Chapter 662
Chapter 662
"Everything I thought was wrong. I shouldn't confuse all guilt with love. Love should be pure. Joe, at the moment of life and death, I finally understand, Joe, I love you! I love you enough to live and die with you."
Mu Qing spoke out her heart excitedly, she knew that she had to fully express her inner feelings at this moment.Because she was afraid that if she didn't say anything, she would miss the opportunity again.The two of them have already missed too many opportunities, and they can't waste any more time.
In addition, anyway, suddenly saying these words to her made her more impatient and impulsive, and said all of this, even if it was nothing but the wounds on her body, she still wanted to express her true inner feelings.
She knew that Jon loved her, and love was the best medicine for wounds. As long as Jon understood his intentions, his wounds would heal soon.
After hearing Mu Qing's words, Jon was completely dumbfounded.Originally thought that after this incident, he and Mu Qing would be completely separated.
But she never expected that Mu Qing would tell him that the person she really loves is actually him.Is this really possible?
He always thought that the him in Mu Qing's heart was actually Jack.
After all, someone like Jack has always been the person Mu Qing yearns for, and Jack has a lot of heart for her and will give her. Even if he disdains Jack, he has to admit that Jack is sincere to Mu Qing.
Looking at Mu Qing, Jon suddenly realized that he couldn't understand?Is it because you like getting a better fit?Or because, when it comes to love, he is actually just a beginner.What happened to him also made him blind.
I can't understand at this moment whether Mu Qing is sincere, or because of guilt, she took the initiative to devote herself to it?
If it is the former, he will remember it as crazy.If it was the latter, he would be so sad that he would suffocate to death.Because he is proud, he absolutely does not want such mercy.
If he wanted such mercy, he would have used means already.He did not deny that he used some means when he wanted to take Mu Qing back.He even once thought that with the current method, Mu Qing could stay by his side forever.
But in the end, he can use all despicable means to all the people in the world, but he doesn't want to do this to the one he loves.What happened this time was indeed not in his plan. Even if he wanted a hero to save the beauty, he would never put Mu Qing in danger.
If it is not lucky, it is very possible that Mu Qing and him will go to Huangquan together.
He has long been bearish on his life and death.After all, growing up in this environment, he was doomed to face such a fight, but he never thought that Mu Qing would live and die with him.
He can die, but she must live.
Blocking a bullet for her didn't take a second of thought.He only hates himself, and his meager strength, I will do my last bit to completely rescue her from danger.
But when Mu Qing desperately tried her best to take him away.How much he wanted to say. "Qing, you go, as long as you live, I have no regrets."
Even if he died, he would still be in the sky, protecting her well.
But Mu Qing didn't listen to him, and she didn't give up, she just carried him and hid in Tibet.If he didn't have the slightest strength, he would never allow Mu Qing to do this, because he didn't want to be a burden for Mu Qing to escape.
But God seems to be really attached to them, and finally survived.He thanked Mu Qing for never leaving him, and it was precisely because of this perseverance that he understood that as long as Mu Qing was happy, everything else would be fine.
But he didn't expect that just when he was about to let go, how could he believe Mu Qing's words like this?Did everything she said really come from her heart?
At this moment, Jon can be very sure of one thing, that is, if the previous incident had not happened, it would be absolutely impossible for Mu Qing to say these words.
So in Jon's heart, he still felt that all this was just the feeling of guilt he got used to!Although it was a real feeling, he still wanted to hear Mu Qing's true thoughts, his face was full of doubts and disbelief.
"Is this really your idea?"
Just as Mu Qing was about to nod her head and admit that all of this was from her heart, Ryan stood up from the side.With a calm face.
"Mu Qing, you lost, I told you that no matter what you say, he will never believe it. Guilt cannot be regarded as love. If you let him know that all this is just your comfort to him, It's a bigger blow to his heart, if you don't want him to hurt more, please stop your stupid behavior."
Ryan's words startled Mu Qing and Qiao En at the same time, and they looked at him with complicated eyes.Both have lost something.
Jon breathed a sigh of relief, but his heart ached terribly, and he knew that the ending must be like this.He knew it clearly, but the pain on his body was still unavoidable.
The trauma in my heart is thousands of times more painful than the gunshots on my body.How much does he even want to get a few more shots in his body?Can this kind of physical pain reduce the pain in the heart?
