Marriage at first thought: the black-bellied president is super painful

Chapter 2082 There is no restraint in the dictionary of youth

"But it's a fact..." If you can't raise a child, don't give birth.

This is what Wu Xinqing has been thinking over and over in his heart for more than ten years.

At the beginning, she just thought about raising children too simply. She thought that there was an aunt at home, and her mother would help take care of her. However, if she didn't work as a full-time mother, she would be fully capable of this task.

In addition, Shen Yuan was easy to take care of, which gave her an illusion that all children would be so well-behaved.

It was because of my own recklessness and overreaching that I indirectly killed my daughter...

Shi Guangyuan patted her on the back lightly and said, "But I have never regretted it. I don't regret raising these three children with you, nor do I regret meeting you."

Wu Xinqing looked up at him through her tearful eyes.

His gaze was so determined that her broken and tired heart found a little comfort.

"Even if I did so many things to hurt you, don't you regret it?"

He smiled and shook his head, "But if I had another chance, let me go back to when we were first married, I would be a better husband and father."

He paused, showing shame, and said, "At least I won't let you become a mother at a young age..."

As soon as he mentioned this matter, Wu Xinqing felt her face burn up and she broke away from his embrace, "That... can't be entirely blamed on you, I'm also responsible..."

"After all, I am a man, and I am older than you. The main reason is that I am too impulsive, so I still rely on me..."

Speaking of what happened back then, the two began to scramble to admit their mistakes, and then both felt a little unnatural.

At the same time, there were also some unclear emotions in his eyes.

Those passions that seem to have been lost in the desert of time are quietly recovering...

In fact, Shi Guangyuan has been distracted all the way.

It's just out of face and demeanor, and of course there was a deliberate intention to whet her appetite, so I didn't show it.

But as soon as he mentioned what happened back then, he felt that he was going to show his flaws. Now he really wants to go home with her...

After a brief silence, Shi Guangyuan took the initiative to ask: "Well... what time do you usually go to bed at night?"

She glanced at him, "Don't you know what time I go to bed?"

He cleared his throat, yes.

He knows her biological clock too well. After all, she has been entangled with her for so many years...

She is the kind who will lie in bed at 10:30 in the evening, unshakable, saying that this is her magic weapon for keeping her face.

Shi Shiyuan looked at his watch, it was already a quarter past ten...

It is estimated that she will go to bed after washing up at home.

But when the two talked about this, they held hands and hugged again. She seemed to have the intention of getting back together, and Shi Shi didn't want to miss the opportunity.

At least ask her what she means. If she really doesn't want to keep him, she can think of another way.

"I think, if you're not in a hurry to sleep, I'm not in a hurry to go back, so I'll go to your place to have another drink and catch up on the old days." When Shi Guangyuan said this, he felt his cheeks thicken again, "Today I suddenly miss Talk to you about old times."

She nodded, "Let's go, I just happen to have something to tell you."

She was so happy that Shi Guangyuan didn't even react for a moment, he was stunned for two seconds, and immediately raised his legs to enter the community, for fear that she would regret it.

As the two walked and chatted, Shi Guangyuan remembered the past and said, "If Bai Jingjing hadn't harmed you back then, Shen Yuan might not have been born."

She nodded and said with a smile: "But when you went to the stage to save me, now that you think about it, you still think it's very handsome."

Talking about what happened back then, the two looked at each other and smiled, feeling deeply moved.

And when it comes to Shen Yuan's birth, and the fact that he went to the stage to save the scene, we have to start with the acquaintance of the two...

At her cousin's birthday party, in order to avoid Bai Jingjing's entanglement, he broke into the small study by mistake, and fell in love with that little girl out of control ever since.

But when he asked her age, he was a little melancholy.

They are only sixteen, the same age, not even an adult, and they are busy preparing for the college entrance examination.

So he thought, or wait for her to go to college, and then officially start to pursue her, so as not to delay her studies.

But it's easier said than done.

She is beautiful, and there are many boys chasing her in school. In addition, she is from a good background. After all, she is the daughter of a big family. Many rich men and brothers are thinking about her. .

Seeing this situation, Shi Guangyuan couldn't sit still anymore, so he found various reasons to meet her, and took her to and from school by "dropping in".

In this way, the two gradually became acquainted.

Half a year later, Shi Guang saw that the time was right and confessed.

But the little girl rejected him because she was not yet an adult, her schoolwork was stressful, she had no time, and she shouldn't fall in love.

He then asked her if she would be his girlfriend when she was an adult and not busy with schoolwork.

But the little girl said with a proud face: "We won't know until then."

"Then I'll wait for you for two years, but you also have to promise me that you will not fall in love with others during these two years."

She smiled brightly: "Yes."

For the next two years, Shi Guangyuan was also very busy. While preparing for graduation, he began to participate in his father's career.

But every holiday, he would still ask his future girlfriend out to check the phone and have a meal.

The two simply didn't even hold hands.

Until her 18th birthday, the innocent campus-style love ended here.

She ran to his apartment at night and said, "Time is far away, I'm 18, I can be your girlfriend now."

He carried her directly into the house.

Skipping the usual sequence of romances, they taste the forbidden fruit first...

That same year, she went to college and had more time.

Although he has started working, he always has time on weekends.

Every Friday afternoon, he would pick her up from school, and the two would spend the weekend in his small apartment, mostly in bed.

But her parents heard rumors from nowhere, thinking that if she didn't go home on weekends, she had made friends with unscrupulous young people in society, and she dared not say that she had a boyfriend, and the two had already cooked rice.

After all, in that era of conservative thinking, the tolerance for premarital behavior was very low.

So her parents began to strictly control her life, and their dating time was infinitely compressed, and they were finally forced to go to the library.

Others go to the library to read and study, but they do it for a date. The two choose the most remote bookshelves, hide behind the rows of books, and between the bookshelves full of the smell of books, they hug and kiss, and even make more friends. Bold things, venting excess hormones.

Xinqing often held his hand and followed him into the library briskly, but when he left, she was so tired that she wanted him to carry her back to the dormitory.

After all, the library is not a long-term solution. In the days when they can't date, the two can only wait patiently for the opportunity.

Finally, the summer vacation came, and the opportunity came.