Sometimes happiness is given to oneself, rather than relying on others. Go create." I didn't want to say those pretentious words, I confessed my true thoughts, and then replied, "My biggest wish is that my child has a complete family, and you will at least be a good father."
If children were not used to shake Pei Heng, he might still fall into conflicts.
Sure enough, when I mentioned the child, Pei Heng's expression was shaken.
I then continued, "Pei Heng, we are no longer young people around 20 years old. At that time, we were young and energetic, and we were always very extreme and stubborn in relationships. Now we should live a good life, not for feelings. The entanglement delays everything that reality requires. My child needs a father, and I myself need to settle the relationship that I have had for so many years. I hope it will be a good outcome."
I had spoken so directly. Pei Heng fell into deep thought. He lowered his head and I couldn't see his expression clearly. Maybe he needed some time to think carefully now. I didn't rush him, but said, "Well, please." Think about it, I’ll go back and check on the child first, and you can give me an answer after you think about it.”
Waiting here is a bit torturous, why not go back and stay with Luo Luo Mingchu and the others, the time may be better.
Pei Heng didn't stay with me. After I left the ward, I found Pei's father and Pei's mother waiting for me outside. When I came out, they immediately gathered around and asked me what I had talked about with Pei Heng.
I shook my head, "Uncle, aunt, we just briefly talked about the future, and I will give him some time to think it over."
Before Father Pei and Mother Pei could answer me, I left first.
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When I got home, my parents were playing with Luoluo and Mingchu. Seeing that I was back, my mother asked about Pei Heng.
I told them about Pei Heng waking up. The two of them looked at each other, surprised, but also a little relieved. After all, I am now determined to be with Pei Heng. If Pei Heng really The one who became paralyzed was me who suffered.
"That's good. Did Xiaoyu tell you about going abroad?" My mother asked at this time.
Going abroad?He just returned to China not long ago. Didn’t he say that he would stay in the country in the future?
So did he originally want to talk to me about this when he called me?But he couldn't bear to tell me.
"Where is he now?" I asked my mother.
"He is arranging clothes in the bedroom, go and take a look." My mother looked back at the direction of the bedroom on the second floor.
I nodded and immediately went to the second floor to find Yu Yifan. Sure enough, he was packing his clothes. When he saw me coming, he was a little surprised, "Why are you back?"
I walked in and looked at his suitcase, "Where are you going?"
Yu Yifan smiled and said, "I received a call from an international friend, so I wanted to continue providing medical support there. I had planned to stay and live in China, but I felt that such a life was not suitable for me."
I actually know why he left. It was probably because of the wedding. I feel sincerely sorry, "Yu Yifan, although we said it was a lie about the wedding in advance, I know it still caused a lot to you. Influence, if it’s because of the reason that the wedding didn’t happen, then I’ll apologize to you now, okay?”
"It's not your fault," Yu Yifan immediately explained when he saw me admitting my mistake, "It's just that I thought I had let go. After the wedding, I found that I hadn't really let go yet. If I stayed, I would give it to you. The impact on me and Pei Heng would also make my own mentality more and more unbalanced, so I chose to go abroad again to relax myself."
"Do I have to go abroad? You can do it at home." I didn't know whether it was out of guilt or because I had nothing to say, so I asked a strange question.
Yu Yifan was startled, then smiled and said, "You want to keep me? Xu Zhiyi, your current status shouldn't keep me."
Now that I have decided to be with Pei Heng, I really shouldn't try to stay with him. It's just that I selfishly don't want to lose him as a friend, even though I know we can't be friends.
I didn't say anything more, just watched silently as Yu Yifan continued to pack his luggage, and then he said to me, "I have a ticket for this afternoon, and I will leave for the airport soon. You can continue to live in the house here, but You should probably move next door, wherever you live."
Hearing his words, I felt even more sad.
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