ASTNovels Chapter 151 I want to exchange love for love.
Chapter 151 I want to exchange love for love.
Find me?Why did you wait until I got mad before coming out? It was obviously a lie.
But I didn't expose him either, and said with a sneer, "Okay, should you say it first or should I say it first?"
The embarrassment on Yeluhuan's face flashed across his eyes, and then he laughed at himself, but he didn't speak.
"Okay, since you don't say it, then I'll say it first." I looked at him lightly, with a calm face, "Now that you are in power, you are already a veritable sweater, when are you going to let me leave?"
Yeluhuan remained silent, but his eyes became colder.
"Actually, it doesn't make any sense for you to continue to stay with me! Isn't it?" I sneered and said with a warm voice, "You kept me at the beginning because you wanted the remnants of the Queen Mother to use this to cause trouble, and then let Are you going to catch them all? Now that you have succeeded, should you let me go when you are done using them?"
If you continue to keep me here, there will only be harm and no benefit. Even if she doesn't say this, he should understand.
"You say I'm using you?" Yeluhuan's eyes were pierced when he heard what I said, and he said coldly with a deep and angry voice.
use?Didn't she know what he was doing to her?
"What? Did I say something wrong?" I looked at him provocatively, deliberately ignoring the discomfort in my heart, "Don't you take advantage of me, a princess from the Southern Dynasty, in Khitan? Do you still want me to believe that you like me?" ?”
I opened my eyes and said a lie, knowing that this sentence would make him anxious, but I still had to say it.
"An Huai Xin!" He wanted to say something to me angrily but was interrupted by me. I think we have to say something clearly, "We can't!"
Staring at me for a long time, his face turned pale.
"This point, I don't want to tell you, we can't, I can't like you, I can't stay here, our relationship can only be friends, so... I hope you can let me go. "
I looked directly into his somewhat dark eyes and spoke bluntly.
"You said that you would be by my side." He suddenly held my shoulders, his eyes flickering.
"That's lying to you, you know it." The pain in my shoulders almost spread to the bottom of my heart, but I didn't cry out, and said calmly, "Now you are sitting in Khitan, and your rights are supreme, and no one is restricting you." You, no one dares to question you, I am useless." If I continue to stay, there is no benefit to him, and he should know this better than me!
His golden hands pinching my shoulders suddenly slipped down without any strength, "I'm for you."
His voice was low, but I could hear it clearly.
Hearing this sentence, I was not surprised or moved, but just thought it was funny, I am not a fool, some things were enough for me to understand some things after Lan Lan said it, but his words did not make me understand. I had any hesitation, "Don't say it's because of me, Yeluhuan, I thought I regarded you as a friend, the kind of friend who can talk to you, but now you dare not even tell me the truth, what do you do now? You blame everything on me, ask yourself, is it really for me? Or is it for your own selfishness, desire, desire, and ambition?"
He always thought that it was because of me that he had to get rid of the queen mother first, and then fought a war to win me, and after the defeat, he had to reorganize the imperial court because he wanted to keep me, but all of these, everything is true Is it related to me?
The queen mother was removed because he could no longer stand the queen mother's oppression, and because of her oppression, he could not do what he wanted to do. The war with the Southern Dynasty was because he wanted to force Xiao Jincheng to expand the territory of Khitan, and it was not imperative to rectify the imperial court ?The Queen Mother's remnant party hangs over his head like a sword and may fly over at any time. Will he allow such swords to be all around him?Which of these piles has anything to do with me?
My voice pierced like a sharp knife, making his face even paler.
The voice echoed back and forth in the empty hall, and he didn't speak until it disappeared, "Do you really want to leave?"
What's wrong with staying with him?
"Don't be stupid, if I don't leave, what will the people in the court say about you and me?" Taking a deep breath, "Since the matter has come to this point, the only way for the court to stabilize is for you to let me go. "
"What if I say, don't let go?" His voice suddenly became cold, and a cold sentence escaped from his tightly pressed lips.
I didn't answer him, but my eyes clearly told him that he had no choice.
Although I didn't want to force him like this, but the green grass is as tough as silk, and the rock can't be transferred. Since I have identified Xiao Jincheng in my heart, even if we are far apart now, I don't want to change my mind and transfer this feeling to others, especially the one in front of me. on the man.
"Okay, okay, okay!" He said three good words in a row, suddenly raised his voice, and his mood fluctuated greatly, "An Huaixin, today I will also make it clear that I will never let you go!"
