ASTNovels Chapter 382 Why Don't You Admit It!
Chapter 382 Why Don't You Admit It!
Cen Ziyan never thought that the first person she would see after waking up would be Qin Hanfeng, let alone that he would guard her by the bed all night, but she had developed a conditioned reflex in the lunatic asylum over the years, and she would avoid such intimacy move.
So she subconsciously wanted to pull her hand out of Qin Hanfeng's, but she just moved slightly, and Qin Hanfeng's hand was clenched a little bit, so scared that she stopped immediately and didn't dare to move again half point.
"Qin Hanfeng?" Cen Ziyan thought he was woken up by his actions, so he called him softly.
It's just that her voice fell into the silent ward, and soon dissipated, and it didn't stir up any waves at all. Qin Hanfeng, who was sleeping soundly, didn't respond at all.
The action just now was just subconsciously not wanting to let go of her hand.
Only then did Cen Ziyan feel relieved, and slowly pulled her hand away. After waking up, she was not so sleepy, and simply sat on the hospital bed with her back against the pillow.
Only in the dead of night, when no one was watching, could she have a chance to quietly take a look at Qin Hanfeng. Cen Ziyan looked at Qin Hanfeng's sleeping profile, and couldn't help feeling filled with emotion.
She has seen this face countless times, and after so many years, she still can't forget it. When she first came to the madhouse, she could dream of Qin Hanfeng's face every night, and that he came to save her.
But he didn't come, he left her in that ghostly place for three full years!
"Why? Even if you don't believe me, even if you don't love me anymore, he is our child after all! Why did you take him away from me?" Although Cen Ziyan looked at Qin Hanfeng, his eyes were not focused, as if he had fallen into that A painful memory.
"I know you hate me, don't you?" Cen Ziyan smiled helplessly, but the smile was cold and lacking in warmth, she said to herself, "That's why you are so cruel and locked me in the madhouse, isn't it?" ? I know it all, I know it all, but why don’t you admit it? Don’t you dare?”
Cen Ziyan didn't know what was wrong with him, did he expect Qin Hanfeng to give him an answer when he said this?He fell asleep, and only she could hear these words. In this ward, except for herself, no one else knew the grievances and pains in her heart.
After a pause of two seconds, she lowered her head and stared at her scarred hands, then suddenly changed the subject, "What's the matter with you and Ye Qiuyin? When did you fall in love with her? You're going to marry her? Why did you come back in the first place?"
Cen Ziyan didn't know whether he was asking Qin Hanfeng or himself.
She didn't necessarily want an answer, but the grievance and sadness that had been suppressed in her heart for these years had no one to confide in, nowhere to vent, and finally tonight, in Qin Hanfeng's occasional tenderness, the dike was completely broken.
So the painful past like a flood leaked out, and all sank in this dark and silent ward.
As Cen Ziyan was talking, the sourness in her heart was already overflowing, she didn't even realize that she had shed a line of tears, she had held back for too long, and today she had to vent, it seemed that she completely exhausted all her mind.
The line of tears dried up on her pale and thin face, she gradually closed her eyes, and even the whispers in her mouth became weaker, and finally disappeared without a trace.
Qin Hanfeng, who was lying on the bedside, slowly opened his eyes when there was a slight and long breathing sound.