Chapter 2381 Still Beautiful
Chapter 2381 Still Beautiful
Regret?
Sorry.
If you didn't care so much about money, you wouldn't accept that gold watch, you wouldn't make that phone call, you wouldn't go poaching, and there wouldn't be any subsequent stories.
Even if he made a mistake, if he stopped in time, when that person came to him to hunt again, he would confess to Wanqing directly, and if he didn't go to no-man's land again, he would not be in danger in no-man's land, and he would not lose Wanqing.
Even if she still wants to go to no man's land, if she didn't almost force Wanqing to have sex with him because of jealousy and inferiority, Wanqing wouldn't be pregnant...
If Wanqing is not pregnant, she will not marry Gu Changhai for the child in her womb, and she will be able to wait for him to come back...
Also, there is...
Even if she is already married to Gu Changhai, if I just let go, wish her happiness, and live a good life with Qingxi, Qingxi will not have an affair with his bodyguard, and maybe he and Qingxi can grow old together...
Even, if he hadn't disturbed Wanqing's life back then, Wanqing would not have had conflicts with Gu Changhai... Maybe Wanqing is still alive!
God obviously gave him so many opportunities, but he missed them every time, how could he not regret it?
But it is useless to regret, because there is no way out.
It's been like that all his life.
Then die, as my mother said, enough is enough to die.
With cold hands, he took out the remote control from his pocket.
Then place your finger lightly on the red button.
As long as the button is pressed, the cruise ship will be detonated, and all grievances and hatreds, pain and happiness will all be wiped out...
"Do you have to do this?"
A clean voice came from beside him, it was a voice that he thought about day and night, and was extremely familiar.
Xiao Chongyang suddenly opened his eyes wide, looking at the chair beside him.
Wanqing was sitting there, looking at him sadly.
Is it really an illusion? He no longer has time to think about it, he just wants to look at her for a while longer.
But the tears blurred his vision, and he quickly wiped away the tears with his thin and old hands.
Fortunately, she is still there.
Wanqing stretched out her hand to him, stopped before touching his temples, and then stroked his hair in the void.
"Chongyang, you are getting old."
He smiled bitterly, "But you are still so young."
She was also wearing the white dress they had first met, with a hair tie loosely tied around her head.
That day she was sitting in a white chair in front of the cafe, holding a book in her hand, reading intently, showing a slight smile from time to time, the morning sun shone on her, warm and beautiful.
Xiao Chongyang raised his camera and took a picture of her without hesitation.
Now that decades have passed, they have been separated by yin and yang, there is no morning sunshine, only the moonlight like water, the moonlight shines on her body coldly and softly, she is still beautiful...
"Do you regret meeting me?" Xiao Chongyang asked.
She shook her head, "I am very happy when I am with you."
Xiao Chongyang had a sore nose, "I'm sorry..."
"It's all over," she said softly, and her fingers came to the center of his brow: "Don't frown, it's not good-looking."
Xiao Chongyang loosened his eyebrows and nodded vigorously.
He has the habit of frowning, and when she sees it, she will use her fingers to flatten his eyebrows, and say don't frown, it's not good-looking...
His brows were loosened, and he seemed to be in a better mood. He said to Wanqing, "I have cancer, and we may meet there soon."
She smiled: "Then wait for you to come, and I will show you around."
Xiao Chongyang also laughed.
When we first got together, he took her to the night market and ate food stalls, he took her hand to walk through the streets and alleys, and experienced the fireworks in the market, they watched the old man play chess, listened to the aunt and uncle quarreling, and watched the child jumping with rubber bands... …
Once they walked into an alley and heard a young couple shaking the bed.
Thinking that Wanqing would blush, she yelled: "We heard it!" Then she dragged him and ran out of the alley.
At that time Xiao Chongyang thought, this is probably the worst thing this well-bred young lady has ever done, interrupting someone's cradle...
Xiao Chongyang thought she was extremely cute, and before running out of the alley, he dragged her to the corner and kissed her.
That was their first kiss.
He is more nervous than she is.
But when I recalled that kiss later, it was always bitter.
He would think that the girl he loved was lying in another man's arms, and that man would kiss her on the lips.
Will she still think of the poor boy she once liked?
Did she blush and get nervous when she kissed that man?
Will she still think of that first kiss full of youthfulness in that alley?
"Why are you frowning again?" Wan Qing asked.
Xiao Chongyang stared at her in front of him, whether it was his hallucination or her soul really came, he asked what he had been wanting to ask for so many years:
"Do you love him more, or love me more?"
She seemed a little embarrassed, and after a while, she said to him: "I loved you, I loved you with all my heart..."
Xiao Chongyang nodded, understood.
There is no comparison, she loved him before, but now she loves Gu Changhai.
"Can you forgive me? Forgive me for what I did to your son and Gu Changhai..."
She looked at him tenderly: "but you didn't really hurt them, they are still alive and well, aren't they?"
"And what if they die?"
She glanced at the remote control in his hand again, with a sad expression on her face.
"Are you sure you want to do this?"
Xiao Chongyang shook his head at her, and put the remote control away again.
When he boarded the boat, he really thought about letting these people perish with him, but he had given up on this idea just now.
I don't want to do anything that I regret anymore.
He stroked her cheek lightly with his fingers, even though it was just an illusory shadow.
At this moment, Xiao Chongyang finally understood why Wanqing named her and Gu Changhai's son Han Ye.
At the beginning, when they were together, they thought they would have children in the future, the boy was called Han Ye, and the girl was called Han Lu.
Later they were not together, but Wanqing still named her and Gu Changhai's son "Han Ye", not because she couldn't forget the original relationship, but just hoped that when he thought of this name, he could remember the old love and not hurt her child Bar……
In fact, there were several chances that Xiao Chongyang could kill Gu Hanye, but in the end he didn't do it, and it was indeed related to the name, and of course it was also because the child looked too much like Wanqing.
"Don't be afraid, I won't hurt them."
You won't lose another child...
Wanqing smiled.
The sea breeze pushed the sea water, and the moonlight flowed on the sea surface. The two sat quietly for a while.
"I should go," Wanqing said softly, and stood up, "It's not yet dawn, you should sleep a little longer."
Xiao Chongyang nodded, he was indeed sleepy, blinked his heavy eyelids, and when he opened them again, Wanqing was no longer there.
Not too sad, anyway, we will see you again soon.
He closed his eyes again, feeling that he was sinking deeply in the chair, and felt that he had not fallen asleep so relaxedly for a long time...
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