Deer in deep forest

Chapter 29 Soulmate

Chapter 29 Soulmate

"Uncle Yi, what do you mean—she's drunk?" Gu Yanshu asked slowly.

Gu Yiyang said, "That's true."

Gu Yanshu said: "She didn't drink all night, the wine red only came into contact with her skin, so can she still be drunk?"

Gu Yiyang explained: "Some people are extremely sensitive to alcohol. Although they haven't drunk it, if the skin is contaminated on a large area and is not cleaned in time, it is easy to cause skin allergies, and it will indeed cause symptoms of drunkenness. Just drink it. Two catties of Erguotou are the same."

"In addition, she may have blown the wind, so she looks more serious." Gu Yiyang took off his glasses and patted Gu Yanshu on the shoulder, "Don't worry too much, as long as you take the medicine for a period of time, you will be fine. Your Uncle Yi After all, he is also the director of this Xuanren Hospital, an experienced doctor for decades, and his words are still credible."

Gu Yanshu nodded and took a sip of tea unhurriedly.

He was sitting on the sofa in the office, staring at a picture of human acupuncture points on the wall, wondering what he was thinking.There is a faint herbal smell in the house, which is mild but not pungent. It is the incense that Gu Yiyang concocted himself when he was free. It has the effect of soothing the nerves. He usually likes to burn a plate and put it behind a pine tree in the corner.

Gu Yiyang watered Yunsong, fiddled with the leaves, and the dark brown sandalwood beads on his wrist shook gently. He asked casually, "Is Yanshu in love?"

Gu Yanshu stood up, took the shower in his hand, seemed to think about it for a while, and then pursed his lips and said, "No."

Gu Yiyang is away all year round and rarely looks back at his old house. He has never seen Xiguang before, and he doesn't know the relationship between her and Yanshu when they were young.It's just that I'm used to seeing my nephew's young and mature, indifferent and distant appearance, and I think his immediate reaction is really interesting, so I can't help teasing him a few more words: "Why didn't you talk about it? Is it because that girl doesn't like you?"

"I don't think so. Even when she's drunk, she's still chanting your name. If you say she's not interested in you, I wouldn't believe it if you killed her."

"So, it's because you don't like her? That's not true. You are obviously nervous about her, holding her like a treasure. When you smashed my office door last night, you didn't show mercy at all. You were so sensitive that I thought it was an operation. There's a murder on stage."

"Two people like each other, but they are not in love, Yanshu, this is your problem, boys should take the initiative sometimes..."

Gu Yanshu ignored it, and when he finished speaking, he wrote lightly: "Uncle Yi, my aunt called a few days ago and asked how your luck is going recently. Don't mind if I got off the hook."

He couldn't tell whether there was a threat in his words, but it just made people feel quite profound.

Gu Yiyang's complexion changed, and when he mentioned his wife who was separated from him on the other side of the ocean, his eyes were both happy and helpless.This elegant middle-aged man was about to raise his hands in surrender, complaining to Gu Yanshu: "The older you get, the less cute you become."

Gu Yanshu reminded him aloud: "I remember you have an expert seminar in 5 minutes. Hurry up now. I don't know if it's too late."

Gu Yiyang glanced at his watch, and there was indeed not enough time, so he took his bag and documents and hurried out, turned around and asked, "Say hello to the old man for me."

Gu Yanshu agreed.

The huge office finally returned to quietness, Gu Yanshu heaved a sigh of relief in his heart, Uncle Yi is really difficult to gossip, and it is not easy to send people away.

Several layers of fine and dense water mist fell on the leaves of Yunsong at hand, and against the background, this greenery became more and more vivid.Wisps of white smoke slowly rose from the small pan of incense underneath, drifted away, and passed through the gaps between the clouds and pine leaves.

Gu Yanshu put down the shower, picked up a handkerchief to dry his hands, and closed the door of the dean's office.

It was almost twelve o'clock at noon, and the quartz clock hanging on the wall walked slowly.The ward was silent, and Xi Guang hadn't woken up since sleeping last night.She couldn't sleep well, her face was swollen with a white layer of ointment, and the rash didn't show signs of fading.

An older nurse had previously explained that her face was itchy and she might scratch unconsciously, so she told Gu Yanshu to be careful and watch more.

Sure enough, as soon as he didn't pay attention, she almost scratched her face.

In the end, Gu Yanshu had no choice but to cut off strips of cloth from the blanket to bind Xiguang's hands.He clearly knew that even if she struggled and rubbed her wrist against the flannelette, it wouldn't really hurt her, but she still found it very annoying.

After a while, Xi Guang was untied again.

Gu Yanshu felt that going on like this seemed to be torturing himself.