He said 'my king' in front of me. At this moment, I understood that the friendship I hoped for could not exist between us.If we are not lovers, we will be enemies!
In the future, I will really become a canary, and Lanxiangju will be my cage!
"In this case, the slave will leave." I suddenly kowtowed in front of him, my voice was both respectful and ruthless.
Yeluhuan didn't expect that I would salute him suddenly, then took a step back suddenly, and looked at me disappointedly, neither saying a word nor stopping him.
When I came out of the Dragon Fault Hall, Chunrui greeted me first, asking me with worried eyes.
I shook my head silently, and just about to speak, I saw Xiang'er beside Lan Lan who I hadn't seen all this time.
Xiang'er stood beside Lan Lan and saluted me respectfully, and then heard Yeluhuan's calm voice from inside, "Lan Lan, Xiang'er, let me come in."
They looked at each other, then looked at me again, and walked into the hall without a word.
No need to guess, I know that Yeluhuan must let them watch me, just like letting me escape last time.
When I came out and saw Xiang'er, I knew that Yeluhuan had guarded against me early on!Otherwise, how could I find Xiang'er, probably because I still have Chunrui by my side. Once something happens, Lan Lan can't stand it alone!
"Miss, Yeluhuan..." Chunrui looked at it worriedly, and she also understood something.
I shook my head, motioning her to shut up.
I can call Yeluhuan’s name, but if someone hears Chunrui bluntly speaking of Da Khan’s name, he will be beheaded. In the past, no one in Yelu would argue with her, but now Yeluhuan and I have broken our faces, and he can’t come to me. It's much easier to find Chunrui, not to mention how important he is to me, how could he, who is as cunning as a fox, not know? !
This time, I must not let Chunrui fall into his hands to threaten me!
Thinking of the relationship between us, I sighed deeply in my heart. Originally, I wanted to turn Yeluhuan into a male girlfriend, so I wanted to save his life and exchange love for love. Become an enemy!
Love word, so bitter!
"Have you seen sweating?" Liancheng Jinxiang, who was dressed in purple Luoyi, appeared beside me at some point, her face was pale, her eyes were dull, and her voice was tinged with sadness.
I nodded but didn't answer.
"What did you and... Khan say?" Her eyes became extraordinarily nervous, and she asked without any concealment.
Looking at her nervous expression, I guess she must have thought wrong, if I want to become Yeluhuan's woman, why wait until today.
"leave."
"Leave?" Her face regained a trace of blood, her clenched hands visibly trembled, and her voice was questioning.
"Of course it's leaving. Could it be that he's still a wife?" I smiled lightly, avoiding her suspicious gaze, "He already has enough wives, I'm not interested in being a wife."
"What do you mean?" Her eyes darkened and her voice seemed stiff.
"It's just telling the truth, Madam, don't bother with me." I smiled gently and looked at the bright moon in the sky, "Do you love him?"
It may be that my attitude made her relax a little bit of hostility. She was silent for a long time, and she turned her head and looked in the same direction as me. The spring breeze was blowing, and our dresses danced with the wind. "I was given to him by my father when I was 13 years old." It's been five years since I became a madam." Her voice was ethereal and soft, "I fell in love with him the first time I saw him, even though he was trapped by the queen mother at that time, he was a figurehead He is a profuse sweat, but I still love him! So as long as he wants, I will do it for him, even if he wants to be a real profuse khan, kill his mother and seize power, I will help him!"
Listening to her affirmative words, it is not difficult to imagine that a large part of Yeluhuan's political power should be attributed to this Mrs. Liancheng.
I took a deep breath, "Then continue to love..." Maybe, one day he will see it.
"But, what he likes is you, only you." Liancheng Jinxiang's voice was full of jealousy, unwillingness, and despair. So many emotions entangled together eventually became complicated. Perhaps it was this kind of complicated feeling that made him She clearly hated Yeluhuan but still wanted to help him seize power.
She clearly wishes for my death but still can't touch me, just like now, she still has that kind of complicated feelings for me, she envies me as much as she envies me.
I stood side by side with her, not talking for a long time, let the breeze blow by...
Until Lan Lan and Xiang'er came out, I turned and left without saying a word.
I don't know how to persuade, after all, love is a matter between two people, I can't guarantee that Yeluhuan will fall in love with her one day, even if it is guaranteed, will my words come true?
So I can't say anything, what to do, she should know better than me, at least she loves him very much, really loves him!
But I can't fall in love with Yeluhuan, so I have no right to say anything!