ASTNovels Chapter 509
Chapter 509
The person he felt the most sorry for in his life was the girl in front of him. She didn't know what he should do to make it up to her.
And the only thing he can do now is to push him away from his side, there is no other choice.
Just now I watched the girl bursting into tears through the window. To be honest, she felt very uncomfortable, but he has nothing to do. If he really turns around and talks to the girl now , In fact, it is not for the good of that girl.
Kindness for nothing is, to be honest, the cruelest thing.
The only thing he can do now is to not let the girl in front of him have any hope, he can take everything on himself, as long as the girl can leave him, and he can no longer think about himself , perhaps even a good result for her.
Even if he may be sad at this time, he may be sad, but after this period of time, he is a new student again, and he will not have been holding so-called empty hopes like this, but in the end he has nothing .
After Ye Chi breathed a sigh of relief, he got into his car directly.
To be honest, he also struggled, he also thought about some things, he also thought about whether he could really give up what he was doing now, and live a good life with that girl.
It has nothing to do with love or not, but if it is just atonement, it is not that he has no feelings for that girl at all, after all, people's hearts are long.
But he knows that he can't do that, he can't be so selfish, he knows that if he lives with this girl, he will be very happy, but for that girl, there is an extra factor of fear.
Because he can't handle all his things well, and he can't let those people let him go completely.
The ten-year contract has been signed, and all the wrong things have been done. No, he said that if you stop now, you can stop completely, because when a person does something, he must do it for himself. He paid some price for what he did.
It's not like one day he said he was wrong, and everyone didn't have to pay for it.
These things still live with him, and he can only go down this path without any other choice.
However, when the car went a certain distance, he suddenly found a girl chasing madly behind the car.
He forced himself not to look, forced himself to be cruel, forced himself not to do anything, as long as he persisted, the girl was completely pushed away by him, but he watched the girl run and cry, and even fell down in the end on the ground.
He is still soft-hearted, he can't be completely tough.
He got out of the car and walked slowly to the girl's side: "I said before, if you can't help me, you should leave my side. I never need any useless people by my side."
At this moment, Zheng Mier looked at him with tears in her eyes: "I promise you, no matter what you ask me to do, I promise you, if it can really help you, I hope I will do it It is not that you seek help from others. Since this path is wrong, I have no way to chase you back from this path. Then I am willing to accompany you to hell and the abyss, at least until the final decision Sometimes, I can be by your side, and I know that deep down in your heart you may not want to do this, so I will accompany you to the end."
Ye Chi was really stunned at this moment, he didn't expect that the girl in front of him would say such a thing.
What the girl in front of her said to herself was really shocking. No one can give up everything she has to do something for others, but the girl in front of her gave up everything she had for herself.
His studies, his family and even his bright future had all been abandoned by him like walking shoes.
He didn't know what he did to make the girl in front of him feel so important, he even felt that he was not worthy of the girl's love.
And even he hides in the depths of his heart, all the fragility and privacy that he doesn't talk to others, are exposed by the girl in front of him. He can really see what he is thinking, and he can put himself in the shoes of others. Go think for yourself.
I even found all the reasons for myself, the reasons for doing these things, including the reasons for wanting to do many, many things.
"Aren't you afraid that I'm an out-and-out villain who never cared about you at all? You know, I like Qin Nian. Even if you keep chasing me like this, no matter how much you help me, you're not him. I wouldn't like you either."
Ye Chi has always felt that he is not a good person. He even does many things very despicably. He even doesn't know what he is doing sometimes. He just feels that if he doesn't do it, he will be very sorry for himself.
But only when he faced the girl in front of him did he feel that he was such a sinner.
"I know you may not like me, I know you have a lot of things to do, and I also know that there are many things I can't understand, but for you, I am willing to understand, I am willing to understand."
Zheng Mier said bluntly: "If there must be someone to accompany you to hell, I hope that person is me."
After Zheng Mi'er finished speaking, she got up directly from the ground, and hugged the man in front of her with great strength.
"To be honest, he is also afraid sometimes, but to him, it seems that all things are not worth mentioning compared with losing the man in front of him."
Ye Chi tried to forcefully push the girl in front of him away, wanted to say some unfeeling words to him, wanted to completely push him away from his side, but he suddenly found that all his current efforts were useless.
At this moment, Zheng Mier hugged the man in front of her tightly: "Ye Chi, do you know that the first time I saw you was in that alley, and I thought you were like someone from childhood... Like a male god who descended from the sky, he saved my whole world. I don’t care what your purpose was or what you thought at the time. Since you have already saved me, why don’t you just save people to the end. I really can’t do without you. "
Ye Chi has never been so dependent on others, he seems to be alone all this time, except for the girl in front of him, he has never been so close to anyone, including Qin Nian.