Biansheng cherished the light and didn't stop, his hands were held, and he rubbed his face against the pillow.Most of the ointment was rubbed on the pillow cover, and some of it was stuck in the messy long hair.

Gu Yanshu didn't ring the bell to call the nurse, but changed the pillow by himself, brought a basin of hot water, washed Xiguang's face and hair, and reapplied the medicine.

He couldn't grasp the strength well, fearing that she would hurt her, so the hand holding the cotton swab trembled a little.Later, he simply squeezed the white ointment on his fingers, and gently spread it on Xiguang's cheeks, concentrating the whole time, even more serious than reviewing Gu's urgent documents.

After tossing like this all night, Gu Yanshu didn't sleep all night.

Song Yusheng walked over in a white coat, leaned against the door, and raised his hand at Gu Yanshu.

"I met Uncle Yi in the elevator just now. I heard from him that you two are also in the hospital." Song Yusheng looked at Xi Guang on the hospital bed, lowered his voice, and teased with a smile, "Looks like last night Yuyun and I arrived early. Go, missed the good show."

Gu Yanshu said: "Ah Sheng, don't be afraid that the world will not be chaotic."

"No, I just care about cherishing the light." Song Yusheng argued.

After guarding for a while, Xiguang still didn't wake up, so the two went to the corridor outside the ward to talk.

Song Yusheng began to analyze his psychology and said, "Yanshu, do you feel that your feelings for Xiguang are very unusual."

Gu Yanshu hesitated for a moment, and asked him, "What do you mean by unusual?"

"It means - your feelings for her are too strong." Song Yusheng asked suddenly: "Yanshu, do you like to cherish light?"

"I mean, the kind of liking between lovers."

Gu Yanshu leaned against the wall, lit a cigarette, held it in his mouth, inhaled it, and narrowed his eyes slightly.Today's situation is very special. First, Gu Yiyang, and then Song Yusheng, all came to discuss this issue with him.

About his relationship with Xiguang.

Gu Yanshu didn't think deeply about what is his almost crazy obsession with Xiguang.Childhood dependence, years of hatred, uncontrollable longing, and complex emotions are intertwined and developed to this day, and I have long been unable to control myself.

He has never experienced love, nor does he know what love is.

According to his grandfather Gu Changxing's generation, if two people can see each other forever, grow old, and support each other for a lifetime, they are called soulmates, soul mates.

When Gu Changxing was marching and fighting abroad, there was an American doctor in the accompanying army. He was cheeky and secretly asked for advice. He learned the first and only English word from the doctor, and used it in In the love letter to Grandma Gu.

Grandma Gu, who came back from overseas, was moved to tears by this little bit of romance and heart, and her heart has been hung on this bandit-like man ever since.

Later, the two started a family, got married, and had children. Until now, their temples have turned gray, and they are still in love.

This may be the rough outline of love.

Gu Yanshu thought for a long time before answering Song Yusheng, "I need her."

In a class of social psychology, when the professor mentioned Abraham Maslow's hierarchy of needs, that is, there are seven different levels of needs hidden in the process of socialization.They are human physiological needs, safety needs, love and belonging needs, respect needs, cognitive needs, aesthetic needs, and self-actualization needs.

From low-level to high-level, advancing layer by layer, starting from the most basic physiological needs, people will gradually want more and more.

Song Yusheng found that it would be more interesting if this theory was applied to love.

At that time, Gu Yanshu came to listen and sat in the adjacent seat. Song Yusheng discussed with him in a low voice: "For a beggar who is hungry, his first need must be food and clothing, which is a physiological need."

"Many people are like beggars in love, and the love of the other party has gradually evolved into their sunshine, air, and water, and has become a physiological need. Throughout the ages, it is not often that someone dies for love or something , Once you can’t be with each other, there is no way out.”

"Thinking about it this way, too passionate and crazy love is really dangerous." Song Yusheng concluded.

Gu Yanshu flipped a page of the book in his hand and said, "Absurd."

Now Gu Yanshu said: "I need her."

He is very sure, "If this kind of need can be understood as love, then I think, I really like cherishing the light, the kind of liking for lovers."

Beggar-like love, the other party becomes your sunshine, air, water, grows into the skin on your body, and turns into the ribs on your chest. You can't bear to be separated from her, like a poison that bites your bones.

He admitted it generously, as if he just suddenly thought of this proposition that had puzzled him for a long time, and said it naturally.Standing like that, like a statue, the smoke ring slowly exhaled from the mouth, quietly diffused, diffused over the deserted eyebrows, and finally added two parts of the color of fireworks in the world to him.

Song Yusheng thought, if Xiguang heard what he said just now, he would have a wonderful reaction.

"Ah—" A shocking scream came from the ward, it was the voice of pity.

(End of this chapter)