After experiencing the moment of life and death, he has already figured it out.Rather than forcing Mu Qing to stay by his side, he hopes that Mu Qing can be free.Pursue your dream happily, as long as she is still alive, she enjoys happiness, and let him bear all the pain.
However, when he really understood Mu Qing's intentions, the pain still made it difficult for him to breathe.
Looking at Mu Qing, she was filled with pity and reluctance.I really want to reach out, wipe away the tears in her eyes, and tell her not to feel guilty, as long as she is happy, he will be happy too.
Forced himself to do this, but in fact, he still couldn't do it.It turned out that he smiled and said to his beloved woman. "If you are happy, I will be happy." Such hypocritical words are really difficult.
If he hadn't experienced life and death this time, anyway, he was sure that he would never be able to be so generous. He told himself since he was a child that as long as it was what he wanted, he would definitely find ways to get it.Even love?That is no exception.
However, because the woman in front of him had already penetrated into his heart, and because he loved her too deeply, he couldn't bear to hurt her. If he saw Mu Qing in pain, he felt that he would never be happy anyway.
Such a great idea, I can't believe it myself, it will come from my own mind.If someone had told him before, he would have made such a choice in the end.Anyway, I think he will sneer.The haughty he would never allow himself to make such a cowardly choice, everything is in his own hands.
As long as you want it, you can get it.
But in the face of love, he really said that he lost completely. If everything could be done again, he felt that he would still choose to love her, but during the time they spent together, he would love her more. cherish.
At this moment, Mu Qing really wanted to cry. He saw the despair in Jon's eyes, and even more the reluctance in his eyes.Mu Qing really wanted to reach out her hand, hold him tightly, and tell him that things were not as he imagined.
Everything she said was from the bottom of her heart. She truly loved her, without the slightest bit of reluctance, let alone a little bit of deceit.The two have been together for so many years, how could Mu Qing not know Jon's heart?
It would be an insult to Jon if it was all just love of charity.No matter how much she has paid for her, how can she have the heart to insult him with such a mentality?
But obviously, Jon, who was in confusion and pain, really didn't seem to see Mu Qing's true heart.Physical and mental exhaustion constantly reminded him that it was time to give up.
It's not to give up his love for Mu Qing, but to let go and let Mu Qing find her own happiness.
With tears in her eyes, Mu Qing fixedly looked at Jon, then shifted her gaze to Ryan, pleading sadly, hoping that he could let him go.
Mu Qing knew the reason for doing this, she wanted to disobey his orders regardless.Because he really didn't want to hurt the man he loved the most.But……
Not long ago, she personally promised that as long as it was Ryan's request, no matter what it was?She will agree.It's only been a few hours now, how can she break her promise?
If she could retaliate against herself for her slip of the tongue, Mu Qing would never complain.But if all this happened to Jon, what would she do?
God let them escape by luck, she must cherish all these things, she can't do it, this kind of thing, repeating the same mistakes again, facing life and death, she really felt the fear.
She was more afraid of losing Jon than dying herself.Therefore, even though she was dying of pain, Mu Qing didn't dare to express her true thoughts.She didn't know why Ryan did this?She didn't even understand the real reason why she did this, but she was powerless to resist in the face of such a request.
Can only look at Ryan, hope she can let go.Weak and weak, she no longer has a strong side, completely lost her initiative, and dare not use any force to force the other party to compromise.
Because this is her promise, she must fulfill it.Even if she sacrificed her own life for this, she would not hesitate.
And Ryan looked at the two of them, feeling very depressed in his heart.Reason told him that doing so would be in the best interest of his brother.Although it was only a few hours, Ryan gradually had a different idea about Mu Qing.
He felt that maybe Mu Qing was really worth paying for, that's why she let the two men?Love him so desperately.He also believed in Jack's vision. If Mu Qing wasn't really so good, how could he have given so much?
Since this woman was worthy of love, why couldn't he give Jack a chance?
The parting between life and death made Xi like see her love for Jon, but it doesn't mean that he doesn't have any liking for Jack?
As long as there is still a chance, Ryan feels that he should help his brother well.If leaving Mu Qing was a means used by Jack, then he actually believed that if he were to give up Mu Qing, his life would be worse than death.
He didn't want to see his brother endure such pain. He wanted to give him another chance, and hoped that he would cherish it. Whether the two were destined, he could only help them to this point.
Although such a method is a bit despicable and shameless, but for his brother, he has no complaints.